Together Itsumo NC-17

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It was nice to know the other wanted to protect him. He felt safer knowing that Devon wanted to protect him from bad things. He wasn’t sure if it were normal for a boy to want to be protected, but he didn’t care. Perhaps it was girly of him to want Devon to protect him, but he couldn’t help it. It felt like the other was the only one worthy of being his protector. No one else had that privilege and being with this man was his only option. He wanted his mate to posses him and tell him he could belong to no one else. The thought almost made Chiaki blush. He had never been a very demanding person. He had never really asked for things or cared enough to bother with material possessions. The boy had always been pretty passive, though he could become hostile when he got scared, and had never really been a dominating person. That’s why he didn’t understand why he wanted Devon to be one. He wasn’t sure what his mind was telling him by making him want the other to become possessive and aggressive…like he had been last night. It had been confusing, but he had liked what the other had done. Devon had been possessive of him that night, but he had also been kind and gentle. He wanted to do that again. Once he stopped hurting, he wanted to do that with Devon again.

“I’m glad we won’t be separated. I like it when we’re together. I wish I could stay here with you forever and I’d like it a lot if we could spend the day together. You know, my heart hurts when I think about not being near you. I really don’t want to go home. It’s a very lonely place. I don’t want to wake up every morning and not have you there… It’s sad to think about. Ne, now I kind of wish we really could run away together. That would cause problems, though. My brother ran away once and my mother threw a fit. She got really scary too…”

The boy remembered that day. It had not been good at all. His mother had nearly called the army to get his brother back. The boy watched the other start on the dishes and moved from his chair to where the other was. He wanted to learn to do this and it was best to start now he supposed. It was fun to do housework anyway and Chiaki wanted to learn how to do more. He didn’t want to seem useless or like he didn’t know how to do things for himself. He wanted to be of use to Devon. He could tell the other was busy and had many jobs, so he wanted to make things easier for the guy. Chiaki smiled at the other as he worked with him. He was going to make a good bride for Devon someday.

[~Devon~]

"Hn," he grunted his response and watched Chiaki's thin wrists dip into the water to lift a soapy dish and run a rag over it, clearing it of food. It was all strangely erotic...or maybe that was just the water cascading down his lovers arms and disappearing into the short sleeves of his shirt. Either way, he knew he wouldn't let the other disappear from his life, no matter how much hell a peron rained down on them. "I understand how you feel. To have you apart from me, to know that I won't be able to see your adorable face when I go to sleep and wake....I don't care if she doesn' t like it. I'll talk with your mother when I take you home to grab some stuff. If we have to, we'll fib for a bit and you can stay here under the pretense of being a friend."

He knew Chiaki wouldn't like that, knew lying was against him, and he didn't want to build their relationship on lying anyways. But if anything, he wanted to keep Chiaki beside him always. Maybe his Uncle Cli would have some answers when he made his monthly visit from....wherever it was he lived. Devon sighed at the troubled look of his lover and picked up some soap bubbles, tapping them to Chiaki's nose. "Don't worry angel. I'd never hide our relationship, that would be unlawful. My Uncle Cli will be visiting soon and if we can keep you here, anyway, just until then, i'm sure he'll have some answers for us. I think...I think he might've know my father." He smiled softly at his mate and bent to press their foreheads together.

"We just have to keep everyone at bay until then. Do you think your parents will let you stay here if we only say i'm your friend? i don't want her yelling at you, or making you miserable. You deserve to be happy little one, and I'll make sure you are." He also didn't want the woman hurting Chiaki. From what he had heard so far, the boys parents didn't regard him as someone who was potentially important. They wanted to control him, wanted the boy to throw his life away and meet their asinine demands. Just them the thought accured to him and crimson eyes blinked. "Chiaki...you don't already have a fiancee' do you?" He wasn't sure if the others parents would make him promise himself to someone, especially when the boy was young. But then again, he didn't know how it was to grow up in a household like that. Either way, if he was, the person wouldn't even get a chance with his angel. Chiaki was his damnit and there was not a force on earth that could say otherwise.

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It made him happy to know Devon felt the same way. He would have felt stupid knowing he was the only one that felt that way. Chiaki didn’t want to make a fool of himself in front of Devon. He wanted to impress Devon. It was very silly of him, but he really wanted to impress Devon and make the other think he was something special. His mate had told him over and over again how special he was, but Chiaki wanted to prove it to himself anyway. The boy had always felt like he was unimportant. Everyone from his family to his classmates had made him feel like nothing. That’s why he was trying so hard to become the sort of person Devon would like. Even though he knew it was stupid, he felt like he wasn’t worthy of being with this person. He knew telling Devon this would only upset the other or something, so he didn’t say anything. He supposed he had low self-esteem, but that was the least of his worries right now. They both had more important things going on and this was just something trivial. After all, Devon said he loved him, so that should be enough, right? Still, he’d work hard anyway. Just to make sure Devon continued to like him.

“You’ll really take me away from that house?” Questioned Chiaki. “Ne, I’m glad I mean a lot to you Devon. I like knowing I’m important to you. Am I…really adorable?”

His mother would never fall for it. She knew he didn’t have any friends and would be suspicious of them. Not only that but she’d want to know where he was all the time. There was no way she was letting him live in someone else’s home. For starters, she knew nothing about Devon and wouldn’t want him hanging around the boy simply because of his status in society. It’d be hard to lie to the woman and besides that, Chiaki wasn’t comfortable lying to people. He tended to blurt out the truth and could never get that guilty look off his face. The boy had given up on learning to lie a long time ago. Most people thought he was just honest, but that wasn’t true, he was just a bad liar. Maybe that’s why he didn’t like it when people lied to him. He believed most things because he didn’t know how to identify lies for the most part. It was like a curse he supposed.

“Your uncle?” Chiaki inquired. “Do you really think he can help us? I really hope so. Besides that, I’d really like to meet your family Devon. Your mom seems really nice and I’m sure your uncle will be nice too. I wish my family was nice…”

At this point, they could use all the help they could get. They really didn’t have many options right now and if they got caught, he knew his parents would be angry. They never let him make friends with the wrong people and they would immediately brand Devon as the wrong kind of person. When the other came closer, Chiaki couldn’t help but let his face become flushed. Every time Devon came near him, he couldn’t help but get nervous and blush. He wasn’t used to being touched by people and it felt nice when Devon touched him, which only served to make him even more flushed. Even though the other had touched him in weird places and even seen him without clothes on, Chiaki still got embarrassed. He couldn’t help it since he had come from a strict household. Touching and affection was never something his parents had encouraged. Everything always had to be so proper and dignified that Chiaki had never gotten used to being casual with other people. He supposed that was why he was having trouble with all this. Even though he liked being touched by Devon, he couldn’t shake off the feeling of embarrassment and ended up blushing like mad.

“I don’t have any friends…” muttered the boy. “They know I don’t have any friends and I’m sure they wouldn’t let me stay with you. It’s just the way they are. I don’t like being unhappy, but I don’t feel that way when I’m with you. Devon, you make me really happy. It’s okay if I have to go back to that house as long as I can still be with you. Anou…yes I have a fiancée. She was engaged to me at birth, but I’ve never met her before. I don’t want to get married to anyone else but Devon, though! So don’t worry! I won’t like her more than you!”

[~Devon~]

Devon smiled and nodded, dark hair falling into his eyes. "I would..take you away from that house. If it would keep you safe then i'd do anything. And yes, little angel, you are very adorable."

Devon reached out to take the last plate, drying it and putting it away. He tossed the towel to the counter and dryed the last of the water on the bottom of his shirt. Chiaki seemed to be thinking again. Devon wondered what he was thinking about. He didn't like the fact that just talking about Chiaki's family could bring a frown to the youngers face. He shrugged and turned around to lean against the counter. "He's not my real uncle...just someone that helped my mother out a long time ago and comes to visit every month. He is very nice, but very, very strict. He'll like you though. You're innocent and....I don't know. You're Chiaki and that's reason enough to like you."

When he touched the others nose, smiling at the way the bubbles glistened on his skin, he was quick to note the embarassed flush, the way the other still seemed to be uncomfortable with touching. Having grown up with only his mother and his caring uncle, Devon was used to touching. His mother had given him a hug and a kiss before school each morning for seventeen years and these last two had been all about the small family fretting over eachother. Their bookstore wasn't making a whole lot of money right about now hence the amount of jobs each worked. There was no loss of affection between parent and son and Devon was determined to show Chiaki all forms of love. He wanted the other to lean into the touches, to expect them. Though, he had to admit, the blush was lovely.

He frowned and let his hands fall away to make Chiaki more comfortable. Until the other trusted him completely and made the next move he was going to try and keep his hands to himself. He wanted his mate to become comfortable with who they were and what they were going to do with eachother for the rest of their lives. "That's sad Chi..." he shortened the others name in affection, watching the other from under his bangs. "I don't want to see you hurt, but if you have to go back we'll work something out. You have school, ne? I can pick you up everyday and we can spend some time together before you have to go home..." His eyebrows knit at the possibility of Chiaki meeting this mysterious fiancee'. The other said he wouldn't like her more than him, but Chiaki seemed like the kind to want to please his parents to keep them off of his back. What if Devon wasn't around when the boy finally did meet her. He didn't want Chiaki to even get close to the girl. He wanted the other to only look at him, to only be close to him. No doubt, when they did meet, the girl would try to take over his angel, to make the boy fall in love with her. He scowled and crossed his arms. that was when he noticed the word marriage in there....marriage to him. He blinked at the other. He wanted to marry him? Really? He let a grin break out on his face and broke his own rule, pulling Chiaki into a warm hug.

"Ne, Chi, you're to lovable. You would really want to marry me, even when people would frown upon it?" He brushed hair away before letting the boy lean back a bit, wondering if this was uncomfortable for his mate. "It's alright, babe. We're as good as married now. I don't need vows and rings to let you know I need you beside me. What we have is special and if you want to think of us as married...I think that would be perfect."

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“Ah! You’ll get in trouble if you try to take me away… Please don’t do something rash!” Begged the boy. “I’d feel bad if you got in trouble. It’s alright, really. Ne, I think you’re adorable too Devon.”

He didn’t want Devon to get into any sort of trouble. If the other got into trouble, Chiaki would only blame himself. His family wasn’t very nice, or forgiving for that matter. If they decided to do something to the other, he was sure they’d go through with it. That’s why Chiaki wanted to make sure they didn’t do anything to Devon. The man was a good person and not only that; he was the person Chiaki loved the most. Letting the man get hurt was not an option. Who knows what his family might do to the other. He looked over at Devon when they had finished the dishes. He was rather proud of himself for being able to do housework like everyone else. He had been able to help Devon and that made him really happy. He had never really felt like he was useful to someone, so this was certainly something new for him. Chiaki noted that his hands were wet and his hands had turned a bit pruny. He had never before had to work for any reason but Chiaki found that he liked doing things for himself. It was lots of fun.

“I’m glad he’ll like me,” Admitted the boy. “I really want your family to like me Devon. I wish my family would like you, but they’re…um… I know they wouldn’t like you. It seems everyone I want to be friends with isn’t good enough for my family. I think that’s why I stopped trying to make friends. They wouldn’t let me, so I stopped caring. It’s okay, though because now I have you. You’ll be my friend, right Devon?”

Everyone at school had thought he was some kind of snob and had stopped talking to him. They hadn’t been very nice at all and he couldn’t blame them. His parents had done a good job of scaring off any possible friends. They were either not rich enough or were ‘bad influences’ on Chiaki. He had a feeling they wanted him to be all alone. Maybe it was some sort of sick enjoyment for them or something, but Chiaki had never had a real friend. He’d learned to become distant and keep away from others. Perhaps not having friends was what had made him anti-social…maybe. He had always been afraid that being himself wasn’t good enough and had learned to become silent and withdrawn. He’d been scared of letting other people hurt him since he’d been hurt so many times before. He wasn’t scared anymore, though. He had Devon with him and that was all he needed.

“It’s alright…” shrugged the boy. “It is how they have raised me. Besides, if I’m really quiet, they forget I exist and leave me alone. It’d like it if you came to pick me up from school, but my parents have a driver that’s supposed to pick me up. I don’t…have a life of my own Devon. No matter how hard I cry, they control everything. I hate that house. It’s…so hard to breathe when I’m there and sometimes it feels like I’m dying. I…don’t want to go back.”

He hated the way he always felt like he was never good enough. That house was eating away at his soul. It felt like soon there would be nothing left of him. It got harder and harder to keep smiling and acting like there was nothing wrong. He just wanted to run away from it all. He wanted to find somewhere he could hide and never be found. He didn’t want to go back to that house, but he knew he had to. He didn’t like all the lies or rules in that house. Being himself was never good enough. If he wanted acceptance, he had to be someone else. His mother had told him that his fiancée would soon be attending his school, but he didn’t want to tell Devon that. He didn’t want to meet her because he knew once he did, it’d become official that he’d have to marry her. He didn’t even know her name and he had to marry her. There was no way he going through with it, though. This was one time he had to say no. Even if they hated him, he couldn’t be with someone other than Devon.

He pressed himself closer when the other hugged him. He was clinging to the other so tightly, but he couldn’t help it. He didn’t notice he was crying until he noted the wetness falling from his cheeks and onto his hands. This was unfair. Everything was unfair. All he wanted right now was to be with this person, but it was too much to ask for he supposed. Even though he knew Devon was trying his hardest, everyone else was working even harder to pull them apart. Chiaki couldn’t seem to stop crying right now and he knew he had to have looked very foolish at this moment. Still, he couldn’t bring himself to part with this person. Even if he did become a fool in everyone’s eyes, he’d do anything for this person.

“I don’t want to marry anyone else but you!” Insisted the boy. “I don’t need anything either…but I want to become Devon’s bride. I promise I’ll work really hard! So then…don’t leave me for anyone else! I want us to be together forever!”

[~Devon~]

Devon watched Chiaki’s eyes. They seemed to be the windows to the boy trapped inside. He could see how worried the other was, and not wanting to ignite that worry, quietly promised he wouldn’t do anything rash. He would only go after Chiaki if the other was in trouble, or he saw fit to have him out of that house for awhile. He didn’t want to hurt the other, to get himself I trouble, but Chiaki was his mate now. There was a good chance he was carrying their child. There was no one who was ever going to hurt the other again, he’d personally make sure of it.

He frowned, an expression that seemed permanantly stuck to his face as he thought of his Uncle. Where did the man live? He wanted him here now, to help them out so he wouldn’t have to let his angel go back to that stifling house. It wasn’t right, that the other be put through so much hurt at the hands of his parents. “Of course I’ll be your friend,” he smiled softly, “ your best friend Chi. You can tell me anything, show me anything and it won’t make me mad. Understand that alright? I don’t want you to be afraid to tell me something if it bothers you.” He wanted Chiaki to lean on him, to tell him everything that bothered him deep inside. He’d do the same, he’d hold his love close and they could comfort each other. But only if he was to be able to see Chiaki. Just the thought of the weeks stretching ahead, of him not being able to touch the boy, to even be able to talk to him….it was depressing.

He held Chiaki to him tightly, stroking his back and pressing comforting kisses to the side of his face. He didn’t know the other was crying until warm tears stained his shirt, soaking through to burn at the scrape of his shoulder. The unfairness of their situation was bearing down on them, trying to break them apart no matter how tightly he clung. If there was a way to get them out of here, to just leave and never look back…He sighed against silvery hair, taking in Chiaki’s scent that was now mixed with his on pale skin. “I’ll never leave you, never. You remember that. Anytime you need me, I’ll be there I….you have a cell phone right? I have one, I just need to pay it off. I’ll give you my number and when you’re at home, away from me, anytime you want, you just call. I’ll always pick up. They won’t even have to know. It’ll just be us, and our secret link. As for school…I can come see you outside, right? I mean, you can toil a bit before going to your ride. It’s just….I don’t think I could survive not seeing you, and the ay it sounds, there wouldn’t be many opportunities.” He leaned back a bit to cup Chiaki’s wet face in his hands, thumbs wiping the tears away, gently smoothing soft skin.

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“I’m glad…” we’re friends....” whispered the boy. “I always wanted a friend and I’m glad you’re my first. I don’t think I could find a better friend than you. Thank you…for being such a kind person. It feels like I can tell you anything and I like that feeling a lot. You’re a good friend Devon. I’ve never met someone like you before. I’m really glad I met you… I was…always lonely. It’s…not nice being all alone. I’m glad you’re here now because I don’t feel lonely anymore. Because I know I have you…I’m not so scared anymore… Going back to that house…isn’t that scary anymore.”

If he knew Devon was backing him up the whole way, he wouldn’t be so scared anymore. Because he had always feared his parents, he had never gone up against them. He had done everything they had wanted him to do without questions. All he had wanted was for them to forget he existed. He knew that if they forgot he existed, they wouldn’t make him do anything he didn’t want to. Things would be easier if he were obedient and quiet. But…he couldn’t do that anymore. They were going to make him marry someone else and he just couldn’t let that happen. The only person he could marry was Devon. Devon was a sweet and kind person. Chiaki hadn’t met someone like that before. The man even gave him a special nickname, which made the boy very happy. Every time someone had called out his name, it had never been in an affectionate tone. He had eventually gotten tired of his name. It had become to sound like a curse more than anything else. The way they spat it out, it made Chiaki feel like he was beneath they. His parents talked to him like he didn’t mean anything and that made him sad. He hated feeling like he was nothing. It had to be the worst feeling in the world.

But Devon didn’t make him feel that way. Even though it was selfish, he wanted the others affection at all times. When Devon noticed him, he felt important. Chiaki really liked feeling important. Devon was comforting him right now and even though he wasn’t used to being comforted, Chiaki liked it anyway. He couldn’t believe he had cried in front of Devon. The other was never supposed to see him cry. The boy had never let someone see him cry, mostly because he felt weak when he did so. He hadn’t wanted the other to think he was weak. He had wanted this man to think he had a strong mate. Even so, he couldn’t help it. Lying to Devon was too hard and he couldn’t hide the fact that he was indeed upset. He hated to admit it, but he was scared of going back home. Even though he knew his brothers would cover for him like he did for them, Chiaki also knew he wouldn’t be able to lie to his parents for very long. They’d try to keep him away from Devon for sure and probably try even harder to make him like his fiancée. Though it wasn’t right to hate someone before you met them, Chiaki couldn’t help but dislike the girl.

If he hadn’t been engaged, maybe it would have been easier to be with Devon. Chiaki already knew no one would take his side. His brothers knew better than to go against their parents. The two wanted to make sure their futures were ensured and their parent’s money was the way to do it. Chiaki wasn’t like them, he didn’t care whether he was rich or not. He’d rather be with Devon than have a large house or new car. He had never been one to care about material objects anyway. It wasn’t his nature to ask for things either. The only thing he wanted right now was Devon. The other was holding him so tenderly right now and even giving him light kisses. Chiaki couldn’t help but love the man even more. It was little things like this that were more than enough for Chiaki. He’d rather have a kiss from Devon than a new car any day. He didn’t mind living here with Devon at all. If he could, he’d just live here and never return home to his parents. The boy couldn’t help but feel a little better now that he was in Devon’s arms.

“I’m glad…you won’t leave me…” mumbled the boy. “I like us being together. Yes, I have a cell phone, but I don’t want to jack up your bill… It’s okay. I’ll try not to be a big baby about. I’m a big boy now Devon, I won’t cry anymore. Just give me a sec and I’ll stop crying… Ne, I don’t want to spend a day without seeing you either. Ne, I said I would stop crying…but I can’t…”

[~Devon~]

He smiled and pushed a finger under the others chin, lifting his face. "I don't care how big the bill is. Just talking to you calms me." He thumbed away tears, smiling when news ones spilled from Chiaki's expressive red eyes. "I know you're a big boy, I misjudged you in the beginning but...you're strong Chi. I'm sure we'll figure out something so lets not worry about it alright?" Again he went back to rubbing at his tears, smoothing over eyelids when dark lashes fluttered down to the boys cheeks. "You don't have to stop crying, get it all out angel. I'm your shoulder..."

He though the other was beautiful, even when he did cry. His face was flushed light pink, his cheeks shining with warm tears. And when he reopened his eyes, dark crimson circles showed up on the very edges, the orbs even brighter by the glitter of oncoming tears. He hated knowing the other was crying over his pain though, that just the threat of suppression from his parents sent him into a spiral of saddness.

"Ne, angel, we're done with chores and I've just called off work. What shall we do? Anything you want. We don't even have to stay in the house because look....it's sunny out." He motioned to the sunlight coming through the window, casting a sheen on mussed silver locks. It seemed he really was holding an angel, by the way a halo of light shined from ontop Chiaki's head. Give him wings and a sheer white robe and he'd be the picture of innocence. Although, Devon mused with a devilish grin, he had taken that innocence for himself. He supposed with his dark looks and clearly tan coloring, he could pass for the demon that fell in love with a creature of heaven.

((Awww, what a sweet post XD. Ne, that was sappy. I was writing this during Chem...^w^))

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“I’ll try not to call you so much…” muttered the boy. “Ne, I don’t think I’m strong at all. If I were strong, maybe I could stop crying. I hate crying, but here I am…crying like a baby. Everyone…always got mad when I cried. So…I decided not to cry anymore, but I can’t help it. I’m glad…that I have you…”

Leaning on someone was something he’d never done, yet here he was, relying on the help of his this man to ease his pain. It was hard learning to rely on someone else when you were used to doing things on your own, yet Chiaki didn’t mind it too much when it was with Devon. Devon made it feel okay to ask for help or to lean on him sometimes. Chiaki knew there were things he couldn’t do on his own, but he had been taught that you didn’t need help, so he had always done things on his own. But now he didn’t see the point in doing that. Now that he had Devon, the other would be there to help him when he needed it. There was no need for him to remain guarded. It was okay to be himself and he knew the other would love him for it. That’s what Chiaki didn’t feel so ashamed to be crying right now. Even though he couldn’t admit that he was crying, Devon was the only person he could cry in front of before getting severely embarrassed and leaving the room. Things were easier when he was with Devon. The other didn’t ask anything of him really and the boy didn’t feel pressured or anything or the sort. When he was with Devon, things were just fine.

“Y-You didn’t have to miss work because of me!” Insisted the boy. “Sorry…that I made you miss work… I didn’t know you were already busy… I-I hope I didn’t get you into trouble. Ah! You didn’t get yelled at, did you? If you did, I’m sorry again… I don’t have a job, but I do have school. I won’t go today, though… But I won’t get in trouble…you might, though… I can’t believe I made you miss work… W-We can do whatever you want… I don’t mind. I don’t really know what we should do anyway. Ne, Devon, can we talk…? If you don’t mind… I want to know more about you… How old are you? Do you still go to school? What do you do for a living? Do you have any siblings? Ah! I didn’t mean to ask so many things, but I really want to get to know you. You know, I’m hoping you’ll have little siblings. I’m the youngest, so I don’t know what it feels like to look after someone. But little children are really cute, don’t you think?”

He was excited about spending time with Devon, though he was a bit upset that he had become such an inconvenience to the other. He had only thought of himself and had now made the man miss work. He knew going to work was important and that his father often whined about never getting enough done because he and his brothers were noisy. He’d become upset if he ended up getting the other in trouble. Getting Devon into trouble was the last thing Chiaki wanted. He loved Devon more than anyone else and didn’t want to do anything to make the other hate him. Even though Devon said he loved him, the other could still change his mind and Devon wasn’t going to give the man any reason to. He was going to love this person more than anyone else and show Devon what a great wife he could be. He’d do just as the girls as school said brides did. Devon would like him more for sure if he was a good bride.

“Ne, I’ll work hard at being your bride,” stated Chiaki with a determined face. “I’ll ask the girls at school what I have to go to become a good bride, okay Devon? So don’t worry, I won’t let you down and I’ll be the best wife ever. I-I want Devon to really like me… Even though you say you love me, I want to become someone that deserves to be loved that much, so I’ll become the best wife ever just for Devon, okay?”

[~Devon~]

"It's alright," he assured him, " I was running on no sleep anyways and I need a break. You pose the perfect excuse," he smiled gently at the other. "You're no trouble at all and yes, I would love to talk to you, angel." He let the other out of his embrace long enough to gather tea and a small snack before propelling them both into the living room again. The couch seemed to be particularly inviting amd he moved them there, curling against the side with Chiaki between his legs.

"Well....I'm 19 years old, just four years older than yourself. I graduated last year from the local highschool-not with the best of grades, but good enough. I could become and architect or something if I wanted-i've had the training. As for my work...I work in two clubs, the one from last night and a slightly worse one deeper in the bad parts of town. I have a job at a restaraunt and one at my mothers bookstore. With my mom's income, we make enough to keep food on the table, the bills partially paid and clothes on our backs." He paused to lift a cup of tea to his mouth and drink deeply of the sweet concoction. It reminded him faintly of the taste of his mate and he quickly set it back down.

"I don't have any siblings," he informed the other sadly," my dad died before any more came along and mom...well, it's not possible on earth. However, my Uncle does have two sons-Jenir and Felise. They're identical twins and mischeif makers. I'm sure you'll have fun with them if you come over when Unc. Cli shows up. They're adorable," he answered the last question, wondering if Chiaki was indeed pregnant, how their children would look. It made his nervous-butterflies dive bombing his stomache as he shivered.

"Now tell me about you, but only happy parts. If you tell me any more about your depressing home, i'll never let you go back." He nuzzled at an ear, his own earrings clicking together metallicly.

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Chiaki thought Devon was an interesting person. The man worked harder than anyone else he knew and seemed to care about his mother very much. The other was also very protective he supposed. Chiaki felt very comforted sitting in-between the other’s legs. He liked the other very much but there wasn’t much Chiaki could say. He wasn’t interesting like this man at all. His life was pretty dull. He didn’t want to bore the other, but Devon had asked and he wanted to say something to the other. It wouldn’t be good to just sit there silently, so he supposed he’d have to think of something. The boy wasn’t sure where to begin. It wasn’t like he was used to talking about himself. He was a better listener than he was a talker. He had never really been comfortable talking to other people about anything and he wasn’t sure he could do it with this man. The boy shifted a little in his seat before talking.

“Anou…I’m fifteen…and I have two older brothers named Hiro and Yukito. I haven’t finished school yet and I go to the private school near my home. I guess I do well in school… I do the best I can. Um…let’s see… I was born in Japan and I’m full Japanese. I can speak English and Japanese and I don’t really know what I want to be when I grow up. I haven’t really thought about it I guess, but there’s nothing I’m really good at. I like sweet things like pocky and I eat it often. My father owns some sort of company and my mother is addicted to spending money. I’ve never worked before and I wouldn’t know what it’s like to live a life like yours. I’ve never had to work for anything before. When I wanted something, it was just given to me. Somehow, that always made me sad. It made what I received seemed worthless. I like it better when I know I earned something rather than having it handed to me… Maybe I’m just weird like that Devon… Ah! Can I work too?! Can I work where you work? I wanna work too! I’ve never gotten the chance to do anything like that…

It’s okay that you don’t have younger siblings! Ne, where do babies come from anyway Devon? My mother told me not to worry about it, but she wouldn’t tell me how they’re made. My brother said you can buy them off eBay, but I think he was lying to me… How are babies made then? Can we make one too? Wouldn’t it be cool to make a baby Devon? Can we? Can we? I’ll take good care of it. Everyone says they’re hard work, but I’ll make a good parent. So can we make a baby then Devon? Just show me how and we can make one. It doesn’t seem very hard and I’ll work very hard at making one.”

The boy was determined to do this. He had no clue about babies and had never so much as babysat before, but he wanted to make a baby with Devon anyway. He wanted to be able to give something to the other and what better way to show how much he cared than with a child? Children always brought lots of joy, right? Besides, if it was with Devon, he didn’t mind having lots of children. It’d be okay…if they were Devon’s babies… Chiaki shifted in his seat and leaned against the other’s chest. It felt nice when Devon touched him like this and for some reason, he couldn’t help but blush. His entire face heated up, but he didn’t care. It was alright to blush, especially when it was with Devon.

[~Devon~]

Devon listened avidly to Chiaki's words, trying to peice together his lovers life. Not only was it sad, but if he hadn't know Chiaki, he would've assumed he was stuck up and spoiled. The boy was most definately none of those and he pressed a reassuring hand to the others thin waist. He contemplated the request. He guessed from last night that Chi didn't like clubs so those were out. Devon would be there to look out for him and steal a kiss behind the bar, yet he wasn't sure his mate was ready to have people constantly flirting with him and shoving money into the most inappropriate places.

"Well....when you get back home, propose it to your parents. You could appl for a job at the restaraunt and my mothers bookstore if you want to work with me. That will give us time to spend together. I'm not sure on the clubs. I saw last night how uncomfortable you were, all alone in your little corner." He nodded. He didn't neccessarily want his angel to work. He wanted to be able to provide everything for him, yet if the other wanted to learn a few things of the world, he supposed it would be good. It would give the boy a good sense of self.

He held back a laugh at Chiaki's excited banter about making babies. His cheeks stained red and he felt vaguely embarassed about explaining to his young mate the sex talk. Settling back he gathered Chiaki to him tightly, ruffling his hair. "No you cannot buy a baby off of eBay. What we did last night....when a couple consenses to have a child together they do what we did last night- make love...have sex, however you want to explain it. With a male and a female, that may end up making a baby." He paused, biting his lips before continuing. "Usually, with two males there is no chance of it, but as my mother explained last night I have half my father in me. We may have...I think we already made a baby," he whispered, the fear and excitement of it all rushing into his veins.

The others blush drew him out of his thoughts and he let his arms drop around the others shoulders, falling to lift the boys shirt a bit and play along the skin of his stomache. Was his child in there, the start of a life from a planted seed? He dropped his nose into the curve of his mates neck, half wishing Chiaki had conceived, half afraid that if he had, his lover would be branded a freak. He didn't want to hide Chiaki away when he was swelled with beautiful child, but he didn't want him to get poked at either.

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“I’d like that a lot! It’d be fun to work in the same place as you! I’ve never worked before, but I’ll do my best!” Chiaki assured the other. “I won’t slack off and if I do, you can yell at me or something… Anou…I didn’t want to be in that club… My brothers dragged me there…but now I’m glad I went because I got to meet you! I was trying to blend in…but it didn’t work…and people gave me weird looks… I have weird eyes and my hair color isn’t exactly common…so people give me looks… It was a birth defect, but everyone thinks it’s something else or that I’m dying of something. But I’m glad you like me even though I look like this and I’m glad we’re good friends. Ne, do you have any other friends? I’d like to meet them. I’m sure you have lots of them because you’re so nice. I was really scared being all alone there, so I snapped at you. Ah! I never apologized for that…sorry Devon… But you scared me when you came after me. I thought you were one of those perverts my mother told me to stay away from, but you’re not a pervert because perverts are scary people and you’re not scary. Ne, what is a pervert anyway? What do I do if I get attacked by one of those perverts?!”

His mother had explained some things to him and other things he had learned from the maids. Still, even though they said such things to him, he never fully understood them, but that’s just how he was. He was glad Devon had let him talk because now he found he couldn’t stay quiet. It was fun to talk to the other and he wasn’t as shy as he was before. He wanted to work with Devon and do lots of things with him. The other was a very kind person and Chiaki was glad they had met. Even if this meeting brought many problems, he was still glad they had gotten to know each other a little. It wasn’t like he had any friends to talk to or anything, so Chiaki was a bit nervous about being so casual with the other. He didn’t want his mate to get angry with him or anything of the sort. Chiaki sometimes tended to make people angry and he disliked it when people were angry with him. He wanted to do his best and get along with Devon. He didn’t want to start any problems or do something stupid.

“You can’t but a baby off eBay? I thought you could buy anything there…” muttered the boy. “Eh? Last night? That’s how you make a baby?! Really? If we do it again, do we get another one? I want to have your babies Devon! I know it’s really hard to do all that baby stuff, but I want to do it anyway! Ne, can we do it again now? I was hurting a lot before, but it doesn’t hurt anymore, so let’s do it again! We can make another baby and get two!”

The boy pressed his lips against the other’s without warning. Chiaki was an impulsive person at times and he wanted to be the one that gave birth to Devon’s children. He didn’t want anyone else to have such a strong bond with this man and Chiaki wanted to be the one to give Devon so much happiness. He didn’t know much about babies, but he knew some things. They needed constant attention and were lots of hard work. Even so, Chiaki was willing to do all the things he needed to do in order to make his baby grow up big and healthy. He wanted to share something important with Devon. Even if he got in trouble foe getting pregnant, he didn’t care. His mother had always told him he’d give her heirs after he was married and so he assumed he was supposed to make babies with his fiancée, but he didn’t want to have that girl’s babies. Chiaki would only have Devon’s children and no one else’s. Even though he knew he’d get into a lot of trouble because Devon wasn’t from a rich family, Chiaki didn’t care. This was something he really wanted and even if his mother called him selfish, he wouldn’t care. He didn’t need her fake love when he had Devon. Devon would always love him no matter what; Chiaki was sure of it.

[~Devon~]

"Well, we'll go out later today to see about work, k? And I won't yell, just guide you," he smiled and touched the others hair, watched his eyes. "Well, you're special. That's why you have different hair and eyes. It's because you're unique and they make you more beautiful."

Devon listened with amusement, not expecting in seconds to have those lips against his, to have Chiaki's body plastered to his. He wanted to explain everything to his small mate, but his taste was too distracting. It sunk into him when he pressed those lips apart with his, sinking his tongue into the depths. He kissed him passionately, hard, and with a carefree abandon knowing Chiaki would stay with him gave him. "Angel," he gasped out, one hand fisting in silver hair as he tilted his mates face for better access.

He pressed back in for another hot kiss, their breath mingling in puffs as he paid rapt attention to his lovers mouth. "Ne, are you sure? I wouldn't want to hurt you, and I know your first time always causes pain." He pulled back, turning the others body to rest comfortably along the length of him. Sometime during their kissing session he had slipped down, his feet resting on the other arm. It was nice to feel the stretched, taunt, muscles of his mate, to feel the racing heart beating against his. Not to mention their bare legs pressing together and the heat of their bodies melding them.

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Devon had a way of making him feel better. Chiaki had never liked the way he looked or anything about himself, but he felt like he was a worthwhile person when Devon told him such sweet things. The man was indeed a charmer and Chiaki hoped his parents would let him work with the other. He wanted to learn to do things and help out Devon. The other seemed to work very hard and Chiaki didn’t want to become a burden. Besides, he could learn something from this. He didn’t want to become a spoiled brat that couldn’t do anything for himself, though his mother was trying to turn him into that. She made him learn about art, literature, and even pottery, but never about the real world. Why was he learning such useless things? Chiaki wanted to be able to stand on his own two feet if he needed to. Being useless wasn’t very fun at all and he wanted to be able to do something other than sitting around. What kind of example would he set for their baby? Of course, Chiaki was excited now. He loved babies. They were tiny, cute, and adorable. He’d never taken care of one before, but it couldn’t be that hard, now could it?

“You say such nice things…” murmured the boy. “Ne, you should stay things like that more often Devon. You’re good at making people feel nice and happy. I want to spend a lot of time with you… But if I become a burden, then just tell me so and I’ll work harder. Ne, I love you.”

The kiss was indeed passionate and Chiaki had smiled when the other had called him angel. He rather liked that nickname. Even though he knew he wasn’t an angel or that great of a person, it made him happy that Devon thought so. They were very close together now, just like the night before. It had hurt and the ground had been hard, but he had liked it anyway. Right now he was sore and his back still hurt, but it wasn’t unbearable and it didn’t hurt as much as it had earlier. He was sure he could walk around now without trouble or needing Devon’s help. Still, he had liked being carried around and was going to miss that. The boy felt so warm and comforted right now, though. He was so close to Devon right now that he could hear the other’s heart. He could hear the heart that belonged to him. Chiaki like it every time Devon said he loved him. He knew this was mean to be when he heard those words.

“Ne, it’s alright,” Chiaki assured the other. “I’m not hurting anymore, so it’s alright. Don’t worry about me Devon. You shouldn’t worry so much about these things. I won’t mind if we do it again.”