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Post by Kago on Mar 9, 2009 22:23:21 GMT -5
Lucifer still wasn't so sure about him not being in the right to apologize. It just seemed like he should though it seemed Hubert saw things differently. Did he not see the reason as to why he had freaked out. Though he thought he should be the one to apologize still he didn't think to go on about it. He found he was surprised by what he heard said towards waiting until his uncle got home.
He didn't mind it though he didn't see a difference here. With how he was here now and could be touched and all. Wasn't that enough? He supposed it wasn't and the boy wanted another's opinion he knew for sure existed without question. It really didn't seem like it was a good idea to tell him what he was. Just that he wasn't from this planet. "When is he suppose to come back?" He thought he could ask that much here with the fact that they were to wait to hear what his uncle said about whether he was here or not.
It was hard not to wonder what this uncle was like. Thinking about it he couldn't help but think over the phone call. To his it really sounded like he had a very...interesting if not a unique uncle. He wasn't sure if he looked forward to seeing him or not. If he took too long to get back it might be time for him to leave. That is he wasn't staying forever.
This was something like a trip where he was roughing it so to speak. He didn't have much on him and he thought to rely on his charm and the people about. Like when one went into the wilderness with next to nothing. Did they not survive by using what they had about them? It was what he was something similar to what he was doing now. If he wanted to be fully prepared it wouldn't have been a problem. If he had some way to contact someone he was familiar with off world he was sure he could bring more then enough to help him get by.
But he had a limited amount of time being here. About a week or so until he got in contact with anyone. Then he would decide whether he would go or leave but he didn't intend to stay longer. Well, at the moment he didn't have some big reason to stay. Though he was fond of the youth he was with here that wasn't really enough to get him to stay here any longer then he intended to.
To hear that it wasn't something that was minded, to take a shower, he gave a faint smile. Taking off his shirt had been something that didn't take long. It was a brief thought he had by the time he was done. Hearing what Hubert said suddenly once he was done attracted his teal gaze to settle upon his features. He wasn't expecting to have his hand taken then but he wasn't complaining.
He just went along with the boy who he assumed was taking him up to the bathroom. He wondered where it was exactly. He didn't exactly assume that there were many about but he thought that was a possibility. He supposed there wasn't one downstairs. He did after all see Hubert come from upstairs with his towel but then again didn't he sleep upstairs as well. It wasn't really an important though to have so he brushed it aside for now.
The question asked was unexpected. How was he to answer that? It seemed he was basically asking what it was like to be what he was. Being an Incubus he supposed he could go into being that but he had thought not to do so. "Well, I don't know if that is a question I can answer." He stated this thoughtfully.
"That's like me asking you what it is like being human, could you answer that?" He curious to know and wondered if he would possibly say more then yes or no. "I suppose I could mention a bit about myself, but with what you mentioned earlier, I fear it is fat from the wisest of ideas to explain with how you reacted to everything earlier." He couldn't go forgetting that. It was what made him think to not mention anymore about what he was.
"Though I suppose I could tell you what I am exactly." He paused for a moment considering if he should. "It is a term that I believe is used in mythology on Earth." That was if he wasn't mistaken about coming across what he was amongst some earthen texts. "To be exact I would happen to be an Incubus." Now that was all he intended to say and he hoped that was alright with the boy.
Lucifer wondered if he should mention what he could do. He was going to be very wary of what he came to say exactly now. "I don't have any super powers though there are some things I can do that other races can't." That was mainly what all Incubus could do.
"I don't suppose there is anything you can do that I you haven't told me about yet." It was quite interesting to have heard that Hubert could do what he told him he could. Feeling what others felt. What did the pertain to exactly? Was it helpful at all and had him wondering about a few things. Could he tell what he was feeling now? Did the fact he still was somewhat feeling that particular need do anything to him? He wondered but didn't think so with what he had seen so far.
Though earlier he had mentioned it might have done something. He hoped that it wasn't too much of a bother for him. It was a natural thing for him to feel the way he did especially when he hadn't had an in a while. Not just the sex but the unnatural energy his body needed. He still didn't think to do anything during his stay here but he didn't suppose he could help himself at some point if he was that tempted.
Oh well, hopefully that wouldn't happen. It wasn't exactly planned to have sex with Earthlings. Besides he had a sort of preference but nothing that kept him from doing things with other races. After he left here he would really have to go about treating himself to exactly what he wanted.
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Post by clementine on Mar 9, 2009 23:46:39 GMT -5
“Being a human is boring.” Hubert answered promptly. “People pick on you a lot.” Well, for the most part they picked on him, but Hubert had a feelings that most everyone was made fun of at least once in their life. The boy smiled up at Lucifer, letting his hand drop as he jumped backwards onto the bed. Hubert bounced for a moment before coming to sit still.
“So, what’s an…an Incubus, exactly?” Hubert thought about it for a moment. He knew Lucifer was right saying it was a mythological term but he couldn’t seem to remember much else. The boy squished his face up thoughtfully, trying to remember what his Greek mythology teacher had said about Incubus. Hubert knew they were supposed to be a kind of demon…oh. The definition hit him like a ton of bricks and Hubert blushed.
“Ah I see.” He replied finally understanding as he answered his own question. “That’s why you were so keen on finding someone to have sex with, yeah? I wonder what it‘s like--” Hubert stopped himself abruptly. He was about to ask what it was like to have sex with an Incubus. Not ever having sex with a normal person before, Hubert had no basis for comparison, but he imagined sleeping with an Incubus was different since they were written about in stories. The idea was appealing to Hubert for some reason.
Hubert continued quickly on as he looked up at Lucifer intently. “There really hasn’t been anything else interesting about me that I haven’t already told you. Oh, wait!” Hubert exclaimed excitedly, trying to divert his attention from sexual thoughts. “My Uncle Joshua is blue! Here, look.” Hubert rolled over to the other side of the bed and rummaged in the drawer of his uncle’s nightstand. With a triumphant “ha!” Hubert pulled out a photo of himself and his uncle. The two were both smiling happily in front of a lake in the bright sunshine.
“This is why my uncle keeps this picture hidden. You can really tell he has blue skin here.” Hubert made his way back over to Lucifer, holding up the photo to be inspected. If Lucifer cared to look at it, he would find that Hubert’s uncle was indeed blue. The man’s very pale skin was tinted lightly with blue. Even his hair was blue, a darker shade than that of his skin. It was difficult to tell in the picture, but uncle Joshua’s eyes were black, just like Hubert’s sightless one.
“I dunno why he’s blue.” Hubert continued. "It’s not that noticeable indoors, but you can still tell. The doctor says my uncle has Raynaud’s syndrome…though his skin just stays blue permanently and doesn’t go away. It’s not harmful or anything. I think it’s neato. My uncle comes home in three days, maybe you could meet him Lucifer.” Hubert looked up at Lucifer happily. He liked talking about his uncle and did want the other to meet him. Not only that, but once his uncle met Lucifer, he would be able to tell Hubert if the gorgeous man he had taken home was real.
However, now that Lucifer had identified himself as an Incubus, real or not, Hubert was able to focus on the faint hint of sexual need emanating off the other. He supposed that was why he had acted so silly, wanting to touch Lucifer and all. He was obviously picking up on the other’s emotions. Even knowing this, Hubert still had this overwhelming desire to touch Lucifer. The feeling had ebbed now that he had permission to reach for the man anytime he wanted, but it still was a strange feeling to be had. Hubert promptly ignored his feelings, squashing them down into nothing. He had already battled with himself about them and vowed not to think on them anymore. Yet…Hubert had a feeling that this determination wouldn’t last long.
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Post by Kago on Mar 10, 2009 0:53:48 GMT -5
Lucifer didn't imagine humans were very interesting. He wasn't expecting to hear humans picked on each other but it wasn't something that was hard to imagine. Anyone could be picked on. It wasn't in general just the people of Earth that did such things. He just wondered now if Hubert was one of those who were picked on. He couldn't see why they would but he imagine it just might be possible. As he thought on it he noted that the boy seemed to get into the bed. He saw it seemed like he was just sitting but he briefly wondered something else. Something completely off subject but not so much from what he was originally thinking.
Why was it that the boy had to taunt him so. Whether it was unintentional or not the fact remained that his current position had him feeling uncomfortable. Not to say that Hubert was in any explicit position. It was more like the general idea here with what he saw and put together.
With him in this bedroom with the boy who just happen to place himself upon the bed. It was precisely what he wanted to do on a bed in particular that had him uncomfortable. With that particular desire present but kept back like a thought in the back on his mind. He knew it was there but it wasn't such a bother to be a constant thought. More like a nagging one as he felt now.
To hear the question directed towards what he was exactly. Or rather what his race was had caused him to focus on Hubert where he found his thoughts had briefly wandered. He considered whether he should go on to say anything but he chose not to say anything. There didn't actually seem to be a need anyways as he noted that Hubert suddenly seem to realize what he was exactly. It seemed he finally figured what exactly his kind was as he seemed to put two and two together with what was witnessed in the past.
He found himself curious to know now what Hubert thought of him. To hear him speak he had noted where it seemed he was going with his statement. It caused a very brief spike of excitement in him. Was he curious to know more about his kind or was he thinking something else. There really wasn't any way to find out unless he asked but he wasn't thinking to. He reminded himself that he was keeping himself back from doing anything in that particular subject. Asking was pointless and would possibly just tempt him more.
His thoughts were brought to a different subject upon hearing what Hubert said then. It seemed he hadn't left anything out when he told him about himself. However, there seemed to be something he was thinking to say. To see the boys excitement excited him but in a way that said he looked forward to finding out what was something that could get him this excited. He watched him for a moment where he stood and looked at him thoughtfully. He was very surprised to hear what was said then. His uncle was blue?
No human could be that color. Not as far as he knew. There were races out there he knew were of different colors but this was Earth. He didn't expect to come across any other lifeforms on this planet that weren't human. But maybe it was possible. He really wasn't sure though and he didn't care to jump to conclusions.
Lucifer waited patient with his teal gaze upon the boy the whole time he saw him reaching for something. Something he soon saw was a photo that was soon enough showed to him. He found himself raising a brow as he looked at the picture and was suddenly reminded of a particular race. But it wasn't possible, was it? That would explain a few things but it had to be a coincidence. "Odd, he reminds me of another race I know." He left it at that as he studied the picture. He found now he looked forward to meeting this uncle. Perhaps he could see him in person and decide what he was unsure of now.
"A syndrome?" Lucifer spoke with a faint frown at hearing what his uncle had. "Is that so." He spoke, not sure what to think though he did know what he leaned towards. "That's unfortunate, but I know of other races who naturally have such a tint to their skin, all looking quite fair and well." He mostly referred to he race he was reminded of and how he thought the race in general was one that has those of the race looking quite attractive. He wondered if he could visit that planet later. Sensaforia really seemed like a nice place to go after leaving here. Then he could surely fulfill all his needs he found he did want handled.
Briefly Lucifer raised a hand to brush aside midnight black hair wait blue highlights clearly showing. He soon enough let his hand fall by his side. "Is there a particular time you expect your uncle back?" He was curious to know so why not ask. "I must say I actually look forward to seeing him." That was one of the things he looked forward to.
There was that and the fact he looked forward to leaving the house and looking about. He wondered if he would manage to last until it was time to go. He had to admit that, even with the boy fully clothed, he was still tempted to do something. But it was with that same fact as well he wasn't so bothered as he was before. Only time seemed to have someone on him at the moment. He could only go for so long without that other unnatural hunger of his being satisfied.
"I would hope you don't think badly of me for what I am." Really, Lucifer wasn't sure what humans thought of his kind. He knew the basic definition of what he was but he didn't really knew what the stories of his kind were about. He didn't imagine that they were all very pleasant if at all with what he read about the basic definition of what he was.
"If you do know much about what I am then you know what I need." He wasn't trying to say anything here, there wasn't much of a point, he just wanted to know what was thought of him with all things considered. "It's been a fairly long time since I fed but I've decided I will keep to myself during my visit here although I admit you do tempt me but I'm sure you wouldn't care to be intimate with all you know." He simply stated what he thought now.
As well as informed the youth that he wasn't going to do anything though he did tempt him and made him want to try something. He really did refuse to try anytihng though so hopefully he could last as long as he staed here. Now he wondered if he could take a bath now. He really did want to get it over with. That is taking a bath so they could leave.
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Post by clementine on Mar 10, 2009 20:29:43 GMT -5
“There are other alien races?” Hubert asked curiously. “And my uncle reminds you of them?” The boy was confused now. His uncle couldn’t possibly be an alien. Hubert scoffed at the very idea of it. The doctor had said why his uncle was the way he was and the older man had assured Hubert that there really was nothing to worry about when it came to his “illness.” Although, Hubert couldn’t help but think something was strange here. He wasn’t suspicious by nature and therefore believed everything his uncle had ever told him, that is, until now. Maybe there was an explanation for all of this. A perfectly rational explanation. Hubert may find out that he was bug nuts, but at least that idea was slightly normal than thinking his uncle could be an alien or something.
These thoughts unsettled Hubert and the boy frowned in thought as he felt himself starting to get upset. “My uncle comes back in a few days. I hope he comes home much more quickly though.” He replied sincerely. “You make me wonder…” Hubert trailed off as he pulled at a yellow curl. Lucifer made him question and he didn’t like that feeling. He wanted to believe his uncle, but he also wanted to believe Lucifer. The incubus seemed to be telling the complete truth or he at least seemed to be in earnest. Come to think of it, Hubert’s uncle had never really mentioned anything about his unusual dilemma other that to assure Hubert that it was alright. Uncle Joshua had been blue for as long as he could remember. His guardian never seemed to answer Hubert’s questions. He would have asked his parents about all of this if they had still been alive.
Hubert looked up at Lucifer, his eyes a little wide and his face a little flush. It wasn’t from embarrassment this time. Hubert was just starting upset himself with all the questions he suddenly just had to know about his uncle. Where any of them true? Hubert shook his head, yellow curls bouncing. He’d just have to not think about it.
“I couldn’t ever think badly of you Lucifer.” Hubert replied with a small smile. “I like you a lot and it’s just how you’re made. Why would I dislike you because you need…what you need?” The young boy looked down at his feet, then back at Lucifer. He knew the other was talking about sex, obviously, and for some reason he didn’t find it strange at all. Hubert felt himself accepting the idea, just like the thought of Lucifer being a real alien. Well made-up anyways if he looked at it wrong.
Hubert blushed at the last bit that Lucifer said. The boy knew he couldn’t tell the other that he thought the idea of being intimate was a satisfying one. Hubert’s fantasizing had become more and more vivid as the minutes past and he would have greatly like to see Lucifer with more than just his shirt off. Not only that, but Hubert was still very flattered that Lucifer was even interested in him at all. Like he had concluded earlier, even if Lucifer only wanted him for sex, it was more than what anyone else wanted him for.
“T-thank you.” Came the shy reply. “I mean about what you just said. No one has ever thought to bother with ideas about me before, like you have.” Hubert smiled again as he looked over Lucifer’s features, wondering why such a handsome person would even entertain such thoughts. “I’m sorry I can’t help you more. I would like to, but I’m not experienced…well, at all. I don’t think I’d be much use to you where such things are concerned.”
Hubert had no idea that he’d just admitted to wanting to have sex with Lucifer. All he wanted to do was help the other in any way he could. Since he knew nothing of sex he felt that he obviously couldn’t help Lucifer with being comfortable. Hubert wanted to take care of him, but couldn’t.
"I can offer you a shower though." Hubert concluded brightly. "Once you're done I can give you something to eat too."
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Post by Kago on Mar 11, 2009 9:16:00 GMT -5
Lucifer wondered if it was so hard to believe that there were other races out there. Surely the boy could comprehend that there would be more then what he was out there. It would make very little sense if there wasn't anyone there. Well, to him it wouldn't but he did note it seemed hard enough for Hubert to comprehend he existed. In fact he didn't believe he had fully comprehended his existence yet for he mentioned that he wanted to wait for his uncle to return.
With his return he would apparently find out whether he existed or not. Meaning he didn't quite accept him being here as a fact but a possible dream or some sort of realistic fantasy. Thinking of the doubt of his existence had him slightly annoyed. How could anyone doubt him being here? Though upon thinking about it a bit more he realized it wasn't his existence personally but more so the fact that other lifeforms exist period.
At the moment Lucifer wouldn't mind personally showing Hubert that he existed. Surely with what he could do he couldn't outright deny his existence. But however could he do that? Prove he was here without the need of having someone else to assure the boy.
Perhaps by some sort of physical contact. He had already kissed him though and touched him. What more could he do? Be intimate with him. Was that an option? If so it was partially inspired by his annoyance as well as his more natural feelings here towards the youth. He already considered such thoughts but didn't think to bring himself to go so far as to do that with some sort of reason other then the fact that he was hungry for something besides edible food.
He didn't suppose it was really an option though it seemed like something he would do. Not something he was sure would work. But what persons imagination could conspire such acts and leave any such physical feelings behind. It was impossible to deny such after that, wasn't it? He hoped it was. That way the boy couldn't deny the obvious truths here but then he still wasn't sure.
Briefly lost in thought was what occurred with the Incubus for a moment. His thoughts seemingly diverting towards a subject that came more often then not with what he was. Not to say all of his kind thought so much about the subject. But surely it was on the mind every now and then. It was more of a necessity then just a desire though it was both for him technically. But that wasn't something of importance now.
He was already considering what was going on before him and that meant he had caught what the boy was saying. Hubert apparently was considering what he had said. Was it more then a coicendence? He had to wonder this again as he brought the photograph to mind. Really, the man that was Hubert's uncle did so much look like someone from Sensoforia. Especially the eyes.
Something that caused him to suddenly recall something he hadn't really minded. Something that made him look directly at the youth face. His eyes were two colors with half of his face having a scar over it. Was the discolored eye due to the scar or was he born like that? It was a question that came to mind. His eye, the one that seemed an unnatural color, reminded him of the color of the mans eyes in the picture. Was it possible that a Sensaforian would come to Earth?
He supposed it was possible but wouldn't the tinted colored skin be a problem? He imagined he was unless the humans accepted it for something other then what it really was. Was that a possibility? It seemed to be the way his reasoning was going but he wasn't going to go so far as to assume anything nor state what he thought on the matter. He would just wait to see this uncle in person.
Considering his most recent thoughts Lucifer briefly looked off to the side thoughtfully. His teal gaze only came to be directed upon the boy upon hearing him speak again. So, he didn't think badly of him. That was good. He seemed to accept what he was though he didn't seem to quite accept that he was actually here just yet.
Well, at least he seemed to be calm about things now. That thought caused him to smile just a bit for a moment. It was much easier to deal with someone hat accepted the situation here then someone who didn't. He knew he didn't care to deal with someone who thought negatively of him though it wasn't impossible just usually difficult.
It seemed unfortunate that he couldn't do anything intimate with the youth. Although Lucifer had already decided he wouldn't be doing anything of the sort, if he could help it, on Earth. Still, he liked having his options and that was just one less. What if he really did need something now. He supposed there was that book with the service people in it but he would only go with that unless he was really desperate.
Although, he did love sex and needed it he was only so frivolous. He did have some care towards who he slept with and usually it wasn't random people. Though there were exceptions especially in his case but there was more often then not someone he was familiar with. Unfortunately here he wasn't familiar with anyone which left him with only the option of going with someone he knew he wasn't familiar with to any extent.
He would just have to be patient here until about a week passed and someone he was familiar with came by. That would be his ride off the planet. It seemed to long from now though but he supposed it was because he was thinking so much on it. He just needed to focus on other things for the time being. Like the boy here. But then again he did also inspire such thoughts so he was a bit at a loss on that.
It was unexpected to be thanked out of the blue. Well, it seemed that way for him. Lucifer found himself raising a brow as he looked towards Hubert who spoke now giving a reason as to why he thanked him. "Really, that is unfortunate." He spoke, with the slightest bit of a frown upon his features. "Not that you are inexperienced but that you can't help me." He did note how the boy spoke. It sounded as if he wouldn't mind having sex with him.
"Although if it is just experience then it really isn't of any importance." Really, sex was sex whether one was experienced or not. At the moment it was more so the acts of being intimate then the actual art of it.
"I wouldn't care whether you had experience or not, which seems to be the case, if you desired any experience then I would gladly give that to you as well but only if you wanted it." If he was intimate at all in that manner with the boy then he surely would gain experience in that manner but otherwise he imagined he would find someone else in the future to do so with. Although by then he would be long gone or so he assumed.
"A shower I am still very much looking forward to." Lucifer stated wondering where the bathroom was here exactly. "Then I look forward to going out with you later perhaps or afterwards." He assumed that would be what they were going to do. Unless Hubert had something else in mind. He wondered what the boy had in mind to eat. He was hungry with the lack of food he had eaten yesterday.
Well, he ate something before he arrived on the planet but as far as consuming anything went it was just that which he had eaten. Something edible that could go into his mouth. Something besides the unnatural energy he also partially desired now. He couldn't help but wonder again how long he could go without eating something. That is without going about obtaining that unnatural energy.
Perhaps it wasn't the best idea to go without something. As he could imagine that it would be a similar scenario as to when someone didn't actually eat physical food. When someone actually did get something to eat after not eating for a long time they tended to eat as much as they could as soon as they could. How would that work with him? Well, he would just hope that wasn't going to be the case with him.
Considering a few things that were spoken of a thought just occurred to Lucifer. "I can't imagine why no one has considered you." It seemed a bit random to bring up but this was inspired by what was said previously. "Or is it because of your...appearance." He had avoided bringing up the subject since he had met the boy but he couldn't help but inquire about it.
"I still think you look cute though." That was the truth, he had found the boy to be quite attractive. Though he had seen more appealing beings he would definitely put this boy amongst those he was fond of. In both looks and mannerisms. "So far there's not a single thing I dislike about you." Really, the boy was cute in every way he noticed so far.
"Which would be one reason as to why I suppose I wouldn't at all mind being intimate with you with more then simple kisses." He thought it would be obvious he referred to sex as he did consider what they had done so far. Coming to just kiss as far as being intimate with another went.
He couldn't help but think a bit negatively of humans in general now but then it wasn't just humans that seemed fickle or picky as to what they liked or didn't like. It was perhaps even a personal taste that he liked the boy here. He just didn't judge a book by its cover before getting to know it a bit. Not that he thought to get to know anyone here but he supposed he may get to know the boy here a bit with how he lived with him for the time being.
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Post by clementine on Mar 11, 2009 18:22:32 GMT -5
Hubert smiled brightly up at Lucifer, happy at what the other had said. He was glad that at least someone he knew didn’t care if he had experience or not. Of course, Hubert hadn’t known anyone long enough to see if they cared about his level of experience or not. They were too off put by his scar.
“I think it’d be nice to have some experience.” Hubert confided in Lucifer. “But…I don’t think that’ll every really happen. You probably say similar things to others, yeah?” He laughed, thinking about his uncle and how they would probably turn into very old men together. Neither of them having a special companion in their lives.
Hubert, though wanting to get to physically know Lucifer, really had no expectations for the man. Although the tightening in his chest told him that he should expect such things from Lucifer, Hubert just couldn’t bring himself to. Even though Lucifer talked of having sex with him, Hubert honestly believed that it really was just talk. The other was an incubus after all and he probably said that to most anyone. Sex, to Lucifer, was just another thing to survive on and he probably got it any way he could. Not that Hubert thought bad of the other, it was just how things were. He was just a stupid kid after all, so why would Lucifer even toss him a second glance? It was this thought, for the most part, that made Hubert believe that he had just made Lucifer up. He just couldn’t fathom anyone being interested in him at all.
Content to just look at Lucifer, Hubert frowned when the conversation took an unexpected turn. “Isn’t it obvious?” Came the rhetorical reply. “People are…afraid when they see my face. They don’t know how to treat me.” Hubert gripped the fabric of jeans as he looked at his feet, fighting back the tears that had suddenly surged forward. “I…I sometimes imagine what it would be like if I was whole, but then I remember that my eyes are different colors too. It doesn’t matter how I look, people will always stare at me ‘cause I’m different.” That last part was strained with a bitter resentment.
Hubert looked up at Lucifer with a layer of unshed tears making his eyes glassy. He swiped at his face, not wanting Lucifer to see him crying. He knew he had cried before but that was because of the strange emotions coursing through him. That was normal. Crying over his appearance was stupid and very not normal. Hubert hated it when he had to admit to himself how much his face bothered him.
“You’ve been really nice to me Lucifer and I appreciate it, but don’t say things that aren’t true. I know I’m ugly and not very fun to be with. You don’t have to pretend for my sake.” Hubert stood up, still looking at Lucifer. He tried to smile, but his lips remained in a firm, upset line. “You say you’d like to be intimate with me, and that’s really nice too, but you told me you’re an incubus. Why don’t you just say, “I want to have sex with you because I’m hungry,” instead of lying to me about my looks?”
Hubert wasn’t mad at Lucifer, in fact he was already quite resigned to the way things were. There was nothing he could do about it. It hurt to admit it, but Hubert knew deep down that no one could like him at all, even an alien who could suspiciously be made up.
“I’m sorry.” Hubert said suddenly in a dejected voice. “I’m being really stupid. I know you prolly want to take your shower now.” Hubert moved away from Lucifer, trying not to wince at the sudden tightening in his chest that the movement cause. Ignoring the feeling as best he could, Hubert opened another door opposite the bed.
“Sorry,” Hubert felt himself apologizing again, “this is the only working shower in the house. There’s some clean towels under the sink. Feel free to use anything that you want. When you’re done we can go get something to eat, okay?” He tried to keep his voice light, even though on the inside he wanted to cry. It wasn’t Lucifer’s fault, really, but Hubert had successfully worked himself up over his scar. He hadn’t done so in ages and felt very stupid to succumbing to such emotions. All he wanted to do was grab onto Lucifer and hug him close. Lucifer always made him feel so good, like it was the most perfect thing in the world. He felt safe.
Hubert kept his trembling hands jammed into his pockets, resisting his body’s urge to touch Lucifer.
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Post by Kago on Mar 11, 2009 21:10:38 GMT -5
Lucifer had to admit he really was fond of seeing Hubert with a positive expression upon his features. He would have wondered why he didn't do it more often but he thought he had a good idea as to why It all came back to the scar he had. That made sense. He didn't see why the youth would let that put him off though. But if other humans spoke negatively of it it would be unavoidable. But that was a sort of random thought to go along with the smile he had seen. Perhaps he could get him to do that more often. That would be nice. Something pleasant to have upon his trip. Something pleasant to remember when he left.
Considering what Hubert said about having experience made him wonder. Did he think that way, that he wouldn't be with anyone, for the same reason he didn't imagine he smiled much. That really was a shame. Was that an assumption? To hear that he might assume he said such things to others. Did he?
Well it all depended on who he was dealing with but he didn't just go saying anything to anyone just to get some intimacy. Perhaps if he was desperate but he had other options. There were plenty of other humans about to deal with. He was simply being honest. Was that really something to be questioned? Perhaps because he barely knew him but still he wasn't fond of the idea.
Really with what Lucifer was hearing about how humans apparently felt towards Hubert's facial features, specifically the scar he had, made him have a bit of a dislike towards those who would so easily judge another. He really wasn't fond of those types. He didn't go judging others like that. Though to say whether or not he would go to visibly show that was another story.
Once again it all depended on the situation. Not that he would let others influence his decisions so much but there was always or usually some outside factor. But pushing those thoughts aside, that seemed quite unnesscessary to have, he focused on the youth in front of him. He found he felt a bit of regret towards bringing up the subject. This was why he had avoided it. He could have bet it was a sensitive subject but he just had to inquire about it. Not that he even asked about it though. No, he just pointed it out and mentioned it wasn't something he thought negatively of.
But here he found he heard that the boy quite clearly thought negatively of the entire thing himself. It sounded like he felt incomplete because of that. Perhaps like a piece was cut off along with whatever gave him that scar. He wondered what did give him that scar. He considered asking but didn't go on to say anything just yet. Would it make a difference if he spoke on it. He felt it wasn't likely.
It was impossible not to note the youth wiping his eyes. He didn't have to ask who he was doing that. Did the subject really put him off that much? Sometimes he was really quite thoughtless. It would have been better not to mention anything at all once again. He really should try to rethink things before saying them.
Some things never really went anywhere good. Like this conversation. It didn't seem to be going in any positive direction he meant it to go in. Not that he planned for any particular direction. It was just he hadn't meant to insult him or bring anything negative up and it seemed he had done just yet.
It seemed like an apology was in order. However hearing what was said next caused him to pause on that. Why did he think he was lying? He really didn't think he was ugly. He honestly did think he was cute. He had no reason to make that up. It was obvious that the boy was upset now. But even if he was he thought what he said next was completely uncalled for.
It caused him to frown with a not too pleased expression set upon his features. Why did the boy make such assumptions about him? Sure he would admit he was hungry in that way and he did slightly feel that need to have sex but he wasn't saying that to get in bed with the boy. Didn't the boy say himself he had no experience? He clearly heard it himself. If he wanted someone wouldn't the obvious choice be someone that had experience.
Even if he was desperate... If the boy was so dead set on that thought, that he wanted to sleep with him because he was hungry, then he wouldn't bring up the subject anymore. If he had anything he needed to take care of anything in that subject he would go about solving it himself.
He just didn't care to be judged in such a manner. Really, he would think this boy, no matter what he was, was better then that but apparently not. He very much wanted to say something to that, he wanted to voice his disapproval of the statement but he was so infuriated he couldn't even bother to speak. Perhaps he let it get to him a bit too much but it was how he felt here.
What was there to say? He had nothing. No, he had something but he didn't think to bother with it. He wasn't going to waste his breath here. Besides he didn't particularly have completely kind words in mind. Not that he was thinking to say bad things about the boy. It would have been mainly the facts he thought to speak but the way it sounded.
He just couldn't think to speak it. He already said enough thoughtless things as it was. The last thing he wanted to do was make things worse even if he was far from happy here himself. He considered saying the boy didn't have to apologize here, that he should be the one to apologize instead but he didn't even bother with that. He just wanted to take that shower and move on with things. If he did anything then he would just leave the boy. It was that simple. He didn't expect to be of any importance.
His existence was questioned as it was already. He wouldn't be missed. He assumed he wouldn't. Although the boy had seemed to want him to stay earlier if his opinion didn't matter to him and were thought to be lies well he didn't see himself wanting to stay here any longer then he had already. Surely there were plenty of other humans about who wouldn't mind taking him in.
Even if that wasn't the case he would manage. He could last long enough until his ride came. That was all he needed to do. It should be or hopefully would be a simple enough task though he had some doubts on that but he didn't change his mind on that. At least he had no reason to. Once he had his mind set on something it wasn't so easily changed.
Seeing Hubert had opened a door Lucifer set his teal gaze upon the door figuring it to be the bathroom. There was another apology but he wasn't sure what that was for. Was it due to the lack of having more then one shower. Well, he didn't care if that was the case. It didn't matter to him as long as he could take a shower.
"There's no need to apologize for that, I appreciate that you would let me even use the shower in your home." He spoke with a smile that was more so feigned then real. Now he was just trying to be pleasant and not show that how he actually felt. That he was still upset at the moment but felt no need to share that.
"I'll try to be quick about it." Lucifer spoke referring towards taking a shower as he moved to enter the now open door. He couldn't help but mentally sigh as he moved to pass the boy. Though he said he would basically banish any indecent thoughts of the boy he couldn't exactly turn off how he felt. Still when he was determined he didn't think to give up so easily. He was perhaps a few steps passed Hubert when he suddenly stopped and reconsidered his apology.
"I apologize, I didn't mean to upset you." He spoke this turning around to look at Hubert. "If there is anything I can do to make it up to you...before I go about taking my leave." He still considered this, thinking he would more then likely do that, but thought he came to decide already what he wanted to do.
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Post by clementine on Mar 11, 2009 22:23:18 GMT -5
Hubert flinched, hunching his shoulder. A wave of livid anger rushed through him making his heart speed up to a frightening pulse. Lucifer was upset, that much was obvious. The raw emotions hurt, licking at Hubert’s insides like fire. What hurt even more though was the knowledge that he had made Lucifer angry with him. The man seemed to be always calm, so calm in fact that Hubert barely felt his emotions. While he had been in the other’s company, it had been so soothing that Hubert had let himself get comfortable. He had assumed that Lucifer wasn’t so intense and he had relaxed. It was because of his state around Lucifer that the man’s feelings hit Hubert like an unexpected ton of bricks, making it hard to breath. It frightened him to know that Lucifer could get so angry.
“Please, don’t apologize. It’s my fault that I’m overly sensitive.” Hubert was back to smoothing his curls convulsively over his scar with a trembling hand. He was trying to keep the stricken look off his face. It hurt to be so close to Lucifer when he was upset. “Forgive me for being rude. I’m very sorry for making you so angry. Please don’t be upset anymore Lucifer.” Hubert voice had gone soft, resigned. He didn’t want Lucifer to leave. It made him feel panicky and sick.
In a last ditch effort to convince Lucifer to stay, Hubert whispered, “You don’t have to go. Please don’t go because of what I said. I was being a little bastard.” Miserable to admitting to what everyone called him, knowing it was true, Hubert made his way to the door, quivering slightly. “Take as long as you want Lucifer. I-I’ll be downstairs if you need anything.”
Hubert quickly escaped from the room, but not before looking back at Lucifer with a green eye set in an impossibly pale face. He shut the door behind him as he moved down the stairs feeling absolutely worthless. He had wanted to help Lucifer but instead he had just made him angry. It was all because of his stupid scar! If he didn’t have it, then Lucifer would have never mentioned it, and Hubert wouldn’t have gotten upset. Letting out a chocked sob, Hubert clawed at the skin around is dead eyes as if doing so would help things. Blood came away under his nails when he drew his hand back, but he didn’t care.
He had planned on staking it out of the couch, but the house was suddenly just too small. Hubert changed course and walked through the kitchen, out the back door. He stood on the wood porch for a moment, just breathing in the fresh morning air as he tried to calm himself. Most of the time, the line of trees that marked the end of the backyard and the start of a forest comforted Hubert, but not today. He shivered when the wind caught at his exposed arms, making him realize that he had broken out into a cold sweat.
Hubert sat on the very bottom step, hunched over retchedly. Burying his face in his arms, he began to cry softly.
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Post by Kago on Mar 11, 2009 23:55:59 GMT -5
Lucifer wasn't expecting to hear what Hubert said to him. Telling him not to apologize. He had every right to apologize. He shouldn't have mentioned anything. Why couldn't he just accept the apology and stop apologizing himself! The only person in the wrong here was him. If the boy was upset it was because he brought up the subject but he couldn't even accept that. Really what did the boy want from him here.
Not be be upset. Was that it? Well, it was a little hard to do when there was nothing about to make him smile. He was no empath here but perhaps if the boy himself smiled then perhaps he could have some cheerful disposition but that wasn't the case here. Why was he doing what he was doing? Touching his hair the way he was. It was a brief thought but he had his mind on what was currently being discussed more.
Lucifer had to wonder for a moment if he heard correctly. Catching what he heard whispered only caused him to frown once more. Now not only did he think he was ugly but he insulted himself. He was speechless now. He wasn't even sure what to think let alone say. But then he heard the mention of him taking a shower. He was suppose to take one wasn't he. Before anything else happened he at least wanted to get that over with. It was hard to focus on that thought with his current set of thoughts.
He could hardly believe the boy here. If anything he didn't calm him but made things worse. It wasn't due to his words anymore or the fact that he didn't seem to believe what he said. It was understandable if he questioned his existence. If he had been treated in such a manner that made him think negatively. But still he couldn't stand it. He couldn't stand how little the boy thought of himself and those around him. Was it really everyone that seemed to make him think he was ugly. If he found even one person who did such he would personally show them the negative things his kind could do. Though whether it was because he was upset now indirectly due to them or the fact they had directly hurt the boy he wasn't sure. Either way though it didn't matter.
Before anything could be said on Lucifer's part he saw Hubert take off. Seeing him go off really did nothing for him. Why did he take off so quickly? Was it because he was upset. He thought he didn't show it but then he did recall the boy was an empath and thus he should have known better. He should have kept his cool and not merely just feign it.
He couldn't help but sigh audibly now as he noted the door was closed. Briefly hem came to lean against the bathroom door resting his head upon the door causing his midnight black hair with blue highlights to fall around his face. Really this boy, this place, this planet. Was probably all too bothersome. He didn't even think he wanted to deal with it anymore and he questioned the original idea he had with coming here in the first place.
Now Lucifer could have lingered on the subject, getting lost in thought, but instead pushed off from the bathroom door and closed it behind him. From there he went over to the shower to turn it on. He wondered if the water needed to heat up or anything of the sort. Well, whether or not it did he turned on the water and went to take up a towel before setting the clothes he had been given on the bathroom counter then dropping the shirt he wore on the floor as to not get the other clothes messy.
It wasn't a long task to completely strip himself. Before doing so though he took out what he had in his pockets. That is a small purse or more like a pouch with money in it that was to assist him on this trip as well as the cloth he had to tie back his hair. That was all that was to be had there. He really did expect this to be a quick shower.
There was no desire to linger about in the bathroom. As soon as Lucifer was sure he had everything he stepped into the shower and started washing up. He considered keeping his hair from getting wet but it was soon doused with water and then frankly he could care less. He just went about quickly washing everywhere while thinking of what occurred and mentally berating himself for his obvious stupidity. Normally he would never think such but right now he didn't care to even deny it or try to avoid not thinking it. Now he just felt like he should do something for the boy whether he left or not and for once he wasn't even considering sex as an option. He just had to do something, anything, he possibly could. Though he had no idea what a young boy would want.
How long was the shower? It was a question that Lucifer would have wondered if he really cared enough. He just knew he had been quite distracted with his thoughts on the boy and then what he intended to do. He was a bit at a loss and he didn't like that. He just met this bot and really shouldn't care one way or the other if he never came across him again. Yet here he had become upset at his assumptions and his lack of seeing what he thought was a clear fact. What would it take to prove to the boy he meant what he said? Even if he could show he wasn't lying would that really help any?
He found he was sighing once again as he just let the water beat down on the top of his crown where he let his teal gaze focus on the showers floor. here he didn't look at anything in particular. He was more so lost in thought. Especially after he had come to finish with his shower. He just found himself lingering as he didn't care to but he knew after this he would have to see the boy again and he was sure he would at least be a bit upset with how things turned out but he wasn't one to run away from his problems.
With that thought he came to turn off the shower with his hairs now coming to appear almost like a curtain as it hung about his face. He was quick to wipe his hair back that now clung to his skin as wet hair would normally do. He moved to try to ring out a bit of the water in it before he moved to dry it with a towel then coming to wrap the towel around his waist but only after drying himself off. The last thing he wanted to do was go on to remain all wet. That wasn't a pleasant feeling for him.
It wasn't but perhaps a few minutes, maybe more, that Lucifer had come to step out of the shower. He stepped out and headed straight towards where he rested the clothes he would be putting on. He didn't go on to waist any time here slipping into the clothes provided. He had to thank Hubert for this when he had the chance.
He set the towel aside as he put on the clothes. His hair was a bit damp but he considered just drying it off some more if he didn't let it dry by itself now. At the moment his hair simply came to frame his face. He also currently held a troubled look upon his features. Not so much because he was upset but now because he was a bit concerned. There was no point in being upset here. He realized this after thinking things over a bit. If he was going to be upset though he still focused it upon those humans that made the youth think negatively of himself. He still thought to stick with what he thought on earlier.
If any human thought they could just insult the boy just like that he would make them regret it. It was as simple as that. Though it may not have been a very logical thing to consider when put together he didn't really care. It was just all too much to be bothered with and once he decided something he didn't go about changing it unless he really felt the need to.
Lucifer had come to now stuff what he had in his pockets before back into the ones he had now. He stood there in the bathroom for a moment now considering what he should do with all the things he used. He decided for now to bring them along with him. If possible he would have liked to clean his clothes.
Considering this he exited the bathroom and headed outside the bedroom where he moved to go downstairs. Briefly he raised a hand to brush aside a few damp pieces of hair. He dried it as much as he could with a towel. It would just have to dry naturally the rest of the way by itself. He wasn't thinking about his hair though.
Lucifer wasn't sure where Hubert was but he thought to stop by the room he assumed to be the laundry room. He wasn't going to go in there. He merely thought to stand there and try to locate the boy. If he wasn't mistaken it wasn't far from the stairs so he would come to pass it anyways. Hopefully he could talk with him though he wasn't sure what that would do.
Lucifer couldn't say he wasn't still a bit upset. It was all for the same reasons though. Not because of what was said to him but because of what the boy thought of himself. Then he was concerned here as he considered what the boy thought of himself and then what he seemed to go through. Why did he had to insult himself? Why did he had to care? It made him wish he had perhaps gone elsewhere when he first arrived on this planet.
He couldn't go about changing things now though. He just wanted to make do with what he had. He wasn't going to go about sulking here or remaining in a negative mood. He would make the best of things and if that meant picking things up for the boy as well then so be it. He wasn't one to run off from things and since he was here he would do everything in his power to do what he wanted. That was perhaps a bit selfish but it was what he decided to do and that was that. It was something he had in mind even as he came to stop by the door to the laundry room.
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Post by clementine on Mar 12, 2009 0:59:47 GMT -5
Presently Hubert’s wallowing was interrupted by one of the stray cats that he pretended where his. He looked down with red rimmed eyes at the brown furry body that was bumping against his leg. “Hi Misty.” Hubert murmured petting the cat. The animal meowed, begging for a head scratching to which the boy obliging offered. Smiling a little, Hubert petted the little cat feeling himself calm down. He liked touching and being touched. It always made him feel good. Since Misty was just a cat, Hubert couldn’t read her emotions so it was even more doubly good to be able to touch her.
As he stroked the soft fur beneath his fingers, Hubert wondered if Lucifer was done with his shower. He was a little nervous of seeing the other now. He was afraid the man might still be upset with him. Hubert bit his full lower lip in worry. He knew he should go inside and apologize again, just in case, but he was anxious. He continued petting Misty idly, not sure what to do. However, the cat seemed to have her own plans for things.
Purring, Misty disentangled herself from Hubert and raced to the door, tail held high. Unfortunately, Hubert hadn’t closed the back door all the way and the cat managed to push her way through. Shouting in dismay, Hubert grabbed at her and missed. His uncle would kill him if cat hair got anywhere. Hubert stumbled up, then slipped and fell in his hurry.
“No, no Misty. Come back please. Here kitty.” Not even bothering to get up, Hubert stayed on his hands and knees as he followed the cat back indoors. There was mad dash of hands and fur at the kitchen table as the teen tried to catch the cat to no avail. The chairs squeaked loudly across the floor as Hubert tried to reach the naughty animal. Shouting and cooing at the same time, the blond tried to crawl quickly after the cat as she fled into the living room. “No not there!” Hubert cried in dismay as he suffered some serious carpet burn on his knees as he raced after Misty. The cat merely gave him her butt to look at she bound up the stairs.
Out of patience and out of breath, Hubert collapsed at the bottom of the stairs. Oh, he would kill that cat! Hubert was about to start the chase again when he spotted Lucifer by the laundry room door. Misty had made him forget all about Lucifer! Unfortunately it wasn’t for long enough. Hubert couldn’t sense anymore harsh anger from the other, just agitation. Though, he had a feeling the man would probably get angrier at the sight of him. Hubert would get Misty later. He needed all of his focus for Lucifer.
“Oh, h-hi L-Lucifer.” Hubert greeted nervously as he fidgeted with a curl. He didn’t move to stand up from the floor yet and merely sat there, staring around the banister of the stairs. He couldn’t help but think that Lucifer looked very hot with his just-out-of-the-shower-look. Hubert cocked his head, wondering why Lucifer was standing next to the laundry room door.
“I’m sorry.” He responded mechanically, eyebrows draw together in confusion. “Did you want me to wash your clothes for you?” Now the teen stood, making his way over to Lucifer, obviously unsure of how the other would react. Hubert was close enough now that he held out his arms to accepted the dirty laundry. “It won’t take long to clean them…then I guess you’ll be going on your way?”
Hubert looked up at Lucifer, eyes still a little red from crying. He didn’t want the man to go. It was unexplainable, but Hubert felt like he would just die if Lucifer left. He wanted to say something, another apology maybe, but realized he couldn’t find his voice as he gazed at Lucifer with his feelings written all over his face.
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Post by Kago on Mar 12, 2009 15:55:12 GMT -5
Lucifer wondered if he should go looking for the boy. It was a brief thought that he had as he stood by the laundry room. He was considering whether he would or not as well as all his previous thoughts. Still he was a bit upset but more so a bit concerned. Then he still felt a bit of a loss but he thought to brush that aside for now. Especially now that he caught sight of the very person he had thought to look for. Now this was unexpected.
To see the youth on the floor where he seemed to have been doing something. Well, he must have had a reason to be down there, right? He just couldn't figure out what. He didn't suppose it mattered though. He put little thought into it with so much already on his mind. He didn't care to focus so much on things that didn't have to do with him. This whole situation was bothersome enough without wondering about random things. If he considered much more he was sure he'd have an even more bothersome headache. That was the very last thing he wanted.
Hearing the greeting from the boy focused Lucifer's thoughts on the very present situation. That being that the boy was here and he was here and this was his chance to speak to him. "Hello Hubert." He managed a genuine faint smile as he looked his way. There just wasn't any reason to be hostile towards the boy. That would get him nowhere. Whether he was to be leaving or not. Which wasn't so much considered with the bit of time he had alone. If he left he wasn't even sure if he cared to remain on the planet anymore.
Unless he could find another off worlder with proper communication to get in touch with others off world then he would have to just be patient. Though he would admit he was bit reluctant to stay with the boy with all that happened. Not because he felt it was awkward, he didn't care about awkward moments, he just doubted that the boy thought any better of himself. He doubted anything he said would change that. He didn't care to find out if anything else he said or would say would be thought of as a lie. Thus he could only see himself getting upset again in the future. Something he thought to avoid. Something he didn't have to put up with. As long as it could be helped why would he even think to stay in this particular situation.
It really made no sense. So he could just leave. Just as he thought before. His reasons still stood. He just found he had nothing against the boy. He never did. If anything the boy had something against himself. Something that others had against him for no good reason. A reason he would still make them pay for regardless of what his personal reasons behind it were. He wasn't one to forget things and he wouldn't forget that whoever made the boy think so negatively of himself ruined something good for him and he took that personally.
What was he apologizing for now? He couldn't help but frown a bit at the sudden apology. "You really don't have to apologize." He spoke this wanting it to be known. "You've never been in the wrong, you live here, I don't, feel free to say whatever it is your heart desires." Really, he did think he had the right to say whatever he wanted. "Though you've told me not to apologize I would like to once more, I do apologize for upsetting you and causing you to get hurt the other day." He just didn't care to hold anything back at the moment. He did think of the other day; where he supposed he had been in the way to have made the boy crash.
He wasn't sure why he was going as fast as he was but he had been in the right or perhaps wrong place at the wrong time and thus caused Hubert to get hurt. It was just unfortunate but nothing more then that. An unlucky coincidence he couldn't go about changing. "And don't bother saying I don't have to apologize, I won't accept it, and that isn't something is another thing I wouldn't lie about." It went without being said that he referred to what was spoke of earlier but if it was forgotten already then oh well.
He just didn't find himself caring that much at the moment. However he did have quite the serious expression on for a moment. With his eyes slightly narrowing as if daring the boy to speak up against what he said. Not that all his feelings had subsided on the matter with him not caring. He just wasn't going to act on anything at the moment.
Now it was a good time to answer that question referring to washing his clothes. Yes, he had heard him ask after the apology but he wanted to put in what he had to say before answering that question. Really it wasn't a must for him to clean his clothes. If anything he would just keep them until his ride came or he found another way to wash them. "It would be appreciated if you could." He spoke with a faint smile once more really appreciating the thought or the idea.
"Afterwards I'm not quite sure..." He seemed to trail off now as he noted the boy held out his arms and seemed to think he was leaving. He went ahead then and handed him the clothes he had in his arms. "Of course I'll be leaving eventually, perhaps sooner then later, but I need time to consider what I'll be doing." He didn't think to jump on anything just yet. He knew what he wanted but now he wasn't quite sure how he would go about things. He wanted to do one thing but then there was another thing he wanted to do and he hadn't quite decided yet what he would go with.
"You see whether or not I decide to leave now I'm stuck on this planet for awhile and I don't care to be out on the streets." Lucifer wasn't so desperate to get out of here that he wanted to do that. Perhaps if he found some other place to go while he was still here but until then he wasn't going anywhere. Well, he wasn't positive if he would be waiting to go off. It all depended on how things would be going and he just wasn't in a position where he wanted to go that badly.
Though really he wasn't fond of being with the youth if he really was going to be in such low spirits. Why just looking at him now... Looking at him now he noticed something. The boy was close enough where he noted his eyes. They were red. This caused him to frown. It was clear to him what that meant.Yet another thing he was sure was brought on because of him. Maybe it was for the best for him to go. He never cared if he troubled someone he barely knew but this boy was the exception. He wasn't sure why. Perhaps because he really did think he was cute. Well, he was honest about that but the boy seemed to think differently. He really would have liked to make him see otherwise.
Unable to help it Lucifer let out an audible sigh as a faint frown came to set itself upon his features. Without giving it much thought he found himself bending down a bit where he came to lean in the direction of the youth before him where he soon enough came to kiss him upon the lips with his own soft ones. It was a quick, chaste kiss he gave before moving back and standing up straight where he just looked down at Hubert from where he stood.
He then wore what was clearly a faint smile upon his features that wasn't feigned. At least he had no reason to fake it. For the moment he was pleased by that. "I figure that might be the last kiss I'll be able to give you." That was if he did go about leaving. "I don't expect you to believe me but I wasn't after sex with you." Really, he thought he was cute, he still didn't mind having it as he was hungry in that way, but he still was determined not to do anything of the sort. Not just the boy but overall with anyone.
By now Lucifer had come to think the Hubert may take everything he said for granted. If he wasn't possibly real why believe anything he said? He wasn't sure if that made sense but he figured something along the lines of that. It really was unfortunate. Something that really put a downer on his stay with the boy. But he couldn't come to focus on it. Perhaps he could still have a good time here while he was on the planet.
He wasn't quite sure if he could just take off without being sure of some things though but he would take that more into consideration later. Or perhaps sooner then later. He really hadn't some to decide on what he would do for sure yet. But with his own sort of conflicting thoughts he thought he had an idea. He wasn't so sure about it though so he didn't act on that at the moment either. He would really just have to test his patience here with seeing how things turned out. He couldn't help but wonder though why the boy still allowed him to stay here.
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Post by clementine on Mar 12, 2009 19:07:18 GMT -5
Hubert listened mutely to what Lucifer had to say, noting the serious expression on his face. The teen bit his lower lip, looking down, ashamed. He wanted to tell Lucifer not to apologize, but he didn’t dare. He knew saying so would only make the other more angry with him. Hubert had to say something though. It really wasn’t Lucifer’s fault that he had crashed.
“You really saved me yesterday Lucifer.” Hubert replied quietly, clutching at his shirt insecurely. “I did get injured, but it would have been a lot worse if you hadn’t been there. My uncle‘s gone and I think…I think Trevor meant to really hurt me this time. I-I don‘t know what would have happened if you hadn‘t been there.” This was true. Trevor would probably have killed him or at least made it so he was incapable of making his way home. Hubert would have been completely alone if that had happened. With his uncle gone, he had no one to ask for help. He shuddered, thinking about what the other boy would have done to him.
“I know you’re not a liar Lucifer. I didn‘t mean to say you were.” It was obvious that Lucifer was still upset by this and Hubert tried to rectify the situation with the truth. “It’s just that no one has ever said what you say to me. I don’t know what to believe.”
Hubert accepted the clothes meekly, trying to return Lucifer’s smile with a hesitant one of his own. “I understand. I’ll have your clothes washed quickly then.” It hurt to know that Lucifer was going to leave. Hubert thought he deserved it though because he had been the one to make Lucifer mad with him in the first place. He didn’t know what to say or do to make the other stay. He had to do something though, that was for sure.
He was startled as Lucifer bent towards him. Hubert stood stock still as he let the other kiss him gently on the lips. His hands fell limply to his sides, letting the clothes drop into a pile at his feet. It was so much like when they had first met that it was almost comical in a way. Hubert looked up at Lucifer, his eyes filling with tears, as he flung his arms around the other’s neck in a familiar position.
Weeping, Hubert buried his face in Lucifer’s hair as he clung to him. His words were muffled, but still audible. “I don’t want that to be the last time. I want you to kiss me all the time Lucifer!” Not caring that his was probably getting Lucifer’s hair and shirt very wet, the boy continued to cry. “I do believe you and I’m so sorry that I made you angry. More sorry than I’ve ever been in my entire life. You’re the first person, besides my uncle, who has been nice to me. I like being friends with you, but I’m scared.” Hubert stopped for a moment, trying to calm himself. He looked at Lucifer with crystalline eyes and kissed him back as passionately as his lack of experience would allow. His kiss was still soft though and very light
“You don’t get angry or sympathetic when you see my face, and…and you kiss me just because.” Hubert continued, still gazing at Lucifer with something akin to devotion and appreciation in his eyes. “You tell me that I’m cute and that my hair is pretty, but it’s just so hard to consider when no one has told me that before.” The teen pressed his face to Lucifer’s neck, whispering against his ear, “I believe you’re real Lucifer. Even though I’ve made up people before…I just know you’re real.”
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Post by Kago on Mar 13, 2009 0:22:18 GMT -5
Lucifer was a bit confused on the subject of how they met. Who was this Trevor? Whoever he was he apparently messed with Hubert. Marking him as someone he would have to cross paths with at some point. Though he had no good intentions in mind. He still thought to stick with what he planned to do already. Making whoever troubled this boy to face his wrath.
Though it was still undecided whether it was because he was still upset about everything without going over it again. Since it bothered him still he had to do something. Well, he didn't have to do something. No one was making him. He wanted to do this. He would have to inquire about this later. Though he supposed that meant he may have to stick around a bit longer. It would be worth it though if he could take care of whoever this Trevor was.
There wasn't really time to think on much else at the moment. That is after the kiss he found Hubert suddenly started to weep. Though he first noted the tearful look in his eyes that that gave warning as he seemed to suddenly fling his arms around his neck. It caused him to frown a bit. Why was he crying now? Something else he had done no doubt. But he didn't think he had done anything thoughtless that time.
Maybe it was the kiss. He would have thought to ask however he was surprised when he found the youth coming to so suddenly by his face in his long midnight black hair that still revealed to have blue highlights in it while he clung on to him. There seemed to have been something said that was a bit muffled but he still understood it regardless. The words he heard he wondered if he heard correctly but then he had no doubt about it. What he heard was indeed what the boy was saying but did he mean it. There was only a second of consideration to that as the words had come with so much emotion to it how could it not be something he meant. There just didn't really seem to be any need to question it.
Apparently it seemed Hubert really wanted him to stay. He wanted him to kiss him again as well... Did he mean that? If so he would happily shower the boy with kisses in only the most chaste of ways as the youth didn't seem to really want anything more. But then he considered it again. He couldn't quite forget what made him upset. It was hard to focus on it though with what was going on. It was partially between the feeling of the wet tears coming through the shirt he wore, he was aware he was getting a bit wet here, and the words he was hearing.
Needless to say, he focused more on the words. It seemed the boy didn't think he wasn't telling the truth. He even came to apologize again towards upsetting him. Didn't he just tell him not to apologize to him? He had the right to say whatever he wanted to in his own home. He was something more of an uninvited guest in a way or more like unexpected. For he was invited in but his arrival wasn't planned. Well, not bu the boy at least. He had been planning to come to Earth for awhile now but that was something entirely different now.
That is to say he didn't think to consider his planning to come here and coming across the boy. He didn't plan anything after his arrival here. Things weren't suppose to be plan. He merely had a general idea of what he hoped for and he wasn't sure whether to think things went well now or not. But he didn't need to think on anything other then what was going on at the moment.
From what Lucifer gathered Hubert had a lack of friends. He wanted him to be a friend and he was scared. But of what. A question he would have asked if he didn't find himself momentarily stunned by a kiss given to him by the boy who seemed quite emotional at the moment. If he wasn't mistaken that kiss really held some emotion in as well. Something like passion if not exactly.
Did the boy really care for his presence so much? As far as he knew friends didn't kiss in such a manner. Oh, he really was quite cute. Whether or not he was smiling. Regardless of the scar he had. He supposed he may have just been a bit lucky to cross paths with him whether or not he was to leave soon which wasn't as an appealing thought as it was before.
Even after the kiss it seemed Hubert still had more to say. He found his teal gaze intently set upon the youth as he went on. He felt as if he could have spoke then, to give a reason or two as to what was said. Like why he kissed him. He didn't just do it because he could. That wasn't why he did things. Simply just because he could would make no sense. But it wasn't something to dwell on. Certainly not now. No he was caught up in what was being said.
Especially hearing what was whispered to him at the end. He just felt as if he could kiss the boy once more already and then again and perhaps even shower him with kisses as he thought. Though nothing too intimate. Just simple, chaste kisses that would express how he felt. It seemed ti be the only thing he could do to express how he felt. Just physical actions as he had nothing else. Maybe his words would help but he wasn't so sure on that. Even though the youth said he believed him. He supposed he was never quite good with words. He didn't often have to speak to express himself but perhaps it was something he needed to learn to do or to figure out.
It wasn't something that needed to be considered with what Lucifer thought to do himself now. Simply wrapping his arms around the boy here with a faint smile set upon his features. A faint smile that bloomed into a visibly full one. He really was overjoyed here. Not that the boy was crying but that he really cared so much about him being here. Though he had to ask himself why he cared and why it mattered what the boy thought of him. He already concluded that his opinion of him wouldn't matter whether positive or negative.
But here it had and he couldn't say he had anything to say on it that would come to justify his reasons for feeling the way he did on it or he had yet to think of the precise reason of it. Perhaps it was because it was quite the opposite of what he originally thought. Though it didn't change what he was or what he wanted, not saying he wanted sex from the boy because he was hungry though that part about being hungry couldn't be denied, but saying that what he said before was believed. That meant something to him as it seemed to have been what mainly bothered him or at least one of the things.
Now what could be said? With what the boy said and how he seemed to feel with him being about he momentarily forgot the entirety as to what upset him. It caused his full smile to fade to a mere faint one. He wasn't quiet upset as he was the first time around but he realized what had upset him more as he thought about it. The fact that Hubert thought so little of himself. The fact that there were people like this Trevor about who could make him thing negatively of himself. It all came to encourage him to take action as soon as he possibly could.
"Then I don't believe I shall be leaving as soon as I thought I would." That is before his ride came. Though he supposed he had gotten attached to the boy what could he say when it came time for him to go. Could he longer about? He wasn't sure. He really needed to think more on that bit.
"I would much prefer to reside with you anyways, simply to be in your presence where I can see that lovely face of yours and though I know you think negatively of your facial features I genuinely cherish all the positive and negative aspects of it." Hopefully that was understandable.
Hopefully he didn't doubt him and really could believe him even though they met the other day. Even though he was from a planet. Even though he had reasons he could give to doubt. He really hoped that that much could be taken in without a doubt. Without any question. Though he saw he might possibly do so.
If he was in the proper position to he would definitely kiss the boy again. Upon his crown with his golden curly hair, he did believe it was still so since he last saw it, upon his forehead, perhaps along his cheek, and finally upon his lips. Just to show how he felt.
How he really felt an endearing sort of affection for the boy even if he wasn't one hundred percent happy with what occurred most recently. With what happened upstairs and all. That reminded him though. He felt he should ask now even if it was a bit of a downer on the moment. He had to know. "Who is this Trevor you spoke of?" He hoped the boy did recall what he mentioned earlier.
"Does he live nearby, could you tell me where he resides or is located?" Of he so very much intended to make this human suffer if he laid his gaze upon him. If he came close enough to lay his fingers on him. He would use the fullest extent of his power to do just that. Besides the reasons he had already decided upon he had to release his anger on the situation somehow.
What better way to do so then that. He felt no sympathy or pity for someone who upset him like this and upset someone he couldn't deny he cared about to some extent. He had to get back at whoever this human was one way or another and he was only doing what was natural to him or what he was naturally capable of really.
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Post by clementine on Mar 13, 2009 1:30:23 GMT -5
Hubert blinked his eyes repeatedly for a few moments when he saw that Lucifer had broken out into a huge smile. He was so beautiful that Hubert wasn’t quite sure what so do. He couldn’t believe that someone to wonderfully gorgeous would have their hands around him. Hubert made a soft noise before doing the only thing he could in the situation. He smiled brightly back at Lucifer, feeling the tension from his emotional stress beginning to ebb.
The teen became increasingly happier after hearing what Lucifer had to say. It was like a big weight had been lifted off of his chest. Lucifer was staying. He wasn’t going anywhere for the moment and that made Hubert glad. He had been so afraid that the other would leave and he wasn’t sure what he would have done then. “I’m glad you still want to stay Lucifer.” Hubert replied with a smaller smile still a bit watery around the edges.
Hubert sniffled a little, wiping away the last of his tears, being to calm down in Lucifer’s arms. At least he would have been able to calm himself down if the other hadn’t complimented him on his looks again. The young teen blushed profusely, delighted. It seemed that the more Lucifer complimented him, the more used to the compliments he got. Hubert knew he should probably say something, thank the other perhaps, but there was no words to describe how Lucifer made him feel. So, instead of just talking, Hubert pressed the soft petal of his mouth against Lucifer’s, giving a man a another kiss of gratitude and affection. Although the kiss was still very chaste and shy, Hubert seemed to be getting used to kisses too. He wasn’t so tentative about kiss Lucifer on the mouth anymore.
Pulling back so he could look at Lucifer some more, Hubert touched the others face lightly with the tips of his fingers. He would have kissed the incubus again if the sudden question of Trevor hadn’t arisen.
“Oh, um…he’s just an upper classmen from school. I think he lives in the rich neighborhood I met you at. At least, I’m pretty sure he does.” Hubert answered Lucifer’s question, thoughtfully, without really thinking through what the other’s intentions could be. Even though Trevor tormented him, Hubert had never wished the other ill or wanted to hurt him in any way. It never occurred to him that anyone else would think differently on the matter.
Hubert was a little too preoccupied at the moment to think on Lucifer’s question much longer. He was too busy threading his fingers through Lucifer’s damp locks of black hair. Even wet, his hair was just so soft. The teen sighed softly, touching as much of Lucifer’s hair as much as could, soaking up the contact like a sponge.
“Would you still like to go somewhere to eat?” Hubert asked, looking at Lucifer intently, still pressed close. “I know you’re prolly hungry since I don’t think you ate anything yesterday, did you?"
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Post by Kago on Mar 13, 2009 10:15:44 GMT -5
Lucifer had to admit the boy here did indeed look ever so lovely with a smile upon his face. The way he smiled back at him so brightly was proof. If only he had something to keep this moment to look back on when he did decide to leave. That would have been perfect. But the best he could do right now was keep it in his memory. He would be sure not to forget. He couldn't see himself doing so with this boy. He couldn't help but feel happy at such thoughts as well. It seemed that things so far hadn't brought the boy down like before.
Though he didn't quite take it as something he had done to hurt him on purpose. He would never. He had no reason to. He doubted he would. Such thoughts had no meaning though. He banished the thought or thoughts really. Only wanting to focus on the present situation.
It was quite a relief to see the boy seemed to stop crying. He still thought he was really quite cute when he blushed. To see his face darken due to his words that he supposed had to have been the cause. It was simply a compliment he honestly thought. One that got such a reaction. A reaction he couldn't say he disliked. But not one that would make him do anything to get. He would just see such expressions if anything he did further along inspired it. He could look forward to that. He didn't think it would be so hard to bring out either at this rater. He might have thought on it a bit but then he was surprised once more by the kiss he was given. A kiss upon the lips. It was a chaste one and clearly shy.
Oh how so very like the boy he had in his arms. It caused the smile he wore at the moment to linger about longer or have more reason to be there as the whole situation seemed to be one to smile at. How unexpected was this though. Very. Though he could recall scarcely a handful of kisses he had been given by the boy. There was one in the kitchen then this one. He remembered first kissing him here in what seemed to be the similar spot he had this morning.
How hadn't he noticed that. But he was confusing himself. That is he meant to count just how many kisses Hubert had given him and not his given. But looking back at it now he didn't think it mattered. He just enjoyed kissing the cute human before him or whatever he was. Seeing that he still had some suspicions with his uncle looking so much like a Sensoforian and then there were his eyes. His eyes. He wasn't sure what to think on them but dwelling on it seemed to ruin the moment so he momentarily pushed it from his mind. All he needed to think about was his time here with the boy and nothing more. Well, for the most part that would be it.
It was unexpected to feel the boys fingers seeming to trace about his face. He didn't have a problem with him touching him and still didn't so it was welcomed. He gave little thought to it now though. Especially with the fact his question seemed to be one about to be answered. So that neighborhood he had been in earlier. That was where he needed to go. That was where he would ind the boy. If he was going to school he could be nothing but. Well, regardless of his age he would show no mercy or pity. Not that he intended to physically raise a hand against this Trevor.
No, luckily he had his kinds ability to play off off. He would surely make this boy regret even letting the thought of hurting Hubert in any manner cross his mind. He just had to figure out when he could go there. As soon as possible. That was what he wanted. He could retrace his steps but he wondered if the youth here could show him the way to that neighborhood again. He'd ask, just not right at the moment.
Lucifer briefly became lost in thought on what would sort of be a plan of indirect revenge. That was what it was, wasn't it? He was getting this Trevor back for hurting Hubert. For making him think badly of himself. For making his time here on this planet even momentarily unpleasant. It seemed completely justified for him. So much he was far from being upset about the matter. Not to say he wasn't. He wouldn't forgive this human for doing whatever it was he did.
He wouldn't forgive any human. He had no connection with them. No one in specific he knew. The only person he had even the slightest bit of anything with was Hubert. The only being on this planet he really knew to any extent. Wouldn't it make sense to do this because of that. He had been so kind of him, so sweet, so innocent, ever so tempting...which wasn't exactly a positive thing but it couldn't be helped he supposed.
Although honestly, with his reasons as to why he did it, were a bit selfish. Though almost anything with personal reason could be thought of as selfish. He was doing it because he was upset in the matter. But he wouldn't have bee upset if the boy wasn't upset. If Hubert hadn't been hurt in manner. Speaking of being hurt how did he get that scar. He had yet to ask. He wanted to. But he didn't dare with all that happened.
For now he would leave it be. Perhaps he could ask his uncle when he cam back. But that was getting off track with his current set of thoughts. The main point here, regardless of his reasons whether selfish or not, he was nothing but pleased with his decision and felt nothing but happiness with the boy. Well, that was the most positive emotion that stood over everything else he felt now. He was really quite looking forward to taking care of things. So much he barely felt the action of the boy messing with his hair. Not that he would have minded even if he had. He just enjoyed the look he seemed to have, still appearing to be in a good mood.
The question came up unexpectedly though if he recalled correctly the subject was brought up earlier. If he wanted something to eat. Like the breakfast that was ruined. He had forgotten about this. Between going to take a shower and how upset he had been with the boys words and at him a bit as well as the overall situation in a way he couldn't think to focus on that. It really mattered very little at the time.
But since it seemed he wasn't leaving and he was staying, thinking to do this and that, he was reminded he was still hungry. In that way one wanted to eat something edible. Something in the form of food. "That's right I didn't really eat anything the other day." He considered that he probably should have before he touched down on the planet but he hadn't. "I would very much like to do just that." He meant going out and getting something to eat. But that wasn't all that was on his mind.
He also wanted to pay a visit to that other boy mentioned. This one named Trevor. Perhaps he could go see him as well. He hoped so. The thought caused him to once again smile in a full manner. Not just a faint one but a wide smile that really seemed to show he was really happy about something. He was of course mainly happy to have Hubert but also he liked his little idea to see that other human as well.
"Is there any chance we would pass through that rich neighborhood on our way out." Lucifer already seemed to be assuming the would be going somewhere. Wouldn't they be? He had no reason to think otherwise. Just thinking on it had him quite excited. Like how a child would be about to do something they've been wanting for a long time. That's how much he seemed to look forward to it.
Its something that also inspired his next action. Once again he thought to kiss the boy. He was close enough so there was no need to make any unnecessary movements. All he did was move to kiss him upon the lips. It was just a somewhat lingering kiss though as he didn't move back as quickly as before when he finally did come to draw back from it. But as he did so he had a smile set upon his lips.
"I think I was really quite lucky to come across someone like you." He meant that and he spoke with his expression remaining the same. Still looking happy and quite pleased. He had thought a bit differently earlier but now he was back to thinking that he hadn't come to the wrong place as he may have thought.
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