lament of loneliness and love (OPEN THREAD)

[firimar]

Firimar smiled into the kiss, relishing the feeling of being embraced, for the first time as long as he could remember, he was being wanted instead of just being put up with. He grabbed pains head and urged him closer, runnning his fingers through that silky hair. Firimar pulled Pain down on top of him, as they continued kissing frantically, feeling every part of the others body.
Pain stopped for a second for air, fifirmar looked properly at this beautiful man and whispered breathlessly
"I am happy, for the first time in my life, i am actually happy" firmar said gasping at the wonder of it,
"and it frightens me" firimar finished honestly. Seeing pains concerned face, firimar shook his head and held that face with both hands, softly stroking those cheeks
"But i sang that song, because i believed it belonged to you, i know it sounds crazy but i felt like i have been singing that all these years just for you to hear it..... and find me"

[pain]

pain smiled as he wraped his arms tighter arounbd he man as he being to lick the man neck as he began to breath heavey and deep. pain tryed so hard to control it, so far is working. he wanted to show the man how much he loved him, pain being to bite on him neck taste the sweet skin, and the saltness, he wanted to taste is more and more as he rn his hand nder the hand chest grabing hold of him close. he stoped "tell me to stop if you don't like want i'm doing." he said we he move to his ear and started to nibble and suck on that as well. sweat being to drop down pain face as he grow hot, wanting to feel every ich of the man, but as well he was scared he just met him and look at them holding oneother and hes already nibbling on him and growing harder as teh sec passes by. he got back in control and foces everything away. but there was still a small hole in his crontrol. that may just open if thing continue on. he started to think to himself. 'wow pain your going all out on him you must love him.' he smailed as he, licks one more time.

[firimar]

(tell him to stop?tell hi mto stop? if he stops i'll scream) firimar thought as arching his back writhing, with pain on top of him, liccking and kissiing nearly every part. Firimar started panting breathless as pain kissed his neck, his eyes, his cheeks, his lips. Before long firimar was granning onto Pains arms urging him with silent pleas,to have him to mark him. Firiar gasped again, as pain moved downwards, kissing his path down, firimar was startled when his thin white shirt was ripped open but soon again lost in the ecstasy of pains kisses and lick. Pain reached Firimars waistband and stared up at firimar silently asking for permission. All firimar could do was nod. With ease and grace, pain pulled firimars pants down and lowered his head. Firimar closed his eyes anticpating, his chest heaving when suddenly...
"FIRIMAR!!!!"
Both aroused men sat up in shock, turning to face a middle aged man. He was fairly attractive standing 6 ft 4 long white hair, like firimars, with pale skin and green eyes and hi face would've been called attractive except for that look of pure rage on his face.
"Uncle Hoyra? what, what, what are you doing here?" stuttered firimar as he quickly stood up, pulling up his trousers very embarrased to be caught in this position.
"what am i doing here?" his uncle spat out marching up to firimar graabing him by the front of his worn shirt, shaking him
"Apparently i'm seeing my nephew.."sneering when he said nephew.
"...act like acommon whore with soem nameless filthy reyls isn't it !!" Nor firimar probably couldve defended him self but years of being bullied by his uncle gave him a natural built'in submission to his uncle. However when his uncle insulted Pain, he grew worried and protective of his lover.
"Don't you dare! Don't you dare call him that Hoyra" Firimar growled shrugging off his uncles hand, walking over to pains side, and holding his hand,
"Because i won't forgive you". Hoyra was silent for moment before growling threateningly
"YOU IMPUDENT SCUM, DON'T YOU DARE TALK TO ME LIKE THAT, YOU HALF-CASTE PIECE OF REYLS SHIT!" Hoyra cried then running to firimar, his fist raised to strike.

[pain]

pain looked around, everything was happening so fast. ad looked at the man. his own fist hit the man in the face, kocking him back. "DON'T YOU EVER DARE TO HIT HIM AGAIN." pain yeled as his body started to shake taking in all the pain he has saved him, again the man hit pain in the face, pain face just was truned to the side, pain smiled as he helped him lover up, he was never so mad in his life he eanted to kil the man. "you have ver right toi hate my kind, but allso i'm not like the rest, i will fight, unlike the other, i will kill ppl like you. so if i SEE ANY mark on him you will pay for every cut on his body. "pain said nodding, that man stil didnt get it, and again he hit pain, "don't you get my name, my name is pain, i don't feel pain. you fool" pain said wipin g the blood off his mouth as he walked over to the man kneeing him in the balls, pain saw the man fall fast grinning, he kneed down and whipered in the man ear, so Firimar can't hear. "i will kill you with out thinking. so don't start." and said as he got up pulling firimar close ot him, giveing him a deep kiss.



(i hope you like that, i have ever got in a fight in zercar. i tryed my best ^.^)

[firimar]

(Your fight scene was fantastic i love how you write Pains character ;D)
Everything happened in a blur, the first thing firimar rembered was his uncle going to hit him again, then he saw his uncle on the ground with pain standing over him telling his uncle to never hurt him again. Firimar wanted to swoon, but that just would be embarrasing. the final thing, he realised was pain kissing him deeply, but this kiss was diferent from before, it was pure passion, possessiveness, protectiveness, concern for firimar and ownership. Firimar was alittle frightened by this overwhelming emotion that could only be coming from Pain. He felt Pains feelings as if they where his own, as if his heart was beating within firimars chest and made firimar drunk with emotion. A single tear ran down his cheek, not for his uncle, no no, he oculdn't give a damn about his oh so sweet-hearted uncle. he wept for pain. Pain looked startled and held firimar tighter, asking if he were hurt. firimar shook his head
"No i'm okay i'm okay, he didn't hurt me so don't be upset, its okay i'm fine" Firimar whispered, over and over trying his best to soothe his angered and upset lover, then he remembered what he heard pain say to his uncle
"he has no right to hate your kind, do you hear me no reason!" Firimar said sternly but sadly holding pains face in his hands
"There is no reason you should be hated!, so don't hate yourself! Don't you dare hate the person i lo...." Firimar paused realising what he was about to say. Could he really be in love? Truly so fast, Firimar looked into pains eyes and he knew the answer
".. the person that i love"

(Sorry i'm in a mushy mood, Is it too cheesy? )

[pain]

pain smiled as he held his lover close as he draged him away from the pain he felt in on that ground. he looked behind. "he wil be fine i hurt him alot but he will be back for him i know his type of guy. "he sighed and wrap his arms about the man side as they walked away. pain smiled and rested his head on the other arm, giggling, his mood was fule with lust and happy now . pain hand slide down to his loves ass and he being to rub it, pain smiled and laff "sorry about that, and for the fight, i wil not left you get hurt i may be smaller and younger but so help them go if the hurt you they wil die" with that said he smiled again as he bit his lip. "sooooooo what do you want to do? its not wise for oyu to go home b/c he may pop up and kill you. so i'm taking you away, away from the pain, away from the hurt, be by my side," he beged as he pulled on the mans arm.

[firimar]

A million thoughts ran through firimars mind, should he abandon everything and runaway with a man he barely met, should he leave th city he knew and people he knew? then again another voice popped in his head
(like i'm gonna miss any of them, those hwo snubbed me, the horrible family who beat me? What is there to miss, what is there to lose?) Firimar looked at pain, sweetly begging him to come with him. firimar knew he wouldn't lose anything and he had everything to gain from this man, this wonderful passionate man would give a world of love and happiness, he knew that deep in his heart he trusted pain. He pulled his arm suddenly from pains hand, the other man looked crestfallen for a second, misunderstanding, so firimar quickly grabbed his hand and kissed the palm then the back of the hand, an old custom he had seen mated couples do before in the street. Taking a deep breath as he were about to plunge into water he spoke
"I want to be by your side, take me with you, and i will protect you as you protect me"

[pain]

pan smile amn kisses him wrapinf his arms around him as they kiss wanting to lobe this man till they die and be togater forever, e grabed that man hand and nodded and smileat the fact he kissed his han "wow tht old"a an d grined

[pain]

lust started to take over pain body as he spun his love around as he pinned him on a tre and kissed him, running his cold hands up his shirt as he ran a finger over firimar nipple making it hard so we can start to play with it. places a knee with hes cock so his knee can be on his hole, havee persure on it, he loved this man so much but he beong controled but another will his feeling are controling him, he wanted to hear his moans and gash for air as he shows him want true pleasure was.


((( i like thos one better, you can A go with it and havce sex. or B push me away saying you asshole)))

[firimar]

Firimar gaspped, his mind going balank as Pain played with his body like a koros (instrmuents similar to the violin) Firimar prided himself on having skilled hands, but by zerca! his amethyst haired lover sure knew how to use those hands. Firimar moaned when pain touched his crush, and threw away anymodesty he had, wrapping his legs around pains waist as he was pushed against the tree, thrusting his crotch to meet Pains, wanting, needing, to have pain inside him. Both men started to grow impatient, groping, kissing biting, thrusting at a eachother. Firimar couldn't take it anymore, he needed this man, the barrier of skin and flesh was too much to bear, he wanted to become one with him. Ferociously he kissed pain again, this time btiting that soft bottom lip, and causing to bleed, before licking it apoplogetically,
"How can something that gives such pleasure, be called pain, you are anything but pain" firimar breathessly said out loud, embracing his lover tighly as he grinded into him
"you are so beautiful, please have me, take me" firimar said at his peak

(my first time writing a sexy scene, hope i did okay )

[pain]

pain didn't want to hear want he siad it was to painful to hear about him name again all the time pople ask him that has thing over and over and again, pain pulled out his lover pants and underwear as he moved down on his knees and slipsed his legth him pain tight wet mouth, still wanting to taste that mamn he loved. he wanted to feel every inch of the man, his skin his pain, his blood, his soul. heran his hand up between his legs as he being to up his inner part of his leg, still wantiing to hear the sweet moan coming out of his maon. pain pushed his legth even deeper in, be purred as he being to play with it in his mouth.





(its okay i'm a slut online so i put detal in it >.<)

[firimar]

Firimar never considered himself a screamer, he never really thought about it, but boy did pain clear that mysstery up for him. He cried out loud, when pain sucked on his throbbing aching length, the pleasure was so intense, he wanted to bury his hands in pains hair, and force his head more on his cock, but he didn't want to hurt him so he rfrained from doing so. To stop himself he dug his hands into the tree behind him, digging his claws into the bark deeply, almost exploding with ecstasy, panting and moaning he looked down at his lover, feeling so much love and s=adoration for this creature. He felt himself coming to his peak, like an erruption that was to swallow them both.
"p-p-pain, st-st-stop i'm going to c-come" he stuttered barealy breathing, he didn't want to cum in his lovers mouth, he didn't want to treat him like that

[pain]

pain smiled at thefact that he told him to stop, but ne didn't do so, he wanted his lover to be happy so ge just sucked darer and faster on him, pushing his finger in his body, moving it in and out of his tight body faster and harder, wanting to hear the moans more and more. he lusts to hear them he wanted to tase his souls his body. every thing on him, and even his he came pain will keep on going he can pick and up and walk him home so he can rest in his bed so he can cook for him letting the smeel fill he room. with that thought pain smiled and sucked on him more, moaninf deep as he taste some pre. wantiung the real thing

[firimar]

"Ah,ah, aaaaahhhhh, pain, oh..damn pain, feels, soooo goood" Firimar moaned, soon reaching his climaxa, all muscles in his lower regions seized up and then realesed exploding within firimar. He saw the stars in the heaven, before he came right on pains face.
"Oh no i'm so sorry" cried firimar panicked, he bent down quickly wiping off his cum off pains face with his hand, before wiping it on the grass, and his trousers, (i'll need to wash these later, cometo think of it, ill need a shirt too...NOWS NOT THE TIME FOR THAT, YOU JUST SHOT A LOAD IN YOUR LOVERS FACE, HARDLY ROMANTIC YOU MORON) Firima scolded hiself mentally. He turned to pain, concerned apologising oover and over again, only to be met with an amamzing smile from pain which made him blush

[pain]

pain smiled as his lover rubs his face clean. "babe " pain started ot suck on firimar fingers, "i like the taste, " jhe giggled and pins him down opening his legs as he started to rub his cock on firimar tight hole, moaninf deep as he saw his lover pined down. he make him lok at him even more. he loved the way his body was formed, he love that way he can't take pleasure without moaning loud, pian loved it when they moan it tells hikm that he was doing the job right. pre started to cover the man hole, pain asking permisson. "may i. or may we wait. ita all up to your babe." he smiled and looked at him.