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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 10, 2010 19:11:15 GMT -5
I hear a voice, asking me what's wrong. It's Xan! My vision clears, and I see Bakeru and Xanto standing before me. I pull both of them into a tight hug.
"I'm SO sorry! I-I-It's just, your purr. It brought it all back... T-the r-r-rape, everything." I cried, tears running down my cheeks.
"Daddy? What happened to Mommy?"
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Post by mesmu on Dec 10, 2010 21:04:26 GMT -5
"Mommy is just scared about something that happened in his past is all," I soothe our worried son before sighing. "Got it. No purring."
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 10, 2010 21:15:10 GMT -5
"What happened in his past?" Xan asked, but before Bakeru can answer, I jump in.
"I was hurt, very badly."
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 1:54:33 GMT -5
I nod and pull away from my boys, "I'll be back, I just wanna go talk with Lexie okay?"
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 20:41:13 GMT -5
"Okay..." After Bakeru is gone, I looked down at Xan, smiling lightly.
"Mommy. Who hurt you?"
"A very bad man."
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 20:50:51 GMT -5
So I go and talk with my mother in law, asking her to please keep a close eye on Alex when I'm not able to. And expressing my worry to her about my mate's stability.
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 20:53:10 GMT -5
"What happened to him? Did Daddy kill him?"
"Don't talk about people like that. But, if you must know, I killed him."
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 20:58:26 GMT -5
My ears perk at the boy's conversation and I shake my head sadly, "I hope Xanto never has to go through what Al did... Never ever."
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 21:01:32 GMT -5
"Ah, but without sadness, how do you find true happiness." Lexie said in all her wisdom.
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 21:02:26 GMT -5
"Sadness is okay, but trauma is not," I reply with a slight growl.
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 21:11:38 GMT -5
"I'm not condoning what that monster did to Alex. I'm just stating an observation. You love is stronger due to what you went through, isn't it?"
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 21:14:14 GMT -5
I stare at her for a long moment, "Yes, and I wish I could say it's growing stronger everyday. But I'm unsure. Sometimes I can't even feel it when Alex brakes down. Almost like he doesn't want me to know. Like he doesn't want my help."
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 21:29:07 GMT -5
Lexie sighed, and looked at Bakeru. "He takes after his father." I was fully engrossed now. She had never mentioned my father. "James was stubborn, and refused to accept help with anything. It killed him in the end, when he refused treatment for cancer."
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Post by mesmu on Dec 11, 2010 21:39:26 GMT -5
Glancing to my mate I frown, "I'm sorry to hear that ma'am."
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Post by Lizzy the Fluff Master on Dec 11, 2010 21:41:12 GMT -5
Mom tisks, and glares playfully at Bakeru. "No need to be so formal, you are like a son to me."
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