Oyasuminasai

[audrey]

Where was he? Had he gotten lost again? Subaru sat up and groaned. He took a look around and noted he was definitely not in his room. All he saw were trees and bushes. Every instinct in the boy told him to panic. After all, he was somewhere he didn’t recognize and was probably lost now. Things like this always happened to him. He ended up lost and confused about where he was. Subaru shook his head and finally remembered where he was. He had left the house and gone to the park… That’s right, he’d been angry with his older brother Leo. The other had gotten mad because he hadn’t been able to go with his friends to some camping trip. Subaru knew the other was blaming him for it, but there was nothing he could do. Since he was the youngest, everyone thought he needed to be looked after and since Leo was the oldest; he was in charge of making sure everyone was alright. Usually Subaru was left home alone, but not this time. Their mother had something to do over the weekend and wouldn’t be home at all. His older sister was going on a school trip and would be back Monday while his other older brother, Kiba, was going to be rather busy with some sort of sports event. Normally Subaru wouldn’t have minded being alone with Leo, but right now the other was in a crappy mood.

Going out with friends wasn’t a valid excuse for leaving a child alone, or so their mother had argued. Leo had always been the rebel out of all of them. He tended to be more out going and adventurous. Subaru could never be like that. He preferred quiet things than parties and large social gatherings. He supposed if you had to describe him, he’d be called boring. That’s what most people tended to think of him. After all, it wasn’t like there was something about him that stood out. He had brown hair, which was pretty common, and grey eyes. He supposed grey eyes weren’t as common as his dark brown hair, but they weren’t pretty or anything. They didn’t glitter or do anything special. His skin was somewhat pale, but he supposed it was because he didn’t get out in the sun much. People told him he needed a haircut and he supposed that was true. After all, his bands hung in front of his face and tended to block his vision sometimes. No matter what he did, his hair always looked rather messy too. He’d been told his hands were big, though Subaru supposed that was only because he had long fingers. He had long legs, which came in handy when he was running somewhere. Subaru did a lot of running, mostly because he was always late and in a rush. Most people thought Subaru was a responsibly type of person.

He had the appearance of someone that was very mature, though he was really just a very dazed and spastic teenager. Most of the time, people thought Subaru was twice his age. He wore the kinds of clothes that were only trendy with the more sophisticated crowd. Instead of jeans, Subaru wore slacks or what most considered ‘dress pants.’ He had button up shirts and vests to go with them. His shoes always looked polished and neat while the boy himself seemed to always look as though he were headed towards somewhere important. Of course, this image didn’t go with the boy’s personality at all. He tended to be rather messy and forgot to clean his room often. He was scatterbrained and needed to be reminded of things frequently. Most of the time he was rushing out the door because he was late. He always got lost and cried about it even though he was almost old enough to be considered a man. At fourteen, Subaru was an odd child. That was why it was very hard for him to make friends and be social. Of course, that didn’t make his siblings try to make him come out of his ‘shell.’ They all seemed to think he just needed push in the right direction. Most of the time, things didn’t go very well. The boy was just too antisocial and awkward for that sort of thing, though most people didn’t seem to understand this.

As he stood up, Subaru dusted his clothes up. He picked up his school bag and dusted it off. Most people at school thought everything he did was some foreign custom. Since this was Japan, he stood out. Most people in the country were small while Subaru reached 5”8 and seemed to still be growing. While his hair was dark, it wasn’t pitch black like the other boys at school. His eyes were such a strange color to everyone here. Not only that, but his name was hard to say, which was why everyone called him by his middle name. His first name was Audrey and his mother was sure he’d been named after the famous actress Audrey Hepburn, but Subaru hoped he hadn’t been named after a woman. His adoptive mother liked his last name too. She said it was Russian and Subaru supposed he could be Russian, but he sure didn’t look it. Even though he spole Japanese well, sometimes others pretended they couldn’t understand Subaru to make fun of him. He wished he looked Japanese like his sister Naru or his older brother Kiba. Leo wasn’t Japanese like those two, but he didn’t get teased since people were scared of him. Like all the other boys that went to Kazuki High School, Subaru wore the standard uniform. He had on the navy blue blazer, the black pants, and black shoes that went with them. He had on a white dress shirt with a blue tie attached to its collar.

Since he looked much older, Subaru tended to lie about his age. Though he wasn’t sure about what his real age was, he was sure he was around fourteen. Of course, since he was in the 11th grade, he knew he’d get teased even more. That’s why he’d taken to telling people he was really seventeen. Unless a teacher asked, he’d most like not tell the truth. It wasn’t like people could tell his real age anyway. He didn’t like lying but it caused less trouble that way. The boy made his way out of the park and noted how dark it had gotten. Leo probably wasn’t home or else he would have called to scold him. It was Friday, so the other was probably busy anyway. It seemed like his brother was always busy on Friday. Everyone but him that is. Unlike most people, he didn’t really have a life or things to do. That’s why he was out here instead of having fun with friends. Subaru yelped when his foot got caught on a tree root and he fell. This really wasn’t his day and he wondered why he had bother to come to the park.

[Tekara Rei]

His keys dropped on the floor for the hundredth time and Tekara let out a loud explenative, coming close to kicking over an old stack of bound books. They had been laying there since he'd moved in, since he'd gathered all of his things into this huge house his parents had left him. It was a wonder to him that they'd leave anythign at all. Neither had been there very much for him, and they hadn't accepted his plan to become a teacher instead of a banker. He sighed, scooped his keys off the ground and moved into the kitchen. Just like the rest of the house, this room was cluttered with all forms of junk-very expensive and collectible junk. In amidst of being a mess, it sort of all came together and made the house neat and intriguing. Therefore, he didn't bother moving it around.

Tekara pulled on a jacket over his t-shirt and swiped blonde hair off hsi forehead. He had to run to the school real quick and check up on some files, make sure there were no students having trouble. Plus, teachers paychecks needed signed and sent out. He hated worrying about those kinds of technical problems. He'd rather worry about the students that came to the school.

"Alright now," he sighed and locked up the house before jogging out to the street. There was no since in taking the car when it was so nice out. He rarely ever got a chance to feel the sun on his pale skin, and there were no classes today. He had no appearance to make for anyone. That's why he was dressed in loose jogging shorts, sneakers, and an athletic t-shirt. Being a principal hardly ever gave him time to work out and keep in shape, not that he really needed to stay in shape. His body was long and lean, and no matter how much he ate, it never showed.

Tekara's breath came in pants as he jogged down the sidewalk towards the school. Maybe he could finish off real quick and grab something to eat, enjoy his day. He really had nothing else to do except plan his schedule for Monday....

((I know, not long for a first post...but how do you introduce a principal when it isn't a school day?? XDDD I'll do better Ana, promise! *huggles))

[audrey]

It was hot outside. That was the fist thing Subaru noticed. He’d never done well in the sunlight and tended to get dehydrated and sunburned easily. Since he was so pale, his skin burned fast in the sunlight. His brothers had once taken him to the beach. They both had wanted a tan and Subaru had been there just to be there. He’d had a sunburn for a week. It could have been worse if he hadn’t gotten out of the sunlight. Instead of tanning, his skin turned a bright red and hurt a lot. If it got hot enough, he’d look like he was blushing all day since his face heated up the fastest. Not only that, but he tended to sweat a lot and look like he had run a marathon. It wasn’t until he had walked for several minutes that he realized he recognized where he was going. He was approaching the school and even though he disliked that place today, he knew he’d be able to get home if he passed by the school. Daily routes were ones he remembered and he walked home most of the time. He hadn’t been at this school very long and there was already something about it he didn’t like, everyone disliked him. It was little things he supposed. He didn’t have the right clothes, the right likes and dislikes, he wasn’t social, and he was too smart.

No one liked someone moving into their territory and some people didn’t take to well to having a stranger come in and take their spot as number one in the class. Because of him, several people had dropped in class rank as well as favor with the teachers. Somehow, Subaru had ended up being liked by all his teachers, though they were more interested in exploiting his intelligence than paying attention to his problems. It was all about looking like the best and having such a bright student had a lot of benefits he supposed. Still, he wondered how much longer he’d have to put up with this. He was already tired of it. When he finally reached the school, he stood in font of it and stared at the building. He really shouldn’t have come to school today, and he wouldn’t have except that he had club duties. Club members had to show up even when there technically wasn’t school. It was just the way Japanese schools worked he supposed. Saturdays were also technically half days and mandatory for all students, but Subaru didn’t know if he wanted to go. At least they had cancelled Sunday club activities because he needed to get some rest. He wondered what holiday today was. They had said today was no school because of a holiday, but he hadn’t paid enough attention to figure out what the holiday was.

The boy’s grip on the leather bag tightened. His name was stitched in the inside, reading Audrey in kanji characters. His mother had done it to make sure he could always find his bag. Subaru was very bad at keeping track of his things. He wiped the sweat off his forehead and looked at his watch. It wasn’t that late into the evening, but it was odd to see the sun still up. Subaru hated long days like these. He wished he could create a way to make sure the sun only stayed out for a little while. It’d be better if the moon always stayed out. To most people, this heat would be nothing. If anything, it was mild, but Subaru had been out for a while now and being in the sun for long periods of time, even when it wasn’t that hot, made him woozy and a little disoriented. As he began to take another step, he noted that the floor seemed to be coming towards him. That was new. The floor had never done that before. When he hit the pavement, Subaru realized that the floor hadn’t been coming towards him at all, he’d just been falling. He had never known how much it hurt to hit concrete, but it wasn’t fun at all. The boy tried to get up but seemed unable to do so. Maybe his face was already red too. He didn’t really care, just wanted to get up.

The boy felt nothing in his hand and assumed he had dropped his bag somewhere. It was too bad too since it was new. He had even attached a cute Hello Kitty cell phone buddy to it. He had another one on his cell phone. Though there were more important matters, the boy couldn’t help but think about his bag. He tried to sit up but moving was too hard. He wondered how much longer he’d be lying on the ground like this. If he didn’t get home soon, he wondered if his siblings would notice. Most of them got too busy and his mother worked hard for them, so it really wasn’t fair to ask for her time. But still, he tended to be the quiet one and most people seemed to overlook him, though he didn’t hold it against them. It occurred to him that his school uniform was probably dirty now. He had just cleaned it and everything too. He supposed he’d just have to wash it again once he got home. Still, he didn’t see himself being able to walk home in this condition and he couldn’t reach his bag for his cell phone. What an unlucky situation to be in. He would do something about it, but he just didn’t have the strength, so maybe he’d just wait until he got better.

[Tekara Rei]

The sweat dripped down his back , made his hair slick, and sheened over his face. Tekara was breathing hard, heart pounding against his ribs as he jogged. There was no sense in running full out. The sun was beating down, the air hot with humidity. He got his exercise easy enough without half killing himself. In this heat, he very well may pass out. Tekara couldn’t remember when it had ever been so hot. He jogged clear to the last block before the school, stopping to catch his breath and wipe the sweat from his brow. He wished now that he had brought water along. It would help to cool his body down so that the wet patches on his shirt would dry. No matter, no one should really be in the school anyways. Except for club members and such….

The principal took a deep breath and rounded the corner, watching his sneakers, counting his breaths and heartbeats. He was up to fifty before he stopped short. Something was laying in his path. A book bag? Yes…it was a small-suit case-like book bag with a small, girly little keychain attached. Tekara believed, if his eyesight wasn’t betraying him, that it was Hello Kitty, and ever popular cartoon idol among girls and small children. He bent and reached for it, eyes catching on a shoe poking out from behind the bushes on the side of the walk. “What the…” He grabbed up the book bag and walked forward, peering around the bush. A boy was sprawled on the sidewalk, his face red, eyes half lidded. It wasn’t that he was in the bushed, only that when he had fallen, his height propelled him onto the bit of sidewalk near where the path to the back entrance of the school started. “Hey….are you alright?”

He dropped the bag and knelt down beside him, turning the boy onto his back, pushing back the boys hair. It was matted with sweat and his skin was either burnt or moving fast towards that. His skin was hot despite his body’s efforts to cool him down. “What’s your name? Hey…can you talk? I think you’re having heat stroke.” Tekara moved so the shade form his shadow splayed over the boys face and upper torso, shielding his eyes from the unforgiving rays of the sun.

“There…now this is your bag, hm? My name’s Tekara, I’m the principal at this school. I’ll make sure you’re taken care of, alright?” He reached for the bag and opened it. The name Audrey was the first thing he saw. It was stitched with love on the inside. Tekara grabbed up a cell phone that glinted from inside and flipped it open. The first number on speed dial was, according to the caller Id, Audrey’s home phone. “Alright Audrey, I’m going to call your parents, alright?” First he helped the boy to sit up, leaning him back against him, trying to cool him off by staying in the shade. His finger hit the call button and he waited, arm around the boys shoulders-to steady him-until a woman’s voice came over the line.

“Hello? This is Tekara-the principal down at Kazuki High. I’m here with Audrey. I need you to please come and pick him up, he’s not feeling well.” The boy was wearing the uniform from the school, so at least Tekara knew he was one of his students. He barely listened to the woman on the other end and held the phone with his shoulder, gently taking off the blazer from the boy, laying it on the book bag. He unbuttoned the top three buttons of the dress shirt so it gaped open and the slight breeze that was blowing could cool pale skin.

[audrey]

It was a real shame the housekeeper didn’t speak good Japanese. Even though she sounded like she knew what she was talking about, half the time she didn’t. After school on Mondays, Wednesdays, and Fridays, Ms. Choe always came over. She was a small Chinese woman and though he did her work well, Japanese was just not her language. Oh she could speak it just fine…that didn’t mean she understood it, though. Subaru was willing to bet money his brother had snuck out because the housekeeper avoided the phone as much as possible. Even in his overheated state, Subaru was still able to figure this out. He knew there was no one coming, though he was glad someone had found his bag. The only numbers on his phone were those that belonged to his home and family members. The boy didn’t have friends, so there was no use in putting any more numbers on there. It wasn’t until the other had finished calling that he realized someone had found him and was helping him. He hadn’t thought it was possible, but then again, the other was an adult and adults always worried about kids. That’s what the other probably saw him as, a child. It was another reason Subaru lied about his age, he hated being treated like a child.

“Te…ka…ra….sen…sei…” he muttered hoarsely. “She…won’t…. She won’t come…”

The boy weakly opened his eyes, his grey eyes boring into the others. Though they were half open, they saw enough to notice a man was holding him. He tilted his head to get a better look at him, though he was close enough to see the other pretty well. The other had to be a good person too because anyone else would have left him. You’d think he was wrong and that people would care, but it was a lie. They’d leave him there and probably just be amused. It was ironic really. At first he’d tried so hard to get along and they’d hated him more than when he had stopped trying. The boy felt it become less warm with the other’s removal of his coat. He had to admit, he felt better without it. The coats they wore were stuffy and always seemed to make everyone feel uncomfortable, though maybe that had been the school’s intention. He reached weakly towards his back and pulled out a bottle of water. He took a few gulps, though rather slowly since his hand wasn’t that steady and he felt feverish. The boy’s eyes were more alert and focused themselves on Tekara, or tried to. They had a glossy look to them as though they were glazed over, though that could have been an affect of the light. The boy tried to smile, but found that his face muscles were too tired and besides, he didn’t think he knew how to smile anyway.

“Thank…you…” he finally stated slowly. “Don’t worry about me…give me a minute and I’ll be fine. There’s…no one waiting for me…but…I need to get back… It was nice to meet you Sensei… I hope we can meet again under more favorable circumstances. You’re…a very pretty person.”

He tried to get up, but found that his arms weren’t strong enough to support all his weight. He’d always had weak upper body strength anyway. The boy wondered if he’d really said the last part out loud. After all, he’d certainly been thinking about how pretty the other looked, but he wasn’t sure if he had said it out loud. It wasn’t that other was pretty the same way a woman was…he was just…pretty to Subaru. Though the more he thought about it, the more he wondered if he should have said handsome instead. The other was another man and those were the kinds of complements men wanted to hear, though he didn’t think about it much further as he tried once again to sit up. The housekeeper was probably long gone and his brother wouldn’t be back soon. The other had been in a bad mood and it was better to let him be. If he got into trouble, he’d call, and if not, then he’d either come home late or not at all. Either way, Subaru would be asleep by ten and didn’t want to get involved in his stupid brother’s problems. It wasn’t worth it in the end.

[Tekara Rei]

There was no one coming? But hadn’t….now that Tekara thought about it, the woman had sounded confused, and her words had been awkward. He’d only been worried about the boy, he hadn’t used his mind. “You’re welcome..” He smiled at the boys comment. No one had called him pretty before. Handsome, yes, and some other colorful things, but never pretty. It was kind of…sweet…The man held on, even when Audrey tried to get up. He could tell that the boy was still weak, just by the unsteady grip on the water bottle that he had. Tekara gently pulled him back.

“It’s alright. You don’t have to act strong for me. Calm down and rest. If no one’s coming for you, I can take you home. You can come to my house and rest up, get cooled off, and then I can drive you home, hm? It’s not safe for you to be walking if the sun takes this much out of you.” He wasn’t trying to treat the other like a kid, really he wasn’t, but he did want to take care of him. It was his responsibility to look after his students.

He stood, and gently hauled Audrey to his feet. The boy was disoriented, or so he assumed with the glazed eyes. He pulled him close, letting him lean against him, and picked up the bag. “Don’t worry, I’ll make sure you get home fine, and I hope we can meet again too then.” He offered a smile, arm wrapped around the others shoulders to hold him up.

[audrey]

Something felt weird. It wasn’t just that the other was so close to him… It was like there was a foreign feeling inside his heart now. Deep inside his chest, something odd was happening. To say he was surprised would have been an understatement. Subaru wasn’t one to randomly crush on someone like others did. Appearances had never been very important to him and he’d never gone out with someone, so it wasn’t like he knew what you did on a date. But still…this feeling… He didn’t have a name for it, but he understood a bit what the feeling was. After all, he listened to his siblings talk about the people they liked and such things. He liked Tekara, though he wasn’t sure what kind of like it was. He thought the other was pretty, he felt like impressing the man, and for some reason, he knew he’d get jealous if the other was with someone else. He didn’t know what kind of like would be linked to such feelings. Surely these feelings he was having were bad. It was selfish to want someone for yourself. After all, people weren’t things. You couldn’t make them do what you wanted or anything like that. If you tried to posses them, you’d only break them.

“No…” he muttered, softly at first. “NO!”

He shoved the other. It wasn’t something he had thought he’d do, but he’d shoved the other. He didn’t want to feel anything for this person. He didn’t even know the man and yet he was already feeling things for him. It wasn’t right at all. Besides, somehow, he knew he’d just end up being abandoned. Somehow, it felt like he was always getting left behind by people, even when they didn’t mean to leave him. He felt himself fall again, but didn’t even try to get up anymore. Something was hurting inside and he didn’t understand it at all. Not only that, but he was crying. Though his face wasn’t showing sadness and it looked blank, there were tears rolling down his cheeks from his grey eyes. He didn’t really know what was wrong with him. It wasn’t like the other had done anything and it wasn’t like he made it a habit of crying for no reason. But still… He was crying anyway and what made it worse was that the other was looking at him. Subaru had never been the type of person that let others know what he was feeling. It wasn’t that he hated people knowing things about him or anything, but he had always been that way. He’d always been bad at showing his true feelings to people, which made it hard to interact with them.

Subaru didn’t know if he was a good person or not. He didn’t remember much of what happened to him when he was little, but what he did know was that he had been left all alone. Someone must not have wanted him he supposed. The past a big blur to him so he wasn’t sure of who he was or what kind of person he’d become. Somehow, it felt like he didn’t exist without memories. What were you when you didn’t have memories? He didn’t know and he wasn’t sure he cared to find out. Sometimes he felt it was best to leave those memories forgotten, but sometimes, he dreamed about big fields and someone holding him. That’s when he wanted to remember the past. He wondered where that place was and who was holding him. Someday, maybe he’d even go to that place. He just had to find out where it was. It was frustrating how close he was to remembering something only to have it slip away. Maybe his memories were like water. They were too free to be captured and simply slipped away. Not even a moment could be captured. It was really quite sad when he thought about it.

“Just…remember…” he muttered before passing out.

[Tekara Rei]

Tekara let him go, confused and a little hurt. Why was he pushing him away? He was just trying to help. A lady on the other side of the road looked at them oddly, talking on her cell phone. Tekara scowled. He wasn’t a bad person! He started when the boy started crying, crystalline tears falling from beautiful grey eyes. “Hey….woah, hey..” He didn’t get to say anything, the boy had passed out already. He sighed and bent, picking him up. If no one was coming for Audrey, it was his duty to take him home, right? The nurse wasn’t in the school today, and Tekara was still so new to this part of Japan, that he wouldn’t know where to look for a hospital. Sweating with the effort, he hiked Audrey up and started off, only remembering Audrey’s bag after a second. He had to grab that up, and then continue.

Unlocking his door was no easy task and by the time he had the boy tucked onto his large bed, he was sweating from the heat. Quickly he took a shower and dressed in simple jeans and a t-shirt, pulling his damp blonde hair up into a ponytail at his nape. He grabbed aloe gel and a cold, wet washcloth, placing the rag over a warm forehead. The gel he smeared gently on burnt skin, going to grab a glass of cold water to wait Audrey’s awakening.

[audrey]

“…not…here…”

Subaru had always been a deep sleeper, but he also tended to sometimes talk in his sleep. It was because he had such vivid dreams that he ended up talking while he slept. Subaru always dreamed. He had gone to that place in his dreams again; even though he never remembered what it was he dreamed about and only had fragments of those images. That place he was searching for...it was in his dreams…yet…he never found it. The boy tossed and turned in the other’s bed, tangling himself in the sheets and ending up in strange positions. He’d grip the pillow sometimes and then released it only to grab it in a death grip once more. He mumbled words that didn’t sound like they were real and just something the boy had made up. He was still rather warm and the fever didn’t want to go down, which was bad since if it got any higher, he’d have to go to the hospital. When it came to an illness, it always got worse for Subaru before it got any better. It was a combination of a weak body and the fact that he had never been exposed to many illnesses as a child that made up for his fragile immune system. The boy snapped out of his dream and opened his eyes slowly.

He looked over at the other as his head turned. He stared at Tekara for a second before trying to sit up. He didn’t succeed the first time, but he did the second time. He sat up and stared down at the sheets tangled on his legs. The boy shifted to the side and sat on the edge of the bed. Slowly, he slid off and stood, though he leaned against the bed for support. The cloth that had been placed on his head had long since fallen off. Before, the other could react, Subaru shoved him roughly with all his strength, which was much more forceful than it seemed. In fact, he had successfully made the other fall onto the hard floor without putting much effort into it. It was only because he wasn’t human that the boy was much stronger than the other. Even though he was physically strong, though, the boy wasn’t emotionally strong or that healthy most of the time. As he stared down at the other, he had a look that showed he wasn’t thinking right. For one thing, his eyes weren’t really looking at Tekara, more unfocused than anything else. The boy mumbled something in Russian. It was his first language and he tended to prefer it rather than Japanese of English, though he knew both.

Subaru’s soft footsteps hardly made a sound as they advanced toward the other. Without giving it much thought, he sat down on top of the other’s waist. He leaned over so that he could press his cheek against the other’s chest. The boy drew back suddenly and began to pull the other’s shirt upwards, all the while rocking back and forth on the other’s waist. His bare hands touched the soft skin on the other’s stomach and chest. It wasn’t that Subaru was feeling up his principal on purpose or anything, but this person was his mate and unlike before, Subaru didn’t have the self-control to hold back. Not only that, but his body was calling out for the other and it was giving him a headache to be apart from this person. His heart said it was alright, so he didn’t mind. His grip on the other’s shirt tightened until there was a tearing sound and the other’s shirt was ripping. He mouthed something to the other in an attempt to communicate with the man. He was violent and demanding, showing only a bit of personality. His lips descended, touching the man’s bare skin. The boy’s mouth was hot and wet, a combination that wouldn’t bode well for the principal. The boy didn’t care who his person was or even that he was supposed to be his teacher of sorts, just that this was his mate and he wanted him more than anything else at that moment.

[Tekara Rei]

Tekara sat, head tilted to the side as he listened to the boy babbling in his sleep. He’d tried to get a hold of Audrey’s parents many times already, all in vain. His hair had long since dried, the water in the cup half gone because he was thirsty. He sat forward when the boy opened his eyes. Save for the red from the sunburn and the sweat from having the smallest fevers, Audrey looked alright, no hospital needed. “Good, you’re -” He was cut off when the boy gave him a shove. Now, Tekara prided himself on being able to deal with the bullies that often plagued the younger students inside school walls. He wasn’t a small person, and despite his slight build, he had muscles.

So, when he hit the floor, he was quite surprised. Such a small….okay, Audrey wasn’t that small. He was a tall kid, and very slight, but still….The breath left him when the boy was suddenly on top of him. He wanted to shift, to make him stop. He wasn’t like this. Tekara was friendly with his students, yes, and took care of the ones who couldn’t take care of themselves, but he couldn’t do this…. He couldn’t stop when Audrey lifted his shirt. The boy was demanding, and Tekara couldn’t get a word in. He didn’t understand quite what was going on, except that his shirt had been ripped. It slipped down his arms, the portion of it caught underneath him holding his arms down, keeping him from pushing Audrey off. Which flew right out of his mind anyways when the boy touched lips to his chest, down his stomach. He hissed, eyes falling shut at the wet heat descending down to his navel. “Oh God…” he groaned, forcing his eyes open. “A…Audrey what’re you…..nngh..”

[audrey]

“You’re…so warm…” he muttered in perfect Japanese. “So warm…”

The shirt was fully torn off the other’s body and the boy looked at the other blankly as he continued to lick the man’s chest. His hands roughly groped the other and he furtively rubbed up against the other in a vain attempt to gain more contact with the other. It wasn’t working enough for the boy to be satisfied, so he continued to claw at the man’s clothes, his eyes turning cat like and feral. This was probably one of the few times he’d had his Zercan side show. Usually, it was dormant and never used, mostly because it scared the boy and he didn’t like things he didn’t understand. But since he had found his mate, all bets were off and the boy couldn’t help but do something like this. He made quick work of the other’s pants and pulled hard until they were around the other’s knees. He noted there was a notable bump in the other’s boxers, though he didn’t comment on the matter. His hand traced the other’s manhood through the boxers, though never really having skin to skin contact with his mate in such a sensitive area. His smell hand traveled downwards until it rested on the man’s kneecap. From there, he let his hand travel north again, though this time the small hand found itself going up the other’s boxer’s and touching the sensitive skin trapped in the cloth.

Subaru hadn’t touched himself like this and he hadn’t touched someone else like this either, so he was worried he wasn’t doing this right, though those thoughts were deep from somewhere down and not something conscious. The boy moved his hand up and down until be began to move in a pattern. It was rather odd to feel the other in his hand. For one thing, Tekara seemed to be getting bigger and now, his hand was being coated with a sticky substance. It was when he felt the other jerk that his hand was efficiently coated with a white sticky substance. He pulled his hand out of the other’s pants and stared at it a little. It wasn’t just the substance on it that intrigued the boy, it was the fact that it had come out of Tekara. He wondered if the other could do the same to him. So he grabbed the other’s arm with his clean hand and forced the man’s hand down his own pants, thrusting against it and moaning every time Tekara rubbed him the right way. The boy had never cared enough about people to learn what sorts of things they did or did not do. Since he’d never done anything wrong like his siblings, his mother hadn’t taken it upon herself to teach him etiquette or anything or the sort. He’d been such a well behaved child that they’d all assumed he knew these sorts of things.

“Feels…nice…” mewled the boy as he moaned some more.

He gave a rather loud cry when he hit his climax. The boy collapsed on top of the other and sighed, content for the time being. The other’s hand was still down his pants, but Subaru didn’t mind the other touching him. But now he was tired. It was the first time he’d had this kind of pleasure, so that’s why he had such trouble with his stamina. His breathing was hard and he couldn’t seem to keep going, so he decided to take a small nap on top of the other, who also happened to be his principal. In some ways, Subaru was like a kitten. He liked snuggling and rubbed up against the other, but he also tended to sleep a lot, just like a cat. Right now, he was nodding off and falling asleep on top of the man. He was still a little sick and didn’t feel well enough to keep awake. He never slept enough at night and when he got sick, it always hit him very hard. Perhaps his immune system just wasn’t strong enough to stop the diseases that were all over the planet. Either way, the boy’s soft snores let the other know that he was already sleeping and didn’t want to wake up anytime soon.

[Tekara Rei]

Tekara’s breathing was so hard he didn’t think he’d ever catch it again. His shirt was finally torn from his body and Tekara groaned yet again at the warm tongue bathing his chest, the small hands all over his shivering body. His pants followed before he could say anything, though he was glad the boy kept his boxers on. How embarrassing to get so aroused over one of his students. A student that shouldn’t even be here. He should’ve taken him to the hospital. The man groaned when the boy traced him through the rough cloth of his boxers, hissed when a small hand cupped him.

From the boys grip and his unsure touch, he knew he was innocent to this. It made him feel even worse. Not his body though. His hips bucked into the tight little hand, hands fisting on the carpet as he rode out the passion and pleasure the other was giving him. He finally climaxed with a grunting, bit off cry. Afterwards he laid there while the boy inspected his hand, unsure what to do, how to make this stop. Which didn’t happen. He found his hand down the others pants and hips bucking the boys manhood into his hand. Automatically Tekara closed a hand around him and stroked, squeezing ever so gently. After a second he set a rhythm, stroking and rubbing, a finger snaking behind Audrey’s length to press to his opening. It was so wrong but felt so right. His own hand was covered soon enough in the sticky white fluid and the boy collapsed down on him, trapping his hand where it was.

Tekara laid panting beneath him, an arm curling about a waist, the hand caught inside releasing his length, gently cupping him so he didn’t hurt him. He closed his eyes, feeling guilty, feeling horrible. This boy had trusted him while he was sick. It was wrong of him to allow this, to actually take part in it without demanding the boy stop. Audrey was sick and delusional. He’d just felt up a boy who didn’t know what he was doing.

[audrey]

His breathing came in a rhythm. In and out, in and out. His eyes were closed and he didn’t leave his perch and remained on top of his principal. Sometimes he’d rub his head against the other’s chest or shift a little, but didn’t actually wake up. He didn’t mind the other’s hand and forgot it was there altogether. The boy didn’t snore unlike his brother did. He breathed softly and didn’t really make any sounds. It was after quite some time had passed that they boy actually woke up. Like always, Subaru woke up slowly. He opened his eyes and let his mind clear up before moving. He found that he was feeling better than before. At least his fever was gone, though he still felt a bit weak and now somewhat hungry. When he tried to sit up, he found that it was difficult. It wasn’t until he noted the other’s arm was in his pants that he realized why he couldn’t get up. He pulled the other’s arm out of his pants slowly and sat up on top of the other. He tilted his head to the side as he observed the man under him. He vaguely remembered what had happened, but what he didn’t understand is why he’d been eager to do something so odd with this person. It had been some sort of instinct he didn’t understand.

“I’m hungry,” he stated simply.

He was assuming this was Tekara’s home and that the other had some kind of food. He remembered enough to know this person helped him out and his name was Tekara, but that was about it. His mother had always told him to pay back his debts and now he owed this person. Subaru wondered if he could take a bath. He felt sticky and sweaty, which was something he didn’t like. He slid off the other so that he was lying on his back on the floor now. He curled up against the other without taking his gaze off the older man. He gave the other a slight nudge as if trying to make him move faster. The boy was still rather clueless about what he’d done with the other. Even if it was explained to him, he’d only be able to understand the textbook terms and not what it meant in real life. That was just how the boy’s mind worked. He didn’t understand why the other would be embarrassed about this. But then gain, Subaru didn’t understand many things. The boy’s hand was still covered in semen and his underpants were wet, but he didn’t comment on this and acted as though he didn’t notice, which he didn’t. It wasn’t until his underpants rubbed up against his sticky skin that he looked down at his hand.

“Eh? This… What is it Tekara?” He asked.

He remembered what they’d done, but he’d never seen this white substance before. The boy was rather naïve when it came to things like this, so he couldn’t piece together what he’d learned in textbooks to this event. That’s why he was just plain confused about the whole thing. He didn’t like the thought of having his underpants wet. It made his skin feel sticky and rather gross. He almost frowned as he stared at what was on his hand and then looked over at the other. Tekara should know, after all. His mother always told him he should ask an adult a question and they should know the answer, but Subaru found this to be untrue. Most adults couldn’t answer his questions. But he was hoping Tekara was smarter than most adults. The boy rolled over so that he was on his stomach instead of his back. He gave the other a look of curiosity and stared at him as he waited for the other to reveal what he knew about what was going on. After all, Tekara was the only adult here, so there was no one else to ask. And like his mother said, it was always better to ask than to stay curious.

[Tekara Rei]

To say he felt guilty was nothing. Tekara felt dirty, low-down. The guilt plagued his very body and the fact that his hand remained down the boys pants made it worse. He told himself over and over again that the boy had started it, but he should’ve been able to stop him. He should’ve pushed him away and taken him to see a doctor, to call his parents from the relative safeness of the hospital. The man closed his eyes, brow furrowed as each thought turned darker and darker. He was sick. The school would catch wind f this, and he would lose his job, be labeled a child molestor, or something like that. Maybe pedophile, since Audrey seemed to be really young. He didn’t even notice when the other woke, only lay still, his thoughts turned in on himself, his words cutting to the quick, even if they were only in his mind.

When Audrey’s awake state finally came to him he jerked, glad when the boy removed his hand from his pants. Though it was done so innocently, it made him feel even more guilty. He lay, embarrassed, still beneath the boy. He felt sticky and dirty, and no matter how disgusted he was, he found the boy enticingly adorable and his scent intoxicating. Audrey broke the silence by saying he was hungry. That was a good thing, right? It meant he wasn’t so sick anymore. The man made to get up, to get the boy something to eat but froze. Audrey was inspecting his hand, and the inevitable question had come up. What was the stuff coating his hand?

“God,” he groaned, falling back against the floor again, hands covering his face, palms scrubbing at his skin. “I’m sorry,” he whispered. “That stuff….it comes form your body whenever you’re aroused,” he explained before getting up. There were no more words. He wasn’t going to say anything else. If Audrey freaked out, he’d take all the blame on himself.

“What do you want to eat,” he asked quietly, shoulders slumped.

[audrey]

The boy tilted his head to the side. Subaru’s eyes were wide and innocent like a child’s, nor were they wise and experienced like an adult’s. He wasn’t even something in-between. His eyes had no emotions. They were empty and didn’t show anything at all. It made him look like he didn’t have feelings. The boy crawled over to the other when the man began to lie on his back again. He found himself on top of the man, a hand on either side of the other’s head and his legs on either side of the other’s hips. He was sitting on the other’s waist, but because he didn’t weigh very much, there wasn’t much pressure on the other. The boy pressed his forehead against the other’s, staring down at him. He still wasn’t sure what the other was talking about. After all, he’d never even heard about the things this person was talking about. It wasn’t like his textbooks explained these sorts of things to him before. So the boy was interested. He wanted to learn more. Everything in his mind was a fuzzy and sort of disoriented. That’s why he wanted to know. Subaru disliked not being to remember things. He had forgotten enough for one life time and wished to remember all the new things he’d learned after his amnesia.

“Teach me Sensei,” he whispered. “I don’t understand what you’re talking about. Teach me. I really…can’t remember well…and I…don’t understand. So then…Sensei has to show me, right?”

The boy was so close to the other that his breath was touching the man’s skin. He was staring at the other without ever looking away and seemed intent on keeping eye contact with him. He found that he liked the feel of the other’s skin. Perhaps it was because he wasn’t used to being around others like this or maybe the other was just too intoxicating to resist, but he found himself going against his usual routine and touching the other even more. His cheek rubbed against the other’s and his lips trailed on the other’s skin a little as he made skin to skin contact with the other. He found his mouth pressing against the other to leave wet kisses. The boy’s lips were soft and delicate, inexperienced, and curious. Subaru wasn’t used to doing this sort of thing and thus, he was unsure of what to do. That’s why he followed his instinct and did what he thought was right. He was tearing at the other’s clothes more fiercely this time, his eyes already clouded over with lust. When he was with this person, Subaru felt himself losing control. It was odd and yet intriguing in a way. Ever since he’d been young, he’d been taught morals as well as certain rules everyone had to follow in society.

When he was with this person, such things didn’t apply. He felt no shame in touching someone much older and didn’t care that he was doing actions that would be deemed improper if anyone were to see them. The boy slipped off his own shirt so that he was in his undershirt rather than the stuffy dress shirt he’d had on before. His thin frame was visible now. The boy was thin and rather lanky. He was tall, yet didn’t weigh very much. The boy unbuttoned his own pants, though he didn’t slip them off. He teased the other by letting him see the black boxers he had underneath, but didn’t give him a better view. He sat up and stared down at the other, some of his hair falling on front of his face. He was sweating, though he had already been sweating before. His face was flushed and the temperature in the room seemed to have risen throughout the course of their time together. But even through all this, the boy’s expression didn’t really change. He wasn’t showing fear, happiness, or anything, just nothing. But that was just how Subaru was and it’d be pointless to try and understand him.