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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 25, 2009 22:28:31 GMT -5
Rave woke up a few hours in a room that he did not recognize right off the back. But soon memories came flooding back to him. "Cade," he whispered softly as the tears came back. "Why? What did I do wrong?"
Sitting up, he pulled his legs to his chest and rocked himself back and forth.
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Post by clementine on Aug 25, 2009 22:42:19 GMT -5
Cade looked up from the edge of the bed, face drawn. "Nothing." The Zercan replied tiredly. "Nothing at all. It's me who is wrong." He wanted to desperately reach for Rave but stopped. Why would the boy want to be touched now?
"Please forgive me." He whispered, eyes red rimmed with unshed tears.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 25, 2009 22:47:11 GMT -5
"If I didn't do anything wrong, then why don't you want me?" he asked looking at Cade through teary eyes. "I must have done something wrong."
Looking back down at the sheet, he rolled to his side and curled up into a tight ball. All he wanted was his mate and that wasn't going to happen. He knew it. He blew his one shot and didn't even know how.
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Post by clementine on Aug 25, 2009 22:56:06 GMT -5
Cadeon shook his head. "I don't know. I do want you though...but I'm frightened." He offered, pushing his pride aside. "I've never had anyone before...and I'll just fuck things up, like right now." Cade reached for Rave, this time running his fingers through the boy's hair.
He'd had sex of course, but no long standing relationships. He didn't know how to go about them and the though always plagued him.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 25, 2009 23:06:20 GMT -5
Looking up at Cade, Rave wiped his own tears away. "What is there to be afraid about?" he asked, sniffling.
Unrolling himself from his ball, he rolled to his other side and rested his head on Cade's lap. "So you do want me?" he asked softly. So softly that it was barely audible.
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Post by clementine on Aug 25, 2009 23:23:47 GMT -5
"Yes. I want you." Cade sighed softly, stroking Rave's hair. "I'm afraid that I won't treat you right...but it seems that I'm so afraid that I'm doing it anyways." He shook his shaggy head, leaning down to brush his nose against Rave's. "I love you Rave." The Zercan whispered.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 25, 2009 23:27:32 GMT -5
For the first time since the mating, Rave smiled. A bright smile. "You can't treat me wrong if you don't worry about it. Just don't think about it. It won't happen," he told him, cupping Cade's left cheek and stroked it with his thumb. "And I love you too. So much."
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Post by clementine on Aug 25, 2009 23:44:43 GMT -5
Cade sighed, relieved as his red hair framed Rave's pale face. He kissed his mate, truly meaning it and loving every minute of it.
"I'm sorry...but I do worry. So much." He said, arms coming to encircle Rave protectively.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 25, 2009 23:46:58 GMT -5
Rave kissed back. "It's ok to worry, just don't worry to much about it."
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Post by clementine on Aug 26, 2009 0:00:24 GMT -5
Cade smiled softly, wiggling out from underneath Rave's head so that he could lay down beside the boy and hug him. "I'll try not to..." Cade paused, seeming to think about something and deciding to just say it. "As long as you promise not to worry too much about the baby."
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 26, 2009 0:10:11 GMT -5
That got Rave's attention. "Baby?" he asked, eyes widening at the thought. "What are you talking about? What baby?"
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Post by clementine on Aug 26, 2009 0:15:48 GMT -5
Cade held Rave closer. "You baby of course. You do know that Zercan mates conceive on the first go, don't you?" He looked at the boy, wondering if this was going to be the wrong thing to say.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 26, 2009 0:17:57 GMT -5
Rave looked down at his belly and placed his hands over it. "Baby? We're going to have a baby?" he asked, looking up at Cade again with hope in his eyes.
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Post by clementine on Aug 26, 2009 0:28:15 GMT -5
Cade's expression softened. "Yes." He said simply, setting his hands atop Rave's. "You don't mind...do you?" He asked uncertainly.
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Post by GothicKitsune666 on Aug 26, 2009 0:29:29 GMT -5
Rave leaned up and pressed his lips to Cade's. "Why would I mind? This is our baby we are talking about," he said, nuzzling his neck at the base. "I would never mind."
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