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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Aug 21, 2008 20:31:01 GMT -5
Rosaic yawned as he stretched and shifted back, walking around for a bit until he found his clothing and put it on. He didn't even find his shirt.
He fixed his hair, pulling it back in a low ponytail, he yawned as he made a sound. He then proceeded to stretch again and walked to the door.
Rosaic then opened the door and smiled softly at Mao. He smiled softly as he leaned to the side to allow the merman in, "Hello again, Mao." He said with a soft purr.
He then realized he was shirtless, he hoped that the male didn't say anything about it. He had fallen asleep on the rug and was dying to do that again sometime. He scratched his abs, the rock hard lean abs that he had made from his work around the stall, keeping Sheila happy and his running.
He was told once that he had the most wonderful abs to stroke though that thought disturbed him. He looked at Mao as he closed the door beside him as the merman came in.
"Welcome to my humble abode. We Zercans aren't much into florishing things. Though I'm happy that I have a bit of money left to buy the furniture." He said as he said on a couch to enfasize his point. He sighed, "What do you think?"
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Post by Kago on Aug 21, 2008 21:14:23 GMT -5
Mao smiled upon seeing Rosiac open the door. He was quick to move in upon seeing he had moved aside to allow him to. But not without noticing his rather amazing physique. Not only was this Zercan tall but he seemed to keep in shape and though he didn't take note of this before he found he appeared quite...handsome. He believe that was the right term to use.
Coming inside and stopped after taking a few steps in he kept his gaze resting on Rosiac. He supposed he shouldn't but his thoughts wandered on his appearance and for a moment he considered touching the Zercan along his chest and down it a bit to feel what was blatantly displayed before him. However those thoughts cause a very faint blush to appear upon his cheeks so he looked down for a moment but he still wore the faint smile.
Being lost in thought for a moment he barely noted their surroundings. It was only as the tall Zercan announced or rather simply spoke about his home did he look around. "Oh, I must say it's wonderful just the way he is." He spoke with a faint smile as he looked at Rosiac with his faint blush still lingering on his cheeks for a bit longer before it was gone.
"I thank you for welcoming me into your home." He spoke looking around a bit more before looking at Rosiac with his dark lavender eyes. He momentarily forgot about his still somewhat wet hair that clung to his skin a bit. The ride here on the gramba had dried him somewhat but he was still a little wet elsewhere as well. "I want to thank you once more for helping me so much." He did really appreciate it.
"You didn't really have to help me like you did so far." Mao added this as he wondered if there was something he could do in return now. "If there is anything I can do to return your kindness, please don't hesitate to mention it." He wasn't to sure what else he could say or do on that now.
Looking at the Zercan again, although he found he was kind so far, he wondered how he did not keep thinking him an intimidating figure. He did after all tower over him but for some reason he felt at ease around him.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Aug 22, 2008 20:12:29 GMT -5
Rosaic smiled as he shook his head, "You don't have to do anything if you don't want to. Though I don't know what you could do to repay that help." He made a sound in contentment.
He noticed the looks that he was getting from Mao and he flushed a little. It felt nice though to have his figure admired. He leaned forward and made a slight purring sound, "I didn't do it because I had to. I did it because I WANTED to."
He also admired Mao, looking at the slightly wet hair that was clinging to his neck. It drove Rosaic mad that he could not reach out and pet the other male, or anything loving. He then made a soft sigh as he though again about the fact that the man before him was most likely in love with the water than him.
Rosaic smiled softly as he spoke, "Though this is probably nothing compaired to the large spaces you used to live in, is it not?"
Rosaic let out a small sigh, as he fell into a slight depression. There was no running now and he had to face the facts. For one, his mate didn't know that he was Rosaic's other half and it was killing the cat man. Two, Mao was a merman, traveling and visiting here. There was nothing to keep him from leaving to go home. Besides why would he stay? Third, Mao loved the water more. It was his home and Rosaic loved to race.
Rosaic wondered if fate hated him for something. There seemed no way to agree. Rosaic sighed again as he closed his eyes, "Ugh." He rubbed his temples as he tried to relax the burning pain in his hurt from the thought of the male leaving.
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Post by Kago on Aug 22, 2008 22:20:48 GMT -5
Mao supposed he was glad to hear it wasn't necessary for him to pay back the Zercan but still. He would have liked to do something in return for his services though he would admit he had little on him that would be worth anything. "Well. I'd like to try and think of something." If he could come up with something he didn't see why he couldn't still do something at a later time.
He certainly wasn't expecting Rosiac's next comment. It was nice to know he wasn't forced to help him and actually was being helpful because he wanted to. Not like he could have or would have made him do anything he didn't want to. "That's very kind of you." He was simply referring to the fact that he helped someone who was very much a stranger and an off-worlder to add to that. He really had to be a kind person to go out of his way like that.
The thought that Mao was lucky enough to come across this kind Zercan put a smile one his features. Looking down at the Zercan from where he stood he couldn't help but wonder if there was any particular reason he chose to help him but then whether or not that was the case he was grateful either way. He really needed to think of a way to repay his kindness.
Hearing the question referring to what he was normally use to had him considering his planet and home.It did have more water then this planet so he couldn't deny that. "It's still fairly nice though and I must admit I can't dislike any form of water." Really, regardless of how it compared to his planet he liked it either way.
"Although I know I thanked you before I really must thank you again for guiding me there." Really, it was quite obvious he was very grateful for Rosiac's assistance. Now if only he could think of something he could do or get to show the Zercan exactly how grateful he was. That simply being that he did want to do something but not just anything.
Mao realized he was quite clueless on what it was that Zercans were interested in. He just knew so far that this Zercan liked to race. But he hadn't a clue how to work with that. He was a simple Merman and he had no clue about racing. Well, certainly not on land and in the manner the Zercan here liked. Perhaps there was something else.
"Is there anything else besides racing that interests you?" Mao hoped it was alright to ask that question. He didn't have any other way of finding out about this Zercan unless there was someone else he could talk to.
Mao hadn't missed the sound Rosiac made as he saw he closed his eyes and appeared to rub his temple. "Is there something wrong?" A look of concern was visibly apparent on the Mermans features especially the worried look his dark lavender eyes held. He wasn't fond of the thought that the Zercan could have any problems.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Aug 25, 2008 18:00:42 GMT -5
"It's nothing." He lied as he stopped rubbing his temples, instead keeping his hands close to his body. He thought for a minute before he answered, "Well I like to write and read...as well as do crafts with my hands."
He smiled, "I am sometimes called the 'gentle giant', so it doesn't suprise me that you would say that." He sighed as he looked to the side as he muttered, "Still feel like a freak though. A lonely mateless freak."
He stood as he walked to the kitchien. He sighed as he pulled out some food. He threw some meat onto a pan and turned on the stove as he put on his bandana again. He looked over at Mao, looking over the curves of the male before he smiled, "Do you want anything?"
He finished the meat and slid it onto another plate, making pleanty for him and Mao. He looked at Mao, noticing the webbed hands. He cocked his head as he smiled, so that's why he assumed I knew. He sat at the table and motioned for the other male to sit. He then started to eat, slowly while he thought.
The pain that was throbbing in his heart was almost too heart to handle. He wanted to just pounce the boy and do as the beast wanted. To claim and make love to the boy. But alas, Mao didn't know about Zercan things and he didn't know that he was mated. Hell he didn't even react to anything that Rosaic did. It was just too depressing.
"So how long did you plan on staying to tour?" He asked politely as he tried to hold back the ache. He wanted to run away...something he contantly did. He sighed as he looked at Mao, trying to commit every color, every curve, everything about the male.
He was just going to go mad like all Zercans talked about some did when the found their mate had mated someone else. He sighed as he rubbed his temples again, laying down his half eaten sandwich to rub his temples with both hands. He closed his eyes, this was hard. Almost too hard to bear. But he would do it if it made his mate happy.
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Post by Kago on Aug 25, 2008 18:58:08 GMT -5
Mao gave a slight nod upon hearing how Rosiac answered. He however still found himself concerned. He didn't know why though. He had no reason given not to believe the Zercan. He thought to make a mental note of all he heard he liked to do. It was certainly something good to know.
"I imagine you must be very good with your hands." He spoke this with a faint smile. He didn't really know what he could do to show his thanks to the Zercan yet. He knew what he liked to do now. The question he had to ask himself was what he could do with this new information.
He was considering this when he heard Rosiac speak again referring to what he had said about his looks. So, it seemed he had a nickname of sorts. "I see, well I would think it suits you with how kind you see." He really made an example of the saying he recalled hearing that looks could be deceiving. He thought he heard Rosiac say something else but he didn't really hear it clearly. If he had said anything at all.
He saw when Rosiac moved off towards the kitchen and remained where he was just thinking to wait for him to return. He heard his question and thought over it for a moment. Did he want anything. "I suppose I could go for something but really I'm alright, thank you for asking thought." He thought it very considerate he would ask such a question. He tried to say he would accept something if he would give him something but if he didn't then it certainly wasn't a bother.
He caught the motion made by Rosiac and moved to sit with him at the table. He saw he started eating and he looked at him thoughtfully for a moment. "Are you sure everything is alright?" He frowned a bit as he asked with a slightly concerned look. He didn't know why he was stressing over the question again. He was just bothered a bit, well more then a bit, by this situation perhaps. Although there was nothing wrong here. At least not something blatantly obvious to him He just knew that there was something he couldn't place his finger on or something he didn't know.
Perhaps he was just imagining things. That was possible, wasn't it? He would have thought on this a but more but then he heard the question asked by Rosiac. "I'm not really sure, I don't have an exact amount of time, I imagine I'll be here for awhile though." That was if nothing went wrong. That is something that would make him want to leave.
Really, he couldn't brush aside this feelings of concern for the Zercan. He didn't know why when he barely knew the Zercan. He had only met him today. Yet it seemed he cared even though he had said it was nothing. If he said that then he shouldn't pry and yet he still felt the need to ask. He still wanted to know if anything was really wrong.
"I know it may not be any of my business but I'm...concerned...about you." He was trying to say he was worried although he was a bit...unsure about saying any of this. "Are you feeling ill?" He had noted he rubbed his temples and he sighed more then he would think normal in the amount of time they were together or perhaps he was just like that. He wasn't sure but he wanted to find out.
"Won't you tell me if there's something wrong?" A faint frown appeared on his features as his dark lavender eyes held an obvious look of concern. "I'm sorry I know it isn't any of my business." He still wanted to know but he wanted to apologize for prying.
Perhaps he was a bother, that could be it, he could leave him be for now. But he found he wasn't so fond of that thought. He didn't know why he felt that way, perhaps it was because he didn't know if anyone would be so kind to him. If he was told to go then he would. He couldn't go getting attached to someone who didn't want him around.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Aug 28, 2008 19:27:40 GMT -5
Rosaic looked through his fingers, "Hm...I'd rather you not worry about it." Especially if your going to leave here. He placed his hands on the table, "Do you like it here so far?"
Rosaic liked to hear the male's voice, it was calming and peacful. Oh yeah, he was defenatly going to fall apart of the male left his planet.
Rosaic stretched as he made a sound, well this was interesting, his death was to be by his mate. And his mate most likely didn't feel a damn thing.
Rosaic laid his head on the table as he yawned, "So what was it like, on your old planet, was it beautiful. I've heard so many storys of the planet. I wanted to go with my dad when he went but he died before I got the chance."
He didn't know really why he was telling Mao that, other than to see if it would convince the male of something, though what he was not sure. Rosaic sighed as he stood up again and came back with a book.
He opened the book and looked in it for the page on Mao's home planet. He smiled as he shifted the book around, "Is it as beautiful as the book shows? Though if you want my opinion they did a horrible job covering the merman. None of them were as beautiful as you."
Rosaic smiled as he looked at the book fondly, "You may look through it if you like. But please be careful it's all I have left of my giver."
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Post by Kago on Aug 28, 2008 20:04:27 GMT -5
Mao hadn't really gotten an answer confirming his thoughts. How could he not worry about it? If there was anything he could figure from the response he got was that there was something wrong but he wasn't suppose to worry about it. He briefly bit his bottom lip a bit, careful not to do so too hard or he just might cut his own lip doing doing so, considering he took the answer also telling him he shouldn't bother to ask. Not that those were the words said but he might as well not ask again.
He didn't think it was his presence here that was a problem. Or was it. Perhaps the Zercan was too kind to mention it as he had described himself to be the gentle type even though he did appear intimidating with how he towered over him.
Perhaps he was thinking too much into this. He couldn't ignore the question asked towards whether he liked it here or not?
"Oh, so far I have no reason not to." He managed a smile as he looked at the tall Zercan. "I don't know if I would be saying that if I hadn't met you though." Really, he didn't think his stay would have been anywhere near as pleasant so far without his help so far.
Mao kept his gaze on the Zercan to hear and see him stretch. He still couldn't help but wonder what was going on though he told himself now not to ask regardless of whether he would not come to ask again.
Hearing the question asked about his home planet he had to take a moment to think. It was just unexpected with his current set of thoughts still on the Zercan. He might have come to say something but he was silent as he simply listened to what the Zercan had to say. He couldn't help but frown as he felt something towards the mention of hearing Rosiac's dad died.
This information was really quite unexpected seeing as how Mao certainly did not come to expect such conversations with the Zercan. "I would not have thought you had interest in my planet." Really, he wasn't sure whether to think a Zercan would care to see his home world or not. It really had him curious to know what Rosiac was like when he was a child though. Then again he hadn't really been told it was when he was a child. For all he knew he could have been an adult. Still the thought came to mind and he wondered for a moment.
It was yet another surprise to see Rosiac get up and come back with a book. Seeing the books pages opened by the Zercan he simply stared at it as he saw him sift through the pages to come to a particular page that seemed to speak of his home planet. Hearing the question asked he took a close look at what he could see. He wouldn't think the book really would be able to show how truly beautiful he thought his planet to be. It was what Rosiac said about the Merman and his own looks that caused a slight red int to set itself upon his cheeks. Really, he didn't know about that but he appreciated the complement.
"I think it does a fairly nice job, however I don't think it gets everything." He really thought one had to see it for themselves to know. "If you are still interested in going there, perhaps we can go together sometime." He almost spoke as if he didn't intend to go back himself at some point. He still hadn't decided upon the exact date though so for all he knew he may go and Rosiac could decide to go at the at point in time. He could really only hope. Even with thoughts of his home, being nice and all, he still liked the thought of remaining with the Zercan.
Hearing what Rosiac said next had Mao looking down at the book with a soft if not thoughtful look set on his features. "Of course, I'd be very careful." To think this belonged to Rosiac's giver. If h were to touch it he would only be sure to be very careful with its pages.
"I thank you for showing me this." He looked back up at the Zercan with yet another smile showing. He did so appreciate seeing a picture of his home when he was on some foreign world. He wondered if anything was mentioned of Zerca in the book. Then again he had no clue as he did not know the title or what the book was mainly about. Right now, he really would have loved to know about about this planet and all it had to offer. Maybe in the process he could find something to show his gratitude to Rosiac.
Although it seemed as if the earlier subject he brought up was forgotten he couldn't help but wonder. Maybe he could push the subject a bit but then perhaps it was a bad idea to. He didn't want to get on the Zercan's bad side when he had been so nice to him. Really, he found himself very much loathing the thought of being thought negatively by the Zercan.
"Are you absolutely sure it's nothing for me to worry about?" What a stupid question he asked or so he said to himself after speaking. Of course he would say it was not. "I mean, regardless I'd still like to hear." He hadn't at all been given a hint as to what this could possibly be about. All he knew was that he hated, that was always a negative strong word in his opinion, the thought of knowing something was wrong but not knowing exactly what it was.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Aug 30, 2008 15:58:23 GMT -5
Rosaic smiled as he heard that he was a main reason the male liked the planet, that was great to hear from his mate. "I'm glad to hear that I am a reason you like it here so far."
He watched the other male as he looked through the book, "I like to learn about things. I want to know a little bit about other places, so that I know I am not stuck here. Besides, I was curious about other planets since I was little. My father loved that about me. He wanted me to take over the business but that didn't happen. Not that I mind, as a writer I do really well."
He chuckled as he saw the other blush at the complement, but sobered at the thought of Mao letting Rosaic tag along with him as he went home. Rosaic smiled softly, "That sounds lovely but I'm afraid that wouldn't be wise on my part." As in the pain would be too much to bear when I had to leave for home. I don't belong on that beautiful place. Rosaic though dully as he sighed, the pain shot through him agian as he looked to the side.
He did however shoot his head back quickly at the male asking his problem. He sighed as he laid his head in his hand, "It's a Zercan issue."
He put his father's book back on the shelf as he sighed, "If you want to try and guess what my problem is I will let you. I have a book here that will help you."
He laid another book on the table as he made a weak smile, "I used to be industrious. I wrote down all I know about our planet and our costums. I was planning on getting it published but I never did."
He looked at a clock on the wall, "Well, I going to feed Sheila, she's going to be a bit pissy if I don't." He then added as an afterthought, "I'll be back in ten or twenty minutes, depending on how much of a brat she wants to be." Then he walked out of the house to the stables.
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Post by Kago on Aug 30, 2008 19:18:31 GMT -5
Mao didn't really think he could come up with another reason he liked this planet so far. Though he did like the view he had seen of the planet so far he only got to see it because of Rosiac.
Hearing what Rosiac said towards wanting to learn about things he had given a slight nod as he cast his gaze up at him for a moment before looking back down at the book.He was surprised to hear his father had a business. "What did he do?" He didn't know if he had mentioned it already. If he had he certainly would feel foolish but he was curious to know.
He was also curious about hearing the the Zercan here was a writer. "What kind of things do you write exactly?" Of course he was curious to know. He wondered if it would be possible to read anything that was written by the Zercan here. He would have liked that.
Mao had to admit he was disappointed to hear that Rosiac didn't seem to have interest in coming with him. Well, not that he worded it like that. It just seemed that way. Or perhaps it was he was too busy to come along. That was understandable. It was that or he saw no reason to come along with someone he wasn't very fond of.
What was this Zercan issue. Mao wonderd this with a faint frown as he watched the reaction Rosiac had. There he had sighed yet again. If it was stated as a Zercan issue, should he not say anymore on it? It was unfortunate he knew so little of Zercans or Zerca for that matter.
Dark lavender eyes remained on Rosiac as he saw he took the book he had been looking at. While hearing him mention he had a book that would help him guess if he wanted to. Well, he assumed the book had information.
He found his gaze soon set down on another book placed before him. If he had to guess then he would give it a try. He really did want to know what was going on so he had no choice in the matter really. "I see." He spoke towards what he heard about getting the book published but not really having done so.
He was grateful now that he had this book to help. He was already opening it took see if he could figure out what was going on.
While doing so he did hear Rosiac speak towards feeding the creature he believed was called a gramba. "Alright, I'll see you when you return then." He spoke with a faint smile as he looked at the Zercan to see him leave.
Now that he was alone he could go back to looking at the book. Surely he would see what was going on when he looked through all of this.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Sept 2, 2008 18:05:58 GMT -5
Rosaic smiled at the interest of the other male. He smiled at his mate, "My father used to be a cargo pilot. He wasn't the best but not the worse. As for me...I write romance. I'm a bit of a hopeless romanic. I can't help myself." He walked out to the stables as he sighed, letting the cheerful facade fall. He looked at the gramba as he brushed her.
He then threw some food in with her and started to brush her. He smiled as he finished, letting Sheila out to paster. He needed to buy another gramba in case Mao needed it. He sighed as he looked at the sky. He needed to be away from the pain of his mate for a bit. He then walked inside and walked back into the kitchen where his unknowing mate would innterrigate him.
The ache in his heart was killing him, with every beat, he felt more depressed. He looked at Mao, his orange eyes looked onto the other male with a soft gaze. He wanted to pet the male, touch him, show him that everything was well and that they were made for each other. The beast in him roared for the claiming. He bit his lip...with each moment it was becoming harder not to claim the male. He didn't want any challeges.
He smiiled at his little mate, the male with his wonderful searching eyes. The look in Mao's eyes was facinating, inlightening. He loved to look at the other. A soft smile graced Rosaic's lips as he looked knowingly at his mate, "And what would you like to guess first?"
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Post by Kago on Sept 2, 2008 18:45:48 GMT -5
Mao gave a slight nod to the information he had been given. Hearing Rosiac answer his question asked. He imagined it made sense that his father did something that included traveling with what he said before. It was very interesting to hear that Rosiac had said towards what he was. He wasn't sure he could picture that simply by looking at him but he could see already looks were deceiving here. It was with that in mind he could fully believe what he heard here. He merely smiled at the thought of such and noted that Rosiac had left.
With the Zercan gone he had his attention looking over the book. He had to figure out what was going on through this if it was 'Zercan Issue.' He looked over a little of each subject or different hing he came across. Seeing as how he was looking for something to help him here he found himself slightly impatient not knowing how much time he had. Although he didn't think he was in a rush he really did want to figure this out quickly.
Indeed it seemed the book held exactly what Rosiac had said. Really, he couldn't say he knew most if any of what he was reading now. It made him more so interested in learning about Rosiac. He really thought it would have been easier if he told him this 'Zercan Issue' but this had to mean something. He at least got to learn a bit more in the process.
Mao wasn't sure when Rosiac walked back in. All he had his attention focused on was the book. Even with what he was reading he really had no idea why the Zercan seemed so down. Perhaps that was the keyword here. If that was the case then perhaps he had already come across what he was looking for. But that made no sense at all.
What Mao's dark lavender eyes looked over was what seemed to be written about mates. He really didn't see how that applied here. Sure, it did mention something that could possibly be bothering the Zercan. But did that mean he had his mate about somewhere or maybe he was entirely wrong. He thought on it a bit more unsure of it all though he thought he had some idea. Still, it all seemed far too out there.
Mao only looked up upon hearing the Zercan speak. "Oh I suppose I have a relatively good idea at what I want to guess at." He spoke, still unsure but he would go from subject to subject here if he had been wrong. However, it made more sense to go with the choice that seemed more closely related.
"It wouldn't happen to do with yourself and someone in particular, does it?" He spoke, pausing for a moment before thinking to add. "I mean, I'm guessing it does with what I read in this book you've provided." He spoke, now wondering if he had been correct or mistaken.
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Sept 8, 2008 19:06:11 GMT -5
Rosaic froze as he sighed softy, "Yes. It has to do with someone else." He looked to the side as he made a soft sound, "They do not want me as I do them." He looked up at the other, his eyes soft but not givening anything away. Mao was more intreged than he gave the other credit for. He didn't want Mao to think that it was all his fault. The merman didn't know the Zercan ways and that in itself was driving him mad. The little male could leave any day and Rosaic would be left in the dust. The older male sighed softly, time to be brave.
Rosaic looked into the other's eyes, as he spoke again, "The pain in my heart is more than a mere ache." He held his hand over his aching heart, the organ thudding in a painful rhytm as he looked to the side again sadly. It was enough to drive him insane now. The beast clawing at his insides and roaring to claim the other. Rosaic sighed again, speaking, "Nothing I can do about it though, whatever makes them happy is what I will do. Even if it kills me or drives me over the edge. As it such a part of Zercan life." He made a sound as he looked at the other, he rubbed his temples. So he was the only one feeling the affects.
The beast roared again, and Rosaic outwardly flinched. Fangs burst into his mouth as he struggled to keep the beast down. He sighed, "I don't usually lose my composer like this. I am sorry. Bit of a drawback on being a cat man." He shook a little before he calmed again, his body seeming to sigh. He looked at the other as he made a sound, "I'm going to lie down for the night. You may sleep on the bed if you like. I hear the rug calling me."
He shifted again as he trotted off and laid on the rug, being careful of his thoughts for the moment.
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Post by Kago on Sept 8, 2008 20:34:51 GMT -5
Mao couldn't help but frown as he heard what the Zercan said. So, this was someone elses fault. He thought that was horrible. Well, the fact that another could possibly purposely do something that would bring harm to this nice Zercan. He wasn't thinking he had been the cause though although he did briefly consider it. It wasn't a final decision. Still, he couldn't shake the feeling he had something to do with it. Whether it was because he was here or because he should leave he wasn't sure but he did wish he could find out. What did he have to do in order to be sure without assuming the wrong thing?
Dark lavender orbs couldn't help but look concerned if not worried at what he heard Rosiac say.He really did find himself feeling bad about this. Though he wasn't sure if it was because he felt bad for the Zercan or because there was another reason. "I really don't think that's right." He spoke in a low tone as he looked at Rosiac. He wanted to say that one shouldn't come to suffer so much for another.
Although he could understand how some might be willing to give something else for another he just didn't like the idea of Rosiac going through that kind of pain. But who was he to say such. Just a stranger that showed up. It was why he didn't bother to say anymore on the subject. Even if he felt he really did want to do something about this. It just sounded like it was a Zercan thing.
However, taking into consideration who this person could be he wondered if it was another about or him. As far as he recalled he had seen no other about and Rosiac had seemed just fine earlier. Did that mean he was the cause of this? But, if that was the case then what did this mean?
Well, he didn't really need that question answered. After all he had read the book here or at least the bit concerning the subject that had come to mind about him having a possible mate. Perhaps he should have taken a chance to as that instead of asking about something so vaguely.
Of course he only managed a nod at hearing what Rosiac said to him although he was all the more concerned with the flinch he noticed. Was it so bad? He didn't know what to expect. Could he do anything and would it matter if he did offer to. "Alright..." He really couldn't manage to think to say much right now as he considered what just occurred. He should probably thank the Zercan for letting him use his bed. Perhaps if he did get some rest himself he could see things a little different. Perhaps he was mistaken with everything he had assumed an this had nothing to do with him. He really would hope that was the case. Not because he wanted to leave, noting what he read, but because he didn't want to be the cause of any pain towards Rosiac.
With his most recent thought he moved to close the book only after looking over the part speaking of mates one more time. After the book was closed he unconsciously bit his bottom lip a bit while considering everything. He really needed to do something. He had to. In order to make the Zercan feel better. But by what it said in the book only having ones mate could do that or was he mistaken.
These thoughts seems to plague him for the time being as he sat where he was now letting his gaze look down at the book before him but he did nothing but stare. Not really quite looking at what lay before him. While thinking so much into the current subject he had continued to bite his lip and accidentally pressed down a bit too hard causing him to pierce the skin and cause a bit of blood to appear. Just what he needed. He really needed to be more careful. He was rather quick to lick his own lips or rather the spot he seemed to cut with his teeth. Really, he should have noticed what he was doing. He just couldn't help but wonder what he was to do now.
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Shikokudarkstar
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Instead of trying to capture your heart; I tried to set it free
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Post by Shikokudarkstar on Sept 20, 2008 20:31:26 GMT -5
((Short but hey it works.))
Rosaic sighed as he felt his mate's emotions from the other room. He debated what to do. He sighed as he walked partly back, sitting at the doorway as he watched the other. His cat eyes seemed to follow the other male. Rosaic sighed, his beast clawing at him, harder to ignore as a cheetah. He made a sound as he nuzzled the other, making the other pet his head.
Does it bother you? How we live with another so soully? He asked as he looked at the other. A soft purr like chirp comming from his throat. He nuzzled the other as he made a soft sound.
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