A Crimson Road [Takashi/Hisoka]

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He had removed his hand rather quickly. And he had begun to try to sit up so he could answer the Vampyr's question. Trying to sit up his head bobbed forward and back. It was the only thing that had moved on him. He wanted to shake his head no but the pillows restricted him from doing that in that position. After a few seconds he leaned back defeated... Wait... The Vampyr looked angry. Upset... Irritated... Why? Oh! his head nodded! No! He meant no! He would have to correct himself.

"Y...Y....Y..." Damn he couldn't say 'You don't understand!' And now he was going to think he was saying yes!! Oh Shit what was he going to do now! He couldn't even mutter a word anymore!

"N...No!...." He wanted to tell him no that he was mistaken! But it could be taken as No don't come near him! Or as in No.... He wouldn't stay. That's how the Japanese would state it....

[Kago]

Takashi could only manage a frown as he looked down at Hisoka. He heard him clear enough. The only thing he could think was that the kid was trying to say yes. So, he did just intend to go like that. He supposed he couldn't just expect the kid to be head over heals for him.

Considering what just happened, he wondered if he had lost it himself. Being overcome by his desires, and whatever he felt for the kid. He should just let the kid go. He was clearly going to be nothing but trouble. He told himself that, but he still felt he wanted to watch over the smaller male.

Why was that? Because he was a doctor. Because he actually felt something for the kid. He couldn't quite say. He just knew that he didn't feel anything good with that assumed yes.

"I see," He spoke, getting out of the bed. Then he heard a no. Did he feel the need to rub it in his face now. He couldn't help but glare.

"I realize you want to leave, but it seems you are incapable of going, so I insist you rest." He wasn't the type to visibly show his anger sometimes. And now was one of them. All because of this strange kid he met today.

He was better off just calling his partner. His friend. He wondered what Manawa would do. He needed to call him. This time, he'd use the house phone. He could leave the kid alone here. The windows were to small for him to go through. In his bedroom, and in the bathroom connected to his bedroom.

Before he left, perhaps, he should slip into his clothes. He at least put back on his pants. "I'll leaving," the bedroom, he was going out into the hall. With that said, he opened his bedroom door, walking out into the hall, leaving the door open a crack.

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No! Wait! He couldn't just leave him here half naked and aroused! He had to do something! He had to stop the Vampyr.... But how? He was limited to the bed. He had to try and go after the Vampyr. To stop him! To make him listen! He began to try and roll himself out of the bed to go after him... He didn't want him to simply leave!

Hisoka managed to roll out of the bed. What he didn't realize was that the bed was rather high. He hit the floor hard with a thud and his head hit the night table. His southern parts hit the floor just as hard forcing a scream from his lips.

"AH!" Was all he could get out as he laid there, in a dazed confused state. Tears streaked his face, as he laid there and stared at the cracked door... He hoped the Vampyr wouldn't take it as him trying to run away again even under a spell.

"V....Vam....Vam...." He tried to say Vampyr to call him... He didn't really want him to leave.

[Kago]

Takashi had come up close to where he set the phone when he heard something falling in his room. He frowned at that. And rushed back to his bedroom. He figured it could only be one thing. Or person.

"Hisoka." He spoke the boy's name, surprised to see him on the floor. "What..." He wasn't sure what to make of this. He rushed to the boy's side.

The boy was crying? Was he that upset with him. "Why?" He questioned, moving to lift the boy in his arms and place him back on the bed. Making sure his back was to the bed.


Had he been trying to talk before. He thought he heard him speak. One of those words, were awfully close to what he was. But he had a name... One he realized he hadn't told him yet.

"Just call me Takashi, you might not care enough to though." He figured it was pointless, but he might as well.

"Do, I have to stand here and watch over you?" Doing so would entice him to have a repeat of earlier. Something he refused to do with how much he was disliked. If not hated.

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"Tak.... Tak... I... Cn't..... Ca....N't...." He was getting too exhausted to speak. Even with his healing powers they were greatly diminished from the loss of blood. He was trying to say He couldn't speak clearly... He wanted to say he would stay regardless of his work... Just for his sake...

No he had to try and finish his sentence. But the pain he felt was too great for him to bear through... And things were kinda fuzzy.... How was he going to get it across that he didn't want him to leave... That he was going to stay? Everything seemed to backfire... Just like his last broken sentence may leave a sour taste in both persons mouths. It might sound like in Takeshi.... That was his name... It was Takeshi.... At least he had one...

He had to get his thoughts back on track as the tears stung his eyes staring up at the Vampyr who look oh so worried. He was trying to think of how that sentence of broken words might sound.

Like he couldn't stay there with him.... That was the worst thing that could be thought at that point in time... He just might be pushed over the edge... And when Hisoka could speak again, would he think he would by lying just to leave? No... That wouldn't be the case!

"Tak.....I... Can't.... S....S..." He couldn't finish his sentence... He was too weak and sore....

[Kago]

Takashi could hear Hisoka trying to say something, but it seemed the boy was incapable of finishing a sentence. He frowned at that. Perhaps he did over do it. But, at least this assured the boy would be going no where. He wasn't quite sure he wanted it to go like this. But he did what he had to. Which had him wondering. What did he have to do?

The Vampyre was reluctant to admit it, but he was somewhat at a loss. With how he felt about Hisoka. It wasn't a matter of what he felt. He knew what he felt. To want to have and hold the younger male. He just wasn't sure what to do about his desire to escape. As he still assumed he was trying to do.

Hisoka's earlier words came to mind, how he had to go do his work. Having to run off. Seeming to want to get away from him, even though he had only tried to help him. It wasn't like he owed him. He didn't think he did. Though he helped him out earlier, and he seemed quite ungrateful.

"You don't need to tell him," His assumption was, that he was still trying to leave. "We'll talk when you are able to." He wasn't sure when that would be.

"I don't plan to do anything else to you, so you don't need to worry." He figured that was what it was about. Whether or not the boy enjoyed what happened. He obviously didn't care for it now.

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Hisoka laid there. He was rather frustrated not being able to make coherent sentences! If he could, he'd slam his fist down on a table. For now he simply teared up and cried through his frustration. He turned his head to look out the small sliver of window... What was he going to do...? He wanted to sit up....

He made a slight twitching motion to sit up but couldn't get there. How long would he be like that? He could feel his voice getting slightly better....

"Tak...Ashi.... Help.... Me up.... Blanket.... Please...." He turned red at that last request... He wanted to be covered to make himself feel less vulnerable... He just stared at him in the eyes....

"You.... Miss...Understand.... I was....try....ing to...s...say... You... Misunder....Stand... I...Wasn't...Going... To...Go.... And... Was try...ing... To...Say I can't.... T....Ta..lk.... Please.... I'.m.... S...Sorry..." He was genuinely sorry, but did Takashi trust him? Did he believe in what he said? He was worried... He was worried that he would think it's just a trick. If that happened he didn't know what he'd do...

[Kago]

Takashi stared down at Hisoka for a moment. It seemed he was doing something, or trying to. What wash e thinking? He waited for a moment, just watching him. He could tell something was bothering him. It wasn't something he liked to see either.

It was surprising, to hear Hisoka speak. What was he saying? He wanted a blanket. Well, he could get that. He made a quick trip to his closet, where he took out an extra blanket and set it over Hisoka. It blocked his view of the younger males lithe figure. He couldn't believe he was even thinking about that now.

He had more to say. He listened to Hosoka;s words. Unsure of what to think. He misunderstood. He didn't want to go. What made him change his mind? Was he just trying to get his guard down? He was probably lying. It was hard not to think so, when he considered what happened earlier. But he wasn't sure. Perhaps, he could give him a chance. He could do that, and if he betrayed him. If he did try to run. Then that was it.

Besides, this time, it seemed the boy spoke with some emotion. His apology. It didn't seem fake.

"Just rest," He spoke, a faint smile gracing his lips. For some reason, it settled there. Perhaps, because he believed the words of the younger male.

"Until you can speak properly, just stay there." As if he could go anywhere. It wasn't meant as a joke. He just wanted him to rest. "I'll get you anything you ask for." Or whatever he could offer.

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Hisoka laid there and breathed evenly. Finally he got through to him! That made him a little more relaxed. He didn't know what was going on... He felt torn apart when Takashi had begun to leave, and he felt okay when he was there. He hadn't felt that way before he was taken so... Roughly... His cheeks turned pink at that thought. God why was he flushing so much over a guy who had just simply raped him! He hadn't wanted it to begin with! And now... He felt as if he couldn't go or do things without him... And yet he had to... But he would deal with that once he came to that bridge.

"Please.... Don't go...." He simply said those three words and turned his head to the side. Exhausted from being taken.... He just simply wanted to sleep.... And he began to drift off as Takashi sat there with him.

[Kago]

Takashi wasn't expecting the younger male to tell him to stay. It had him feeling a bit...confused. Where he had assumed he wanted him to be gone, only to see now he wanted him to stay. Why was that? He wondered. But he couldn't go about asking now. Not because he couldn't speak. But because he found the other male had fallen asleep. Something he couldn't help but smile at. Perhaps he would stay longer.

The thought had Takashi simply sitting there and watching Hisoka. Finding the thought of sleep wasn't bad at all. But, he was the type that stayed up at night. He would just watch over Hisoka a bit. Then he would decide what he would do from there. He felt he really should have given this some more thought.

[lacrymosa]

Hisoka slept that night comfortably. He began to move slightly in his sleep. He moaned a few times and chewed in his sleep... After about an hour of that he tensed. And then he began to move a little more quickly. His breath came in short little gasps. He thrashed around crying out-

"No!nonononononononno!...." He was having an awful nightmare. He suddenly stopped moving, and his breath increased. He began to moan in his sleep. He cried out in pleasure and a little pain. and then after a few more moments of that, he relaxed...

That nightmare he had went on the whole night. and he began to sweat half way through. When morning came he awoke with a start. He sat up immediately, obviously rejuvinated yet...Drained..... He had been attacked in his sleep.... God that awful nightmare.... The demon told him something in his sleep... He explained something... But... He couldn't remember! Hisoka began to cry as he sat there in Takashi's bed...

[Kago]

Takashi had spent some time by Hisoka's side, but eventually went out into the hallway. There he spent quite a bit of time talking on the phone. Manawa had long since left work, and had gone home. He had asked if he wanted him to come over, but he turned down the offer. At least tonight. He really wasn't sure what was going to happen between him and Hisoka, but he didn't need one more person in the middle of it.

After that Takashi spent some time in the living room, before eventually going back to his room. Where he found Hisoka seemed to be having some sort of bad dream. He was caught in the middle of waking him up and leaving him be. In the bed, he found he left him alone, settling himself at a desk he had in his room, instead of sleeping in the bed. Though he wanted to stay close to him, and...protect him. He told himself, he should have a bit of distance between them.

That was where Takashi had fallen asleep, at the desk in his room, only to be woken up as he heard Hisoka wake up. His lavender hues, quickly setting themselves upon his crying figure. Without even thinking about it, he stood and went over to Hisoka's side, wrapping his arms about him in a gentle embrace.

"Hisoka," He said the smaller males name, worrying though he didn't quite know why. He seemed better. He could move. He could leave. He should distance himself. Be a doctor. Doctor's didn't have relationships with their patients. He could just tell him what he thought he should do, like a prescription. To stay away from crowded places. So, he wouldn't pass out. But he couldn't bring himself to just say that.

"What happened?" He didn't know what he was asking exactly. Though, he knew for sure, he wanted to know the meaning of his tears. Was he the cause. It actually made him feel slightly sick to consider that. He hoped it wasn't him.

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Hisoka sat there and cried. He recalled the dream he had. Of the doctor who called him to his home. Being tied up in the grand bedroom... Getting left there for hours.... His arms ached from sustained contraction. He recalled how that bloody demon violated him, making him feel so good when he wanted feel nothing. Then... He told him everything... The exact way to unravel the curse. In sweet detail too... Yet... He couldn't remember any of it! Nothing... But how could someone remember when they are being touched in mockery like a lover...

" I can't remember... He told me... How to unravel this curse... And I can't recall a lick of it! Nothing...." He sobbed into Takashi's arms. How could he have had the information he needed and not remember any of it!

[Kago]

If Takashi hadn't taken in the memories of Hisoka, earlier on, he would have had no idea what he referred to. He did however know what he referred to. And found himself frowning. He wished he could answer, have a response to what Hisoka said. But he could not. He didn't know what to say. To make things better. He was at a loss. Unless biting him again would do anything, then he had nothing.

"I don't know what to say," Takashi was reluctant to admit it, but it was the truth. "I wish I could tell you, what you wanted to know." He wished that, as well as to bring about the destruction of that other doctor.

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Hisoka simply laid in the doctor's arms... What would he do...? Where were they to go from here? He knew so much about him and yet... He knew nothing of Takashi. He wanted to stay... He would simply have to work from here... If he couldn't leave without Takashi, and if he couldn't take him... He would simply have to work from there.

"Takashi... I can't take you back with me.... But... I can work from here.... You have expressed yourself and now... I need to accept that and show you the same compassion you have shown to me..."

Besides... Why would anyone want a broken toy? He thought about that... About what the other would say to him... Being broken, disgusting... No one would ever want him.... No one wants to play with a broken toy... He was grateful for Takashi he assumed.