The Untold Tales of Kurro Spauldyng

[mesmu]

This digital diary is a written document of the life and ventures of Kurro Spauldyng. Starting from age thirteen and moving on from there, until immortality.

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Dear Dairy,

My name is Kurro. I recently turned thirteen and my doctor suggested I get a leather bound book filled with blank pages and write in it. I decided against that and opted for a digi-writer instead. That's how you came to be dairy and its not a very interesting tale, but there will be others. Ones that will dive into not only my present, but hopefully my past as well. I wish to one day look back on this and smile though, so I hope I can fill this up with some good times as well. Even though I feel dead inside, I always feel dead...

Is that normal?

I don't know, maybe it is, maybe I'm just being a drama-bearer... Probably... I need to go to sleep, gotta watch the kids in the morning so Vali and Xio can enjoy a weekend together.

Can we talk again soon?
Kurro

[mesmu]

Dear Diary,

Ten sheep, two ducks, and six weeks later. No I'm kidding though it has been six weeks and its now one month before the... anniversary. That's what I call it in my head, when someone asks me how I'm feeling on that day its always the same: Sick.

Not the cough-cough, wheeze-wheeze, nor the puking kind. Its just in my bones, muscles, and very soul. I feel as if the worlds are mocking me: "You're alive, their not. You live, but he burned." I hate it! That day is the day I spend in my room every year on the year just feeling horrid.

{More will be added later and yeah I know "WHY THE HELL AREN'T YOU POSTING WHITNEY???" ... ^^' "I'm having troubles figuring out what to write, heh-heh." -is shot, but doesn't die just hides from evil side of mind that wants to do something creative-}