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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 19, 2006 23:46:34 GMT -5
Celrie stood, hurrying over to hug his best friend from behind. "Tatsa...he's a good kid. He's going to be angry when you first tell him, bu the'll know how much it hurts you to talk about it. Ssitris...i'm telling you, don't leave it until he's too old. He already suspects, did you see hsi face?" He sighed, settlign his chin on the olders shoulder.
"When Xemas gets back, you two can sit down with him and explain. He thinks there's somethign wrong with him. Even if he doesn't have Xemas' blood, he's still his son-and your son. That man.....he has no claim on Tatsa and he never will. It'll be good for him to know, to understand why he'll never get incubi urges..."
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"Cy....you need to tell me or your mother when the hunger gets too bad. I'll bring you out here when that happens, alright? I don't want you getting sick again." He wrapped an arm around his middle childs shoulders, squeezing him gently.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 19, 2006 23:50:03 GMT -5
He nodded, and sniffled a bit, holding one of Celrie's arms. "Alright...." It'd be harder than Celrie even knew...to relive those memories. Hopefully though, Tatsa would understand why they kept it from him...
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".....okay...." he replied, watching his shoes and counting his steps as they walked down the block and up the steps to Celrie's home.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 19, 2006 23:53:29 GMT -5
Celrie gave him a small kiss on the cheek. "I know you'll do alright sweetie. Here, I hear feet. They must be back." He squeezed Ssitris once more before sliding his arm away. Xemas steered Cythin into the kitchen.
"Sit mister. You need some real food now, build your strength back up." Haeleo stayed quiet-both from the information he'd just gathered on his best friend, and the curiosity to know where Xemas had taken the younger boy to get better.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 19, 2006 23:57:31 GMT -5
Cythin looked as blank as ever as Celrie set some food infront of him and he picked at it with his fingers, pulling the meat apart into as tiny of pieces as he could manage before moving on to do the same thing with his carrots.
Ssitris looked up worriedly at Xemas a minute, before sighing and standing, petting Cythin's hair back out of his face. "Sweetie, look at me."
Cythin stopped and looked up at his mother's face.
"Don't do that. Eat." he said sternly.
Cythin waited a long moment before blinking, as if suddenly coming out of a dream and picking up his fork, eating his food with an embarrassed look on his face.
Ssitris smiled a bit, and tugged Xemas after him. "It's just one thing after the other tonight, Xemas...." he murmured, stopping with him in front of the geust room Tatsa had chosen to stay in.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:01:49 GMT -5
"What do you mean," he asked, cupping Ssitris' chin to make him look at him. "We can't tell him....it'll break his heart to know you were in so much pain and he's the product....I know there's....there's things we can't make up to explain but..." He looked at the door and sighed.
"No...it'd probably be better to tell him....he's already confused..." He gave his mate a small smile and kissed his forehead before knocking on the door.
"Tatsa...it's us, can we come in?" Tatsa raised his face from the pillow, staring at the door before obediently getting to hsi feet. He didn't really want to see them or anyone else, but....He unlocked it and opened the door, moving back to the bed.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 20, 2006 0:03:22 GMT -5
Ssitris hesitated a moment, and reluctantly followed his mate inside, letting Xemas close the door. He moved to the bed, but didn't sit. "Is it okay if I sit, sweetie?"
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:05:46 GMT -5
"I don't mind..." he rolled onto his back, arms behind his head to better see his parents.
"What's up? Am I in trouble..? I didn't mean to...to I don't know...I just didn't feel hungry.." Xemas gently gave Ssitris a small push to get him sitting before he sat behind him, winding arms around his mates middle.
"No....baby you're not in trouble. Your mother an I....we have something to tell you, and we feel we shouldn't put it off any longer."
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Post by Raimi on Oct 20, 2006 0:09:02 GMT -5
Ssitris wring his hands, averting his gaze. Suddenly, he regreted eating dinner. He felt so sick now... He closed his eyes but immediately snapped them open, having seen images of what had happened.
"Ta---sweetie....You know we love you. You're our son...my first baby...And we love you no matter what. I love you so so...so much..." He could feel his eyes start to sting, hear his voice crack as a lump formed in his throat.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:11:50 GMT -5
Tatsa studied him before sitting up. "M...mom?" he asked, nervously playing witht he covers, eyes darting between them.
"He's right. We love you and no matter what we tell you, we still love you. The truth is...um....y...youre not incubus." Tatsa cocked his head, trying hard not to throw himself in his mothers arms and talk to him in childish words, just to get that pained look off hsi face.
"Well...only half, right? I know that...."
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Post by Raimi on Oct 20, 2006 0:22:39 GMT -5
Ssitris shook his head slowly. "No....we...I....don't know what else is in your blood other than Jshiko..." Jeska...he chest hurt... "I....W---when...just...just after I met your father...I mean...Xemas. Xemas is your father...no matter what..."
He took a deep breath, clenching his shaking hands together. "W--when we met...things happened...I--I ran away from home, and he helped me....but...I was so rash...and made him lose his home...I thought I was smart...so I went the other direction he did....and...and a man jumped me....he..." He swallowed, desperately trying to keep the lump in his throat down. "He brought me to a club....a...a fetish club...and...and the owner forced me to...to work....and when...when Xemas found out...and tried to help....it...he---he forced me to...he...." He finally broke down, covering his mouth as he coughed out sob after sob. "I---I'm sorry...Tatsa...I'm so sorry...but---but you'll always be my baby...you always will...don't think poorly of yourself....please don't...!"
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:30:15 GMT -5
Tatsa stared, processing the information. He didn't want....he didn't want to think about this. Tomorrow was his date with Aeread, and everythign was going so well. Why did he have to ask questions, only to learn this.
"S...so..." he swallowed, looking away. "Daddy isn't my real father and...a...and i'm the son of a...of a rapist?" He looked at them, lower lip wobbling. His chest hurt, and his head hurt. The pain he could just see coming off of his mother made him want to bawl.
"W..w...why don't you hate me? You didn't love my biological father, it must've hurt to have me growing inside of you, to know where I came from.." He sniffled, the tears finally falling as realization took over. He was the product of hate, not love. Cythin...Zoolie, they were his parents mating children. He was....a mistake....
"I'm sorry.....i'm so sorry mommy," his voice squeaked and he wrapped arms around his waist, leaning forward over his knees, pressing his face to the sheets below, hating himself, what he was.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 20, 2006 0:36:57 GMT -5
"No...No..." Ssitris said, sucking up his tears and moving away from Xemas to force his child up. "Sweetie, don't ever say you're sorry! And you are NOT the son of a rapist!! I love you, so much. You're my baby, Tatsa. Your father and I love you more than you'll ever know." He brushed his son's cheeks free of tears. "You brought us so much closer, Tatsa. In fact, you're what convinced me to mate him. Because he loved you. All your father did after he found out was buy things for you, speak to you. Sometimes, I think he forgot I was even there! Oh, sweetie...think of it like that. That if you weren't born, I'd be so miserable...mated to someone else, someone I don't love, and couldn't be with. There'd be no Cythin, no Zoolie...and more importantly, where would my Tatsa be? Nothing will change, you are loved here. So don't ever be sorry."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:43:25 GMT -5
Tatsa sniffled, half smiling before throwing himself in hsi mothers arms, hugging him tightly, melting into a sobbing child, pressing his face to his mothers stomach. Xemas scooted behind them, kissing Ssitris' neck, rubibng their baby's back.
"We love you Tatsa. You're not defective, and you helped us achieve so much, even though you were a little squirt." Tatsa heaved a few more sobs before raising his face, sniffling and scrubbing at hsi eyes.
"I...I love you too, mom...dad..." He offered another smile, emotions swirling inside his head. He didn't know whether to be happy he knew, or to hate himself. But his mothers words....neither of his parents blamed him. They hadn't given nor tossed him away and they always ddi things for him-like buying clothes for his date.
"I'm just sorry you were hurt," he murmured, touching his mothers scars through hsi shirt. He'd seen them before as a little kit and had always wondered....
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Post by Raimi on Oct 20, 2006 0:46:51 GMT -5
He gave a little smile, and kissed his son's forehead. "It's alright. I'm fine. I'm not dead yet." He sighed softly, "Now, you have school tomorrow, and a date, so if I were you, I'd get a good night's rest so your eyes aren't puffy in the morning."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 20, 2006 0:49:33 GMT -5
He nodded, tired from the emotional strain. "Goodnight mom." He rolled away after hugging him, diving under the covers. Xemas pulled them down, tucking them around the boy, kissing hsi forehead.
"Goodnight baby," he murmured, letting Ssitris give their son a kiss before takig his hand, bringing him into the circle of hsi arms and leading him out. He closed the door softly, turning Ssitris and hugging him tight.
"You did good, love, real good. I'm so proud of you.." he kissed his ear, brushing blonde hair away from his neck.
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