lament of loneliness and love (OPEN THREAD)

[firimar]

His ass was filled with Pain's dick and cum, he was sore in places he didn't know he had but he didn't care, he was in heaven, he soon drowned in pains paasionate kiss, whimpering as he was reaching his climax. He cried into his mates mouth, as he came, throughly spent, and satsfied, but still he needed to be kissin pain, it seemed to be th most important thing, to be kissing this heavenly creature who gave him such exquisite pleausure, who put firimar above his own needs and desires, no one could replace Pain in firimars heart, he was his one and only. He feltif he stopped kissing Pain he would die, he needd him to breathe, to live, to exist
"please don't ever leave me" firimar pleaded through pains lips

[pain]

pain moned as he felt the come on his body. "i wil never leave you." he said as he wrap his arms around him, he started to take out his cock, as he moaned as he sliped out of his mate.," now it your trun." he grins as he llayed his mate on the bed as he pushes his mate member inhis ass, moans deep ans loud. pain sip over him letting his cock enter my body

[firimar]

Firimar gasped at this new sensation, being so close to pain like this, seemed different from the other times. Being inside pain, his sweet hole clenching his rigid cock had him writhing and panting in ecstasy, he had not moved from his position, pain was still on top of him, riding him for all he was worth, Firimar watched with awe at his lover, impaling himself, with quick jerks on firimars penis. Firimar body glistened with sweat, a pain rode him faster, hands on firimars chest, before firmar took them both away and held them in his own hands. gripping the finger tightly as he felt himself reach his climax

[pain]

pain leand his head back as he grabed tighty on his mates chest as he feel the come in his body. he still moved his body up and down. wanting to feel his mate all the way in him. he push his mate all the way down in hm as he squees his ass muslces as he moved off of him., moaning as he feel his mates member moving out of him. placing him head on his mate chest and being to bite on his with his weak body. gasping for air he wrap his arms and legs aroun him. "i think i love you." pain said hidding his face not wanting to let his mate see him cry. to pain taht show weakness and he can't let him mate see his weakness

[firimar]

Firimar sighed when he heard his loves declaration, he heard it from those lips before but this time he felt that pain truly meant it. then he was startled by his mates tears, washing firmars chest. He quickly gathered his mate in his arms, cradling him, kissing the tears off his face
"I knew i loved you since i met you, no before that, i've always been waiting for you pain, always been singing for you, so you might find me" firmar whispered as he gently kissed his lovers tears away. Grabbing hold tightly of his lover, afraid if he let go for a second he would dissapear.
"When i first met you i thought i was dreaming, i was so sure something so beautiful and kind couldn't be real, i've always been so alone and i know you have been lonely too" firimar said, his own tears starting to form in his eyes, stroking pains hair
"You are the first person who ever liked my singing, i'm not sure if thats because everyone else was just being cruel or that you're tone deaf" he added with a laugh. He tipped pains chin upwards and stared into his eyes
"But neither of us have to alone anymore pain, never again, we don't have to hide and bear our suffering alone, we have eachother, forever"

(what do ya think, too mushy?)

[pain]

paiun smiled as e kised his mates chest and wrap ed his arms around him. loving the smell of his mate. he loved tah fact he said all the kind things to him it made him fall for hi more and more as he moaned out his name. "i love you!" he giggled as he pulled the sheets over us as i wram his legs around you."i don't want to let you go." he smiled as he grabed his mate tighter>*



sorry its small(((

[firimar]

Firimar smirked in response
"Then you just have to hold me tighter" Firimar giggled. the two kissed eachother pasionately, firimar heart and soul wanted to do more but he was just too exhausted, his body was still getting used to having sex so he was a bit sore, blissfully happy but sore. Kissing pains nose playfully they lay underneath the sheet just staring into eachothers eyes. pains eyes fascinated firimar he had never seen such a beautiful shade of blue before. He began to feel inspired for a new song that he had been writing in the back of his mind ever since he met Pain, singing quietly he began, singing barely above a whisper
"How can we live in this world?
This world of anguish, hate and lies,
The only thing that gives me any comfort,
Is a pair of blue eyes,
Such soft sapphires,
Filled with emotion and despair,
And yet those aquatic orbs,
Can convince you that life can be fair,
Two blue eyes,
Can make all your fears melt away,
You drown in them within seconds,
More glorious than the dawn of day,
Sweet blue eyes,
Will make all the pain in this life fade,
When you meet those blue eyes,
You know a great friendship is made"

[pain]

pai taht had been said a louf boom smocke beiag to boul up in the boulind a pain hirt sreamc and gun shoots. ain body began to shae as he got up. "aby get up and get dressed fast." h said as as he putd up his pants and zed them up. his a loud bang the door opened. "PAIN get you ass dow here they are here. ou were right." the ma with all as 5'10 and wearong all black withwhite shoes and ow more powerufl. pain has been plaining for a long tie. they would attak us. pain was ready but the othr were not."we lost 17 men all ready." the man groaned. lookif over he sees firimar. "this your new lover?' pain eys glow with love. "yes he yes bu the plan is to get the hell out of whee or this biuld withh build down. pain took put a kinfe. "use it if you need too. " with out lettig his mat sy anything. he ran to the door wating fr his lover as he hears men run up yelling. "i see two lets get the,"

[pain]

i hope you like it.

[firimar]

Firimar was in shock, suddenly being woken from a peaceful slumber, to having a knife shoved in his hands, hearing that 17 men were dead. He looked to pains face who suddenly transformed to a look of complete seriousness. firimar was shocked, this pain was different to the man he knew, this man was a leader with an authorative presence and it gave firimar a strange thrill. Grasping the knife tightly, firimar gathered his courage and walked through the door after Pain, What he saw before him was anarchy, there was small battle scene before his eyes, many had transformed into their leopard forms clawing at eachother. His eyes searched for Pain, an saw that he was fighting to, panicking he ran to his mate. Suddenly he heard a ferocious growl, warily, firirmar turned around and saw a large white cat with blazing green eyes. Firirimar knew this scent,
"Hoyra?" firimar scoffed, eyes blazing with rage
"Did you set the house on fire!" he yelled with a growl. Every nerve in his body was pulsing with rage, as he saw the cat transform back into his uncle, who looked tired bloddy, and above all angry.
"Hello firi" hoyra said with a smirk, uncle and nephew circled eachother, waiting for the other to strike first. Hoyra lunged for firimars knife, he got out of the way quickly, only to be tackeled by his larger uncle, both men struggled for the blade, firimar was strong but hoyra used to be a solidier and was specialised in combat. Both men fought furiously, pucncing and scratching eachother
"Why!" firimar shouted
"why are you doing this! Why couldn't you leave us alone, why..." firimar could no longer speak as hoyra finally grabbed hold of the knife and was holding it to firimar throat, firimar stilled as he felt a trickle of his own blodd go down his throat. He stared into hoyras eyes, completely frightened
"Because you are his son!" hoyra hissed, removing the blade from his throat only to replace it wih his hand, choking firimar. He couldn't move, because hoyra had locked his body with his legs in a pincer movemnet. Firimar eyes widened when hoyra raised the blade above his right eye, the violet one.
"I'll gouge out that hateful eye, the eye of that bastard, who killed my mate" Firimar wanted to protest, but any attempt died in his choking throat, he felt himself starting to black out, he prayed for someone to help him, in his heart he called out for Pain . Just before he passed out he heard the dreadful words that he hoped were never true
"the eye of the bastard who raped my brother Jasyd"

[pain]

pain got up grinning wiping the blood river off his fatlip. he form back to his human, he ran over be he can hurt him mate. he hated seeing his mate in pain so pain got up and kick the man in teh gut ashard as he can and that was hard making the man roll over in pain as helet go of his mate. "babe get out of here get in te bedroom and waitfor me" he picked his mate up with a small pain his arm b/dc he wascut deep. not caring he teh blood was droping on his mate. when hso mate got in the room. as whole new pain came out. "you fucking foole. i will kil you this time will pull your guts out and bring them to your lord."pain smiled as the man got up.woth a small groan from te man he let his arms hang there. hsi body was cut up bad just like pains. they both battled for 5 mins as they nboth yell in pain and in pleasure.. "you think pain will hurt me. you don't get my name huh. poor man. so blind." he said as he stabed that man in the gut ripping it open.

as this was going on the other man was putting out the fire. a man ran up and his face was black. "sir the fire is out. the build is safe. the olny thing was hurt was the cafe on teh frist floor." the manm said as he pick up the body. pain knew his firimar wanted to kil hi but he can risk losing him. "get the thing out of here." pain oder teh man and the manm draged the body away."the war beings with one mans greed." the man nodded as he moves away and can't be seen anymore.




(this was fast i didn't want you to get hurt. ^.^)

[firimar]

(awww you're such a sweetie)

Firimar was in a daze, he last thing he remmebered was hoyra strangling him and...telling him that he was the result of rape. Firimar shut his eyes, trying to stop the tears, his chest shaking, he didn't want to believe, his father couldn't be a rapist, or a murderer, it wasn't true, hoyra was lying he had to be...
"Oh please let it be a lie" firimar whispered, bringing his knees up to his chest and crying. he hated himself for being so weak, pain was always saving him, he couldn't even stop his uncle from burning their house. And now with the possibilty that he was such an abomination
"I don't deserve him, i don't deserve to be so loved" firimar gasped out. He began quietly singing to himself, a song with no words, but with feelings of pain, suffering guilt , unworthiness and the wish to die. As he was singing he ddin't hear someone come in

[pain]

pain came ineninh up the door as he fell on him knees blood doping off of him. pain was in pain. he let back all the pain. "i...i love....yo....." he said as he fainted on the floor. hus head hit the floor hard as his arms and chest followed with it.



(i give the story to you. you be the planer. ))

[firimar]

Firimar ran to his mate scooping him up, terrified when he saw his mate covered in blood
"Pain, love can you hear me, oh no pain!" he cried scooping up his smaller lover and resting him on the bed. Firimar heart pounded in his ears there was so much blood
"What happened to you?" firirmar shook his head, this was no time to be shocked, he tore pains bloody clothes off, and winced when he saw how deep the wound were. Firimar raced o find bandages, and was elieved to find a medical kit in one of the cupboards. he ran like a madman to his love, and carefully applied eprisech* and then disenfectant onto the wounds on his chest and arms, before carefully wrapping them up in badages, as he lifted his love to wrap the bandages around his chet, he paused when pain whimpered, and asoftly kissed his head
"I know sweetheart it won't hurt for much longer" after finishing the wrapping, he put a cold compress on pains forehead to lower his alrming fever.
Firimar sat there for what seemed an eternity, staring at his loversbarely alive body. he was afraid to blink incase he missed the movement of Pains chest breathing. he was afraid to sleep in case pain needed him. He grabbed onto pains hand tightly, deseperately kissing the palm
"Please wake up my love, don't leave me alone" firimar whispered
"can you hear me? i love you so much, we just were getting to know eachother, you've done so much for me and i haven't ben able to return anything, i know i don't deserve you but please live, i can't lose you, there is no me without you pain, your soul is my soul, you die, i die too, so please live my love, i promise if you live i'll spend evry waking momment making sure you never suffer again please live" Firimar broke down sobbing uncontrollably, the pain in his heart wouldn't cease until pain opened his beautiful eyes again. Still crying firimar bent over his love and kissed his lips.

*Healing medicine, helps cell regnerate

[pain]

pain smiled as he wraped his arms around his mate. pulling his mate on top of him. opening his eyes. pulling the thing off his head. pulinf his lover close runnng his arms down his back then to his ass. grabing it tight an dhard as i nibble on his lips. "don't say thing like that i love oyu too much if i die you need to live."he smiled and bucked his hips up. loving the pleasure move in his mates eyes and his own.. he looked at himslef. 'wow i went al out of him. i almost dead' he thought as he smiled