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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2006 23:37:18 GMT -5
"Celrie..." he whimpered, and instantly burried his face in the vampire's shoulder, clinging to him. "I---I can't see him...I can't ever see him again, and I'll never have anyone, ever...I'm...I'm...I hate myself." His voice wavered, obviously having been crying and trying not to continue. "Th---that man...at the club....he...he..." He broke down. "Xemas will hate me!! I'm a whore, I know it!! And now there's proof!! I'll have to carry his dirty child for the rest of my life, and lok at his damned kid's face forever!!"
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2006 23:43:31 GMT -5
"Whoa...hey, hey shhh.." The vampire shifted and held his friend, stroking the mans hair, trying to calm him. "Xemas couldn't ever hate you. He's been one miserable incubus without you to talk to. Now what's this about a child?" He squeezed Ssitris, noticing that his clothes didn't hang off of him as much.
"You're pregnant? Ssitris, hey, you're not a whore. It happens. You were raped, you did nothing wrong." He pet the mans stomach, rocking him gently. "The baby....no, don't think of it like that sweaty. Don't hurt yourself like this.." The vampire was suprised that Ssitris was pregnant, shocked, even if he didn't show it. Celrie wondered, vaguely, how Xemas would react.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2006 23:45:51 GMT -5
He sniffled, "Then how should I....? I'm...I'm so confused...and...I don't want it but I can't just...just get rid of it..." He curled up closer.
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Ryle sighed a bit and sat back on the couch, M'lon taking a seat next to him and leaning his head back.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2006 23:51:46 GMT -5
Celrie bit his lip before taking Ssitris hand, placing it on the mans stomach so he could feel. "Think of it this way. That baby is yours, not his. He has no claim on you, so he has no claim on your child. It's a part of you Ssitris, and as long as you let it, it can make you happy." He smiled, even if the Jshiko couldn't see it, and wrapped arms around him again.
"The babes not at fault for the folly of his father. He's not to blame. So keep him, raise him as if he is yours alone." He ran fingers through blonde hair, soothing the man. "Don't be upset sweaty. No one hates you for this, no one. I know Xemas won't, and I don't. M'lon and Ryle still love you."
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Xemas sighed, patience wearing thin and shifted, closing his eyes.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2006 23:54:02 GMT -5
He sniffled, calming down finally and nodding slightly. "Okay..." he croaked. "...c---can you help me...tell Xemas...?" he asked timidly. "I don't want to do it...I don't know how...especially after I was so mean to him..."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2006 23:56:42 GMT -5
He smiled and nodded. "Of course. I'll go get him and we'll tell him together. Dry your eyes and get a light on. He'll end up killing himself walking in," he chuckled and squeezed Ssitris once more before standing, gracefully moving to the door.
"He's alright now," he murmured to Ryle and M'lon. "Xemas, he'd like to speak to you now." Xemas jumped up, following hsi friend like a lost puppy. Finally!
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2006 23:58:30 GMT -5
Ssitris wiped at his eyes and cheeks, hiding the trash can of tissues under his bed and clicking on the bedside light. Then...he merely sat and waiting nervously for Celrie to return with Xemas.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 9, 2006 0:03:12 GMT -5
Celrie opened the door and Xemas eagerly entered, not even caring when the vampire followed him in, closing the door. "Ssitris!" He sounded like a little kid and walked over, smiling soflty. He'd mastered that in the week and a half they'd been away. "I have so many things to tell you, but first, how're you feeling?" Celrie sat down beside the man, rubbing Ssitris' arm.
"That's what we need to talk about first Xemas, and then i'll let you two to sort out your argument." The incubus' brow furrowed and he looked between them, confused.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 9, 2006 0:05:31 GMT -5
He bit his lower lip, gnawing on it for a while as his fingers played with a loose thread on his blanket. ".....X...xemas...I---I..." He looked over at Celrie, desperate for help already. What could he say? How was he supposed to say it to the person he cared about most, expecially after their argument? And the boy seemed so happy....
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 9, 2006 0:11:12 GMT -5
Celrie reached and squeezed his hand, reassuring him. "Xemas...come sit down.." The incubus grabbed a chair from the desk and swung it around, sitting on it backwards.
"Alright...i'm sitting. Now what?" Celrie sighed and scratched his ear.
:It's important so...don't start screaming or swearing. Ssitris is....pregnant." Xemas sat, shocked and dumbfounded, wanting to...to.....to do nothing. He didn't know how to react, what to say to that.
"Oh....uh....I mean....wow," he chuckled nervously. "That's....that's a lot to take on all at once....Does he know who's it is?"
"Xemas!" Celrie gave him a dirty look and the incubus put his hands up.
"I didn't mean it that way and you know it....I just....you're sure?" He leveled his blue gaze at Ssitris.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 9, 2006 0:14:01 GMT -5
He looked like he was about to cry again. In fact, he probably was. "M'lon....m'lon checked...I---I-- Please don't hate me! Please!!! Please! I didn't want this...and...and it...it...please... B--but if you...you don't want...if you don't want anything to do with me...I...I understand...."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 9, 2006 0:20:12 GMT -5
"Hey...who said that..." He stood and Celrie moved.
"I'll go out and wait, alright? Be strong Ssitris." he murmured before leaving. Xemas relaxed, able to show his other side to the man and moved forward, taking Celrie's recently vacated spot.
"I don't hate you, alright? Sometimes things happen and we just...we can't stop them. Don't cry, look at me. I can to tell you something. I talked to that nurse today. He's sick, but he's not pregnant and he.....he told me to come see you today. Ssitris..." Jeskara, he could hardly breathe.....his was nervous as hell.
"I um....I was miserable without you and I.....if you'd let me, i'd like to be more than just friends. The baby....it's alright, I don't see you as a bad person because you're pregnant now..." The incubus felt funny, because he;d never said anythign like this before and it was all new territory.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 9, 2006 0:23:58 GMT -5
He sniffled and looked at him. "Really...?" His voice sounded so far away and tiny. When Xemas nodded he felt.... His heart seemed to grow lighter. "If....I mean...when...when I have him...the baby...will...will you...will you like him...? I mean...If we're together then..." He didn't know what he was asking. He really loved Xemas....truely. And after what Celrie told him...that the baby was HIS. Not that man's. Not ANYONES BUT HIS. He needed to know if Xemas would love him too...
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 9, 2006 0:27:27 GMT -5
He smiled mischeviously. "Baby, i'm an incubus, i've got more than enough love to go around, hm?" He smiled and touched Ssitris' cheek, sliding it down to his stomach. He felt.....tingly, like a million and one butterflies were in his stomach, invading. "Of course I will. If, by then, if you still like me, we can be a family, hm? I don't care who fathered him, I'll love him like my own..." For being eighteen, Xemas was taking a big leap, but he didn't mind.
He loved Ssitris, even if he was too scared to say it just yet, and he would never, never condemn something that was a part of that man.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 9, 2006 0:30:36 GMT -5
He gave him a small smile, feeling even better. "That....that means a lot to me....Thank you..." Shyly, and slowly, he leaned against him, sore, puffy eyes closing. "I'm tired....can you...stay here? I still don't want to be alone."
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