Together Itsumo NC-17

[~Devon~]

"I love you too, and you could never be a burden babe," he murmured, looking up into his mates eyes. Devon had never been one for words. He was always quiet, kept to himself at his jobs. His co-workers had found early on that he was a stoic lone wolf, with his earrings and the tiny black rose tattoo on his lower back. He hadn't shown Chiaki that yet. The other boy had him spouting such words and he loved it. Every one was specially created for his little love and he hoped he could keep coming up with them. Just as long as his angel was happy.

But right now he was caught up in the body above him, in the acceptance to give his lover pleasure. Now he would trully be able to show him what making love was about. "How about we go up to my bed," he suggested. "I didn't get to map out your body last night," he grinned, " and i'd love to have the chance to show you how wonderful we can be together." He let his fingers slip from silver hair to clutch at small hands. Chiaki's hands fit perfectly in his, smaller and paler, yet so warm and right.

"We have hours to show eachother everything, so we'll take our time, alright? Then we can go about your job and everything." Still holding onto the others hand he scooted out from under him. The drinks and snacks were still on the table but he left them. They'd be fine for now. "Come, love," he whispered, his eyes darkened with love. He led Chiaki slowly through the house and back up to his room. He turned the boy in his arms after shutting and locking his door and claimed his mouth. He slipped their intertwined hands up Chiaki's shirt, letting the boy feel how his fingers played over flesh.

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“Ne, I’m glad…that I’m not a burden…” mumbled the boy. “I don’t…want to inconvenience you… I really love you a lot Devon and I wish to always be your side. It’s nice…to be needed by someone, so don’t ever leave me behind. Even when things get hard, I definitely won’t ever leave you! I-I’ll become a good bride too! I’ll learn to do things and I’ll have lots of babies for you! And I’ll grow up extra fast for you! I’ll get tall and everything! I’ll grow up to be really pretty like the brides in magazines and stuff! I-I’ll take good care of the baby we’re going to have! And I’ll change it’s dippers and dress it up in cute little dresses and ribbons! We’ll have the cutest baby ever!”

Chiaki couldn’t help but rant about these things. He just wanted Devon to know he was excited about the whole thing and that he enjoyed being with the other. Chiaki didn’t mind becoming Devon’s bride. Even though he knew brides were meant to be female, he didn’t mind becoming one if it meant making Devon happy. The boy was excited. He had never really been near a baby before and now he was having one of his very own. Even though his mother had told him babies were hard work and not worth having, Chiaki disagreed. He would love this child as much as he loved Devon and he’d make sure it grew up healthy and strong. This was something he had made with Devon, so there was a part of the other in him and it made Chiaki very happy.

“Are we doing that again then?” Asked the boy. “Ne, it feels like we’re really close to each other when we do that. Do you feel like that too Devon? Even though it hurt a little, I liked it anyway. Ne, will you hold me real tight afterwards? I get tired and I want to fall asleep in your arms.”

The first time Devon had claimed him, it had hurt and he had ended up really sore, but the boy had liked it nonetheless. He had liked being help but Devon in such a comforting manner and liked knowing he was safe and protected. That was just something else he liked about the other. Chiaki wondered if Devon liked holding him. The boy enjoyed being in the other’s arms and it was nice knowing the man was there for him. Every time the other touched him or told him something sweet, he couldn’t help but blush and while it didn’t seem like a good thing, he was really enjoying this.

“I’d like to spend the whole day with you,” smiled the boy. “I want to know more about you and spend all my time with you. Ne, you know, when you touch my, my heart beats really fast. Does your heart do that too? It’s weird, but I like it anyway…”

[~Devon~]

He grinned, still caressing his mate with their hands. "You're already beautiful Chiaki, and don't grow up too fast, you're innocence is adorable." He did like the sound of forever though and let the other know it with a sound kiss. His lips parted Chiaki's, making room for his tongue. He passionately kissed him before pulling back to answer more. "I love you so much too, and when that baby comes, I love it just as much-because it'll be part of you too and that makes it better. Of coure, it'll be the most adorable baby ever." he hugged him close.

"Yes, we're going to do that again, only this time i'm going to make love to you. It won;t be sex or hurried claiming but love. I feel closer to you than anyone, ever. When i'm buried in you or when i'm kissing you, nothing else matters. And yes, afterwards we can fall asleep together. I love waking up to you." He began, pulling his hand away from the others so they could busy themselves with getting rid of clothing. He couldn't very well explore him with constricting cloth. It was easy-a flurry of boxers and t-shirts untill all that was left was the necklaces and his earrings.

"My heart feels like it's ready to escape me,and I feel like just melting into you," he murmured. Ever so gently he laid his lover on the bed, gathering much needed lube before coming back. He set the lube on the dresser before straddling his mate. "I'm going to explore you, make you feel things you've never felt before. The whoel day will pass with me loving you," he smiled warmly at him, dipping down to kiss him gently. He moved, running his lips over cheeks, a jaw, eyelids and the shell of the boys left ear. He dipped his tongue inside it, his hands busying themselves with memorizing every dip and crevice of his torso and back.

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“I’m not innocent!” Pouted the boy. “But don’t worry, I won’t grow up too fast if you don’t want me to. Changes are kind of scary something, ne? I really want to know what the baby will look like… I’d like for us to have our own family.”

It was nice being held like this and knowing he was loved. Chiaki liked attention and he liked getting it from Devon. He didn’t think he was innocent at all. Little kids were innocent, but he wasn’t at all. He was smart and knew a lot of things. But he’d let Devon call him innocent if he got more kisses. They were nice and Chiaki enjoyed receiving them. He had never gotten kisses like this before. Then again, he’d never gotten a kiss before period. Chiaki was still shy about it and blushed like crazy, but he really liked being kissed. He really wanted his future to be with Devon. This was the person he cared about the most and the only person he’d want to have a baby with. Even though he was still very young and probably not old enough to understand all of this, that didn’t stop the boy from wanting this. Chiaki wanted someone to cherish him and tell him how much they loved him. He didn’t need gifts or anything like that when all Devon had to do was tell him he loved him. Though they were small things, those were the types of things the boy wanted most.

“Ne, it won’t hurt this time, will it?” Asked the boy hesitantly. “It’s okay if it hurts. It’s nice being close to you. I like it when you kiss me Devon. And it’s nice knowing you’re so close to me. You say the right things… When you talk to me…you always say the things that make me feel warm inside. I like talking to you.”

He gave a giggle when the other removed his clothes. He couldn’t help it, but his face heated up even more. Devon had seen him without clothes before, but it was still a little embarrassing. He gave a small moan as the other straddled him. Every time he touched the other’s skin, he felt an electrifying spark and couldn’t help but get those same odd feelings from the night before. The other’s hands were all over him and Chiaki just let the other touch him. He wasn’t scared at all and he wasn’t worried about it either. The boy had complete trust in Devon and even though he had been scared the first time, he wasn’t anymore.

“I’d…like to spend the whole day with you…like this…” muttered the boy. “I’m not scared…so don’t worry…”

[~Devon~]

"Yes, stay just the way you are Chiaki. Growing up can hurt, especially whenyou do it too fast." He removed his tongue from his mates ear, letting is ghost down over his neck to the hollow of his throat. He kissed and nipped there, working his teeth over Chiaki's right collarbone. He loved Chiaki beyond all reason and wanted to make his mate happy. If that included making love to him on request of buying tiny little presents to surprise him with, he would do it. If it included just cuddling close together and enjoying the company they brought eachother, well, he would love that too. Anything, everything he did from now on was going to be for the benefit of his family-the unborn kit and his tiny angel.

"I'll make sure it doesn't hurt much this time. And i'm glad you like talking to me, because I enjoy very much talking to you." At the moment he had shifted until he was sitting on his lovers lap, brushing himself over Chiaki every few seconds as he paid special attention to the slightly darker flesh on Chiaki's chest. He nipped and suckled until the tips of his nipples were pink. He enjoyed every giggle-every gasp of pleasure or moan of ecstasy. He espcially took great pride in the blush on his face. It made him happy to know he could get such a response from the boy.

"Ne, you have nothing to be afraid of," he confirmed and mapped out the others torso with his mouth, moving steadily down until he was hunched over, his thighs on either side of Chiaki's, hands braced against hips. He held Chiaki to the bed, his mouth opening to lick at hot, pulsing flesh. He touched the head of his lovers erection with his tongue, ghosting over it. Crimson eyes rose to stare at Chiaki, awaiting a reaction. He'd bring the other to the brink and back before letting him release. their afternoon would be one of passion and love. His necklace fell and rested on one of the others slim legs as he reached and brought a hand to his hair then his cheek, convinsing his angel to get to know him too.

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Chiaki felt warm with the other’s saliva on him. Before, he had thought doing these kinds of things were gross and weird. After all, he had been a child and hadn’t realized what it meant to do these kinds of things. Of course, Chiaki didn’t think he was quite grown up just yet. Even though he was doing the things adults did, he didn’t feel like an adult just yet. That was why he wanted to grow up fast, but if Devon liked the way he was, he’d slow down a bit and stay a child for just a little bit longer. The boy couldn’t help but let out a slight moan at the other’s ministrations. Chiaki knew that Devon was the only one that was allowed to do this. Even though he had never let anyone else kiss him or anything like that, he knew that this was the only person who was allowed to do this. It seemed like everything had fallen into place once he’d met Devon. Everything made much more sense now. The reason he’d been lonely was because he hadn’t had Devon with him. Without this person, he’d always be lonely. Without Devon, he never would have found what he wanted to do with his life. Chiaki wanted to become a bride and though it might have sounded odd or stupid, that’s what he wanted. The teen wanted to be able to make Devon smile every day and do things for him so the man wouldn’t have to work so hard. He wanted to be needed every day and to hear Devon tell him he loved him. That’s what Chiaki wanted out of life.

“It’s okay…even if it hurts…” muttered the boy. “It’s okay… A-Ah… N-Ne…D-Devon… I’m glad we’re friends… A-Ah…Devon! That…feels…really nice…”

When Devon touched him in certain parts of his body, he couldn’t help but cry out. It was just like before. When Devon was inside him or when he touched that place where he entered him, it felt really good. His chest felt a bit sore now, but he didn’t care. He had already told Devon he’d let the other do anything he wanted and he had really meant that. His body belonged to only Devon, so if the other wanted to touch him like this, then it was alright. Chiaki’s hands gripped the sheets under him as he continued to produce more moans and slight giggles. This was how he could prove to the other he loved him very much. That’s why Chiaki liked it when they did this. Their bodies becoming one were a way for them to show each other how they felt. So even if it hurt a little, it was worth it to know that Devon loved him. He wanted to tell the other he wasn’t scared, but all that came out was a moan. He really wasn’t scared anymore, just very happy. Devon was the only one that made him happy and he wanted the other to know that. He wanted to tell the other lots of things, but could never find the words for them.

He wondered what the other was doing as hands found their way to his hips. The other liked him and Chiaki felt his blush deepen and his eyes widen a bit. Devin hadn’t done that before and the boy wondered why his mate had done that. He wasn’t complaining, of course. It had felt very good and had caused Chiaki to become even more hot and flushed. He gave a very loud moan and called out the other’s name. His glazed eyes bore into Devon’s. He felt the cool material of the necklace against his skin and gave a shudder. The boy let his grip on the sheets loosen before reaching out to touch the other’s cheek. Devon was hot and slick with sweat too. He then gave the other a slight smile, telling the man that everything was alright and hoping Devon could see that right now, he was truly happy.

[~Devon~]

It was an expected reaction. Chiaki's hand on his passion slicked skin-his cheek burning under his mates fingertips. And then that beautiful smile, a quirking of kiss swollen pink lips. Giving Chiaki a smile back he dipped his mouth down and kissed at the sensitive tip, tongue coming out to play along the slit. He'd never really done this before. He'd heard people telling everyone about it in school, so he knew what he was doing, but just pleasing Chiaki this way was going to be a new experience. Feeling himself already hard and aching against his lovers leg he opened his mouth and suckled, enjoying the gasp and deep moan he pulled from his angels mouth. It came from deep inside and sent tingling shivers down his arched spine. Finally, when he was done teasing, he anchored a hand at the base of Chiaki's length and took the boy fully in his mouth.

His loves pulsing flesh was sweet and he wondered how the boy managed to taste like vanilla when he'd been bathed with his own soap and swabbed in his clothes. Oh well, that was alright. Chi had his own taste and that was good enough for Devon. He let him slip from between his lips and took him in, repeating the process many times until Chiaki was wiggling against him and moaning, his thin hips fighting to thrust out of Devons light grasp. His fingers upon the others abdomen allowed him to feel the convulsion of muscles and the tightening of everything below the others waist. He gave one last lick, pulling his mouth away to skoot back up Chiaki's body. The boys face was flushed, his cheeks painted crimson. He looked beautiful in his state of aroused bliss and Devon refrained from rubbing his own erection against the others, letting Chi come down from almost releasing.

Only when crimson eyes fluttered back open, focusing on his pleased face did he lower himself. He settled in between Chiaki's parted thighs, breathing hard as he brushed Chiaki's opening. "Are you ready for me angel," he asked kissing the sweat trickling into the boys silver hairline.

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Chiaki didn’t like being teased, but Devon was very good at it. He’d never had anyone use their tongue on him like that before. Chiaki hadn’t known you could do things like this. It made him cheeks burn even more to think about this sort of thing. He wondered how Devon knew what to do. The other seemed to know more about this than he did and Chiaki wished he wasn’t so inexperienced when it came to this sort of thing. He wanted to be the one that caused Devon pleasure. He could feel something against his leg and knew it was Devon. He had realized a while back what it meant when that sort of thing happened and why Devon was so hard. It made him smile to think he was the reason why his mate was doing this. He was the one Devon was thinking about and he was the one that was making the other feel good. When he felt the other’s mouth on him, though, he had screamed. The hot mouth, the slippery saliva, all of it made his body go into overdrive. He wanted to thrust upwards and into the warm mouth, but he couldn’t. Devon was holding him down and he couldn’t move upwards at all. This made the boy pout a little. He was fully inside the other’s mouth and Chiaki wasn’t sure if this was normal, but it sure felt good. It was rather odd to use your mouth in such a way and he was sure he’d never heard about this sort of thing, but it felt good and that was all that really mattered. He kept making the most embarrassing noises and he hoped Devon wouldn’t get mad at him for making them.

When the other had removed his mouth, though, Chiaki had whimpered at the loss of contact. He had been so close to release and he couldn’t understand why the other had stopped. Of course, he was too far gone to speak coherently anymore. His body felt incredibly hot and sweaty. His ruby red eyes were glazed over and it took him a bit to calm down. The other had deprived him of release and that confused the boy. His eyes finally snapped out of their lust educed trance and settled on his lover. He noted the other’s position was the same as the one from before. He knew what was going to happen next, but he wasn’t scared this time. Though this was only the second time, Chiaki had already learned to trust Devon. They had an unspoken agreement that they would always care for one another. There weren’t many things Chiaki was certain about in life but the one thing he knew was that this person would never hurt him. It made him happy to know this because he’d never had someone become this precious to him. Chiaki knew for a fact that this man loved him more than anyone else. He didn’t have to be scared because this person loved him. It was something he could feel deep inside and it always made him happy to know it.

The other brushed up against his opening and the boy couldn’t help but moan again. He liked it when Devon did that. It was always that spot that got the biggest reaction out of him. The other seemed to know that about him. It was like Devon was figuring out the secrets to his body, but Chiaki didn’t mind. Those secrets were only for Devon and only the other was allowed to know them. If someone else were to try to do something like this, Chiaki wouldn’t let them continue. All his secrets would only be shared with Devon. No matter what, he’d never let anyone else know these things. It was something only the two of them shared. He wasn’t able to reply the other’s question with words, but he gave a nod and moaned again. He wanted to go all the way with Devon. Even if it hurt, he’d let the other go all the way. They couldn’t stop now anyway because he was already too addicted to his mate. It was better if they just kept going because he was far too gone to stop now.

[~Devon~]

Devon did it again, brushed close once more to see the spark of want deep in his angels eyes. The red orbs had darkened to a dusky maroon, the pupils dilating in arousal. Devon loved it. "Good," he breathed. It was great that Chiaki wasn't afraid to let him make love to his mate. The boy was like a drug to him, something he knew he wouldn't be able to live without. His soul cried out for Chiaki, his body yearned for him. And his heart...his heart beat a twin tempo with the one in his angels chest. He reached out to the nightstand, grabbing the lube. He spread the cream on his fingers, warming it before he lifted his hips and snaked his hand in between them. His arm brushed Chiaki's length as he quested furthur, caressing the others ring of muscles before slipping two fingers inside.

He thrusted them clear up to the knuckle, touching his lover deep inside. He loved the moans he could pull from Chiaki and worked on doing it again. He wanted to make his mate scream, wanted to see him writh under him in ecstasy that only he could bring. Devon wanted no other to see what he witnessed when he joined his body to Chiaki's. There was no room for him to love another and he wanted Chiaki to feel the same way. Devon removed his fingers after a few well-placed thrusts, slicking whatever was left of the lube onto his throbbing length.

Breath coming in erratic bursts, he rose up over his angel, palms anchored in the sheets, the blade of his sword necklace dancing on the surface of Chiaki's. "I love you Chiaki, my angel," he whispered. He shifted, lowering his hips until he found the others opening before thrusting deep inside. Devon moaned and half cried out, face raised to the ceiling, arms struggling to keep him aloft so he wouldn't hurt the boy. Chiaki was sheathing him so tightly and he had to hold back the urge to move lest he make him bleed. It was a few moments before he did move, pulling his hips back and thrusting just as deeply, taking it slow, his crimson eyes never staying from his mates impassioned face.

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That spot… Chiaki couldn’t help but scream a little when the other touched him there. He could tell the other was enjoying this too and Chiaki smiled at the other with glazed eyes. He wanted to say so many things to the other. He wanted to tell him that when he was touched like this, he could hardly breathe. He wanted to tell his mate that his heart was beating very fast and his body felt so hot. Only Devon made him feel this way. He’d never had someone else make his body react this way. He didn’t think it was possible for anyone else to make him feel as though he were on fire. Chiaki watched the other grab a bottle of lotion and wondered what the other was doing. He didn’t have to wait long before the other’s fingers were inside him. He cried out and shifted a little. It was uncomfortable to have them in him and he disliked this part. His whimpered when the other’s arm touched him and could feel his body submit to Devon. He always gave into the other. It wasn’t necessarily a bad thing, but he wondered just how was it that Devon could make him give in so easily. It was a real mystery how the other could make him lose all reason and control.

The other’s hand thrusting into him and Chiaki couldn’t help it, he screamed once more for his mate. The boy moved his hips along with the hand in hops of increasing contact. Devon hadn’t done that before. That secret place inside of him…Devon was touching him. There was a place inside him that made his body shake and his screams become louder. Only Devon knew about this because the other was the only one that had ever touched him there. It was only fair that this become another secret between them. That’s the way it should be, though. A secret just for the two of them with no one else to interfere. Chiaki liked it better when it was just something between Devon and him. When other people got involved, things got complicated. Chiaki wanted to complain to the other when he found the fingers were no longer there but then he noted that the other hadn’t finished yet and kept quiet. He felt the other steady himself and then thrust into him slowly and fully.

“A-Ah…D-Devon!” He cried out. “That…don’t…stop…ngh…don’t stop… Ah!”

When Devon first entered him, it always hurt, but once his body got used to it, it felt good. The boy arched back and moved his hips against the other’s. He let his arms find themselves around the other’s neck to hold them close. It felt like there was liquid fire in the pit of his stomach. Chiaki had gotten used to that feeling from the first time, but he kept forgetting how good it felt. Soon, the boy’s nails began to dig into the other’s back as he voiced his pleasure in loud screams. Chiaki vaguely wondered if anyone could hear them. He hadn’t thought about it before, but maybe someone lived near Devon and they were bothering them. Of course, this was all forgotten as Devon once again hit that spot in him. That feeling in the pit of his stomach was becoming unbearable and he felt as though he couldn’t take anymore. Even so, this was the best feeling in the world. When Devon was inside him and he was under the other like this, it felt like nothing else could go wrong. So he smiled up at the other to assure him it didn’t hurt anymore and that he liked what he was feeling. His glazed eyes bore into Devon’s lust filled ones and his bright red cheeks seemed to glow with sweat.

“Love…you…too Dev…” he muttered though it was getting hard to speak. “Love you lots…”

[~Devon~]

Oh God. Chiaki's screams were going to drive him crazy and over the edge faster than usual. He hadn't gotten the pleaure of listening to that sweet voice before, in the alley, and he was amazed at how vocal his small lover was. "Never...i'll never stop baby," He captured his sweet mouth with his own, tongue thrusting to match their rythm. He didn't even give thought to hiding their passion from the neighbors. Instead he moved against his lover, hips sliding with Chiaki's, his eyes open and watching.

Devon reached down and pulled Chiaki's left leg up around his waist to give him more room to reach the boys pleasure spot. He thrust deeply into it, his hand sliding down a sweat slicked thigh to rub at his lovers length. He took Chiaki in his hand and matched strokes to thrusts, his scent melting into his lovers aroused body. He was shaking from the force of his oncoming release, trying to hold back to make his angel come first. It didn't happen. With one final cry he released, hisp locked firmly against Chiaki's as he spilled deep inside. He shivered and buried his head in a damp neck, kissing and swirling his tongue over naked flesh.

His hand continuously worked at the others arousal as he swirled his hips, still buried deep inside. The contact against that one spot in his lover was going to help. "You make me so happy, angel. I want no one but you..." his voice was husky with passion, just as Chiaki's had been and he licked at an ear, grinning against his mates heated skin. There was not enough words in the world to tell his baby how he loved him. There was only his body, his heart, and his soul to give. He'd already handed them over to Chiaki and he bid the boy keep them safe. He'd guard his mates with care and make sure to never hurt him.

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It was cute. When Devon gave him little nicknames like ‘Chi’ or ‘Baby,’ it was really cute. He’d never had someone call him such things or show this much affection at once. It was little things like that that made Chiaki want to smile. He let his mouth be dominated by the other and let Devon take the lead. It just seemed natural to let the other take him and let Devon do these kinds of things. They were very close right now, hips against each other and tongues deep in passion. He wondered why it was he could only scream for this man. Even when he’d been hurt, he hadn’t cried or screamed and help it all in, but with this person, he couldn’t help but release his emotions. He’d learned from experience that it wasn’t good to let others know what was on your mind or have them know what you were feeling. That’s why it was better to be emotionless and stoic, but with Devon, he didn’t need to be that way. He could scream and be as loud as he wanted without worrying at all. That’s why he felt it was okay to moan and call out the other’s name when they were like this.

He cried out as the other went deeper in him. Devon was always hitting that spot inside him and he was glad for it. He loved it when the other did that and he had a feeling the man knew it. The other’s hand was on him now and Chiaki couldn’t focus on anything but the pleasure the other was giving him. The other soon realized and the silver haired boy felt that same liquid inside him again. It always made him feel wet and sticky inside and though he didn’t mind it so much, it still felt a little odd. He still wasn’t used to the feeling of having something like that being in his body. The other was shaking and Chiaki soon realized that he was too. He hadn’t even noticed that since he’d been so busy concentrating on his lover. He was close to releasing too. He could feel the pressure building and he knew he was going to explode soon too. It couldn’t be helped he supposed because Devon always made him feel this way.

He was clinging to the other and making the most embarrassing sounds. Even though he’d made those sounds before, he always got shy about them when Devon heard them. He wasn’t used to being heard making such noises and he didn’t like getting made fun of. Devon didn’t make these noises. The other made different sounds and even though Chiaki liked hearing them, he didn’t like his mate hearing the noises he himself made. He didn’t like how odd they sounded or for the other to inquire about them. He gave one last cry as he too released and found himself in the arms of his mate. Chiaki wanted to say something or do something, but he was tired now. He hadn’t realized before how tiring this all was. Being with Devon was tiring, though it was very satisfying and too.

He wanted to say how good he felt and how much he loved the other, but he was too tired to make his voice work. Somehow, he knew Devon could hear him even though he hadn’t said anything. It was because they had such a strong bond that words weren’t needed. He could feel that the other loved him by the things he did and by the way the other looked at him. Chiaki liked being treated as though he was the most important person in the world and that’s what Devon made him feel like. The boy made sure his arms were secured around the other before closing his eyes. He wanted to sleep close to the other. It was rather nice waking up next to this person and he wanted to do it more often. It made Chiaki really happy to be near his mate, which is why right now, he was smiling again. It was clearly showing on his face, a smile that told his mate he was really happy right now.

[~Devon~]

Devon lay in spiralling passion a second, his hand flicking over his mates arousal. Chiaki wasn't long coming after him. The others seed slicked their stomachs and Devon knew they should get a bath, get cleaned before his mother got home. He didn't want to move however. He wanted to stay here, locked in an embrace with his lover. He was still buried deep inside him, still quivering with how hard Chiaki had made him come. Closing his eyes, he sighed in satisfaction. He was heavy, he knew, and he didn't want to squish his love. Letting Chiaki's leg fall from his waist he moved his hips, pulling out with a soft moan. Afterwards he turned them onto their sides, his angel cuddled in his arms.

"I love you," he murmured sleepily. Chiaki had the power to make him so sleepy when they did this. The others arms were locked securely around his neck and he kissed the top of silver hair, watching how it was darker near the back and on the sides of his face. They didn't need covers for now. It was still warm and both were covered in sweat. "We'll sleep for a bit and then we can get up and find you a job baby...or spend the rest of the day at the park..." He caressed a silky back, still in the process of catching his breath. He could feel just how much his mate loved him, just from having them pressed together, or when he was inside him and Chiaki gave his all. He smiled against tired eyelids and dropped a kiss on his lovers mouth before snuggling down. He twined his legs with silky smooth ones, getting even more comfortable.

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He had been having so much fun and had been so happy that he had forgotten he had to go home eventually. He couldn’t stay here forever no matter how much he wanted it. He had almost forgotten that this wasn’t really his home, even if he thought of it that way. He only had a day with Devon and then things would go back to the way they were. Even if he wanted to stay with this person, it was impossible. His parents would never allow such a thing and not only that; he had school to go to. Even if he had wanted to stay in this place, doing so would only cause problems for Devon. He knew his family a little too well and they’d do what they could to make his mate’s life impossible if they found out the man had touched him. Somehow, telling them he loved this person would only make it worse. Even though he was engaged, affairs were common. In fact, his mother had had her share of affairs and he knew his father had too. His brothers had already explained this to him. If he wanted to kiss or do things with someone that wasn’t his fiancée, it was okay as long as no one knew. But to Chiaki, such a thing was really sad. He didn’t want to live like that at all. He didn’t want to hide the things he did from others and he didn’t like the idea of hiding what he had with Devon. The things the people in his family did…they weren’t right. They were never right.

“Even…if we’re not together….I’ll still think about you…” Chiaki whispered, having found his voice. “So don’t forget me when I’m not here… You have to always remember me, okay? Just think of me… It’s…a lot to ask of someone and I know you may not be able to do it, but I want to ask anyway. Is it…alright to ask things of you like that? If it’s not…then…I won’t ask anymore… Don’t worry, I won’t ask anymore if you don’t want me to.”

He wanted to be selfish. Even if he was asking for something unreasonable, he wanted Devon to go through with it because if he was in the other’s thoughts, he knew Devon would never forget him. It was his greatest fear to be forgotten. He didn’t want anyone to leave him behind, especially not Devon. He didn’t know much about the other at all. He hadn’t met the other’s friends seen all of Devon’s jobs yet. Who knows what the other did all day. It’d be very easy for the other to forget him throughout the day and the boy didn’t want that at all. Even when Devon was working, he wanted the other to think of him, even if it was just for a fleeting moment. Chiaki was sure he wouldn’t be able to concentrate on his studies anymore. School was important, but not for the reasons you’d think. Chiaki wasn’t there to learn or get good grades; he was there because if he didn’t go, his family would hate him. The silver haired boy was expected to do as he was told and attend the schools that had been chosen for him. That’s why he went to that school. It was his duty to follow through with such an order. He didn’t like it one bit but there was nothing he could do.

“I don’t want to go back…to that house…” he mumbled, still keeping his eyes closed. “Ne, let’s just stay here forever. If we just keep our eyes closed, we won’t see the sun rise again and it won’t be’ tomorrow.’ So lets…not let ‘tomorrow’ come… Let’s just let it stay ‘today’ forever… That’d…be more fun anyway…for this day to always remain and for me to stay here… I…just hate that place…so…sorry if I’m being a baby about going there….but…I wanted….to not go back. That place…I just don’t like it there I suppose….no…I don’t like it at all…”

[~Devon~]

Devon felt, rather than saw, the change of mood in his lover. He pulled back a little to look into his face, frowning at the look of sadness. What could the boy have thought to make him so sad. His red eyes-that had been sparling moments ago-were dull now, lost deep in thought. Devon opened his mouth to ask a question, only to find that Chiaki had beat him to it. He listened, with a heavy heart. Chiaki was thinking about him having to go home. Devon had purposely shoved that out of their minds to make their day more enjoyable. Now it was back with a vengence, burning regret into his stomach like acid. After today, it was possible he'd never have the chance to make love to his mate without interruptions, he wouldn't even get to talk to him for fear of getting his angel into trouble. Devon wanted to curse at the unfairness of it all, wanted his uncle to get here now!

He tightened his hold on Chiaki and rubbed his face over silver hair. "Don't worry Chi....i'll never, ever forget you. No matter if i'm working or walking down the street, i'll remember everything about you. Everything. Not one detail will be forgotten. And when we're allowed to have some time spent together, i'll tell you all over again just how much I love you..." He stroked down his loves face, the silky skin now dry as the rooms air dried of all moisture. Below the covers they were still damp but that was alright. "Don't be afraid to ask such things. You're not selfish and I would've done it anyways." He knew his mate needed to be reassured. The boy had lived in a house where you weren't allowed to make your own choices. Devon wanted to change that-would change it once he was able to escape with his mate, build their own home somewhere.

His angel was talking again and he moved his head lower to hear since the boy was speaking against his chest. He sighed in sadness and kissed the top of a silver head. "Angel......no matter how much we wish it, tomorrow will come. My mom will get us up-me for work. The world is creul like that," he kissed over closed eyelids. "I know you don't want to go back and if it were up to me, you would stay right where you are-in my arms. But it's not so you can't. Don't worry my angel, my uncle will be here soon and then we can be together. He always comes up with ways. We just have to be strong for a few days. Do you think you can do that Chiaki?" He wrapped his arms protectively around the boy, purposely cocooning him in his warmth. Now he was the one being selfish, asking things of his lover. He hated how Chiaki's parents wouldn't accept him-them- just because they had a design for their son. It made him angry indeed and when he did steal Chiaki away, he would tell them so.