Post by auroranightshade on Jan 7, 2013 19:49:03 GMT -5
Aurora pulled at his costume, frowning. It was an import, smuggled from Earth and expensive. One of his past... dalliances... thought it an appropriate gift. As warm as Zerca was, always, and with the additional heat of the bonfire, it was true that Aurora would never get cold. But. He had been a pleasure slave, a true pleasure slave, until the tribe bought him and the Chief's bearer partner gave him his freedom.
As easy, and as often, as he laughed that time off as nothing more than 'free food,' which, in essence, for his Incubus half, it was... it also had much ugliness and many nightmarish aspects that still left his psyche wounded and scarred.
He hated the stupid outfit, called a 'harem boy outfit' or something along those lines. It was thin, diaphanous material in a glittery rainbow pattern that was all but transparent, and the top and the most intimate areas of the bottom were covered in chains, coins, and jewels - providing the only modesty the outfit had to offer. Aurora would have preferred outright nudity to this.
The vexing thing was, until he had been told what it was, and what it was meant to represent, it had been his favorite gift he had ever been given. But, how could he do anything but hate it now, knowing as he did, this symbolized slavery as much as the shackles and collar that he once bore? Even the medbox could not remove scars once they were already there, and Aurora spent extra care to cover his on his wrists, ankles, and neck, always hiding the signs of what he once was.
What was the point of hiding it if he was just going to put on something like this and flaunt it about anyway? He bit his lower lip, conflicting emotions and thoughts once more leaving him hesitating leaving his tent for the bonfire in the costume.
Hearing the Chief call, he put aside his indecision, and left. He was the most popular entertainer, and it was time for him to go and dance. He gracefully strode past the musicians and singers, towards the other dancers, bowing his head to the Chief as he did so.
It was time. If he was lucky, tonight's performance would attract him a new 'snack' for his Incubus half - it had been nearly a month since he last fed his 'baser' nature. If not, it would be no great loss, however. He was not starved yet.
It had been a blessing when he learned feeding his Zercan self, especially his cat form, raw meat could stretch how long he could go without 'snacking.' He had yet to see just how long he could go, but well, that was because he did not fancy intentional starvation. Two months was the longest he had yet pushed it.
If he could go safely forever, he would. He wished he could hold himself sacred for his Giver, like some Bearers did... something that was, and would forever be, denied him. But, maybe he could be forgiven his past, one day, someday, if they should ever meet.
The music was beginning, it was time. Perhaps.... no, better not to dream, just dance. Just dance.
As easy, and as often, as he laughed that time off as nothing more than 'free food,' which, in essence, for his Incubus half, it was... it also had much ugliness and many nightmarish aspects that still left his psyche wounded and scarred.
He hated the stupid outfit, called a 'harem boy outfit' or something along those lines. It was thin, diaphanous material in a glittery rainbow pattern that was all but transparent, and the top and the most intimate areas of the bottom were covered in chains, coins, and jewels - providing the only modesty the outfit had to offer. Aurora would have preferred outright nudity to this.
The vexing thing was, until he had been told what it was, and what it was meant to represent, it had been his favorite gift he had ever been given. But, how could he do anything but hate it now, knowing as he did, this symbolized slavery as much as the shackles and collar that he once bore? Even the medbox could not remove scars once they were already there, and Aurora spent extra care to cover his on his wrists, ankles, and neck, always hiding the signs of what he once was.
What was the point of hiding it if he was just going to put on something like this and flaunt it about anyway? He bit his lower lip, conflicting emotions and thoughts once more leaving him hesitating leaving his tent for the bonfire in the costume.
Hearing the Chief call, he put aside his indecision, and left. He was the most popular entertainer, and it was time for him to go and dance. He gracefully strode past the musicians and singers, towards the other dancers, bowing his head to the Chief as he did so.
It was time. If he was lucky, tonight's performance would attract him a new 'snack' for his Incubus half - it had been nearly a month since he last fed his 'baser' nature. If not, it would be no great loss, however. He was not starved yet.
It had been a blessing when he learned feeding his Zercan self, especially his cat form, raw meat could stretch how long he could go without 'snacking.' He had yet to see just how long he could go, but well, that was because he did not fancy intentional starvation. Two months was the longest he had yet pushed it.
If he could go safely forever, he would. He wished he could hold himself sacred for his Giver, like some Bearers did... something that was, and would forever be, denied him. But, maybe he could be forgiven his past, one day, someday, if they should ever meet.
The music was beginning, it was time. Perhaps.... no, better not to dream, just dance. Just dance.