Nocturne (Open Thread NC-17)

[Nami Amakura]

Tears stung in Nami's eyes, the streams of the salty fluid running down the sides of his cheeks and swerved to run down toward the bed. He heard the noise Alyxandyr made when he scratched him, feeling slightly bad knowing that scratches like that with nails like Nami's had to hurt or even slightly bleed. Speaking of bleeding, Nami whimpered gently as he felt his own blood on his skin which was soon washed away by Alyxandyr's tongue. He still felt the small hole in heart, clutching onto Alyxandyr tightly as the pained burned more in his lower neck than it did his backside anymore. That's one way in focusing the pain on something else, but he hadn't expected this. Nami sniffed gently as Alyxandyr tried to comfort him, watching him wipe away his tears knowing that the man probably meant well by the act. He figured it was some sort of ritual in the claiming process where Alyxandyr came from, and set the subject aside as he focused on trying to relax atleast his lower body.

Nami's tears didn't stop though, only re-streamed down his cheeks as his legs bounced lifelessly at Alyxandyr's sides. Atleast the good thing with being a boy was you couldn't get pregnant no matter how many times you slept with another man. Nami actually wanted to be a parent when he was younger, still wrapped in the lie that pretended he was a female. That's what all girls wanted anyway in a sense, to have that joy was bringing life into the world. That dream was burned to a crisp when the lie was unraveled and Nami's truth slapped him hard in the face. He figured adoption would be his only way of being a parent now, sometimes wishing he was a girl rather than a boy. Yet if that were true, he wouldn't be laying on his bed getting screwed by his hot soul-mate who he only meet under an hour ago.

Nami's glossy emerald eyes scanned over to Alyxandyr, noticing the concerned look on his face. Nami was pretty relaxed at this point from the waist down, panting loudly as he was slightly rocked back from the thrusts into him. Nami felt a familiar sensation building up in his stomach, groaning out as he knew he'd release again to this man. Eyes that had closed once he say the concerned look opened again to watch groans escape Alyxandyr now. He smiled as he panted, taking in a large breath before tilting up his head to capture Alyxandyr in a lustful kiss. His friend's stories were right; it did start to feel amazing once you were used to it. He moaned into Alyxandyr's mouth, his eyes closing as tears continued to stream down his eyes for no reason now. Maybe out of extreme bliss or a emotional representation of the pain from the bite? I didn't matter, Nami just kissed the man deeply as he loved every moment of this.

[Alyxandyr Demitrios]

The corner's of the Zercan's lips twitched upwards in a slight smile as the boy took his lips. He accepted it willingly, his eyes sliding shut. He held onto the kiss for as long as he could before that damnable need of oxygen forced him to pull back. He sucked in a breath before another moan escaped him. That certain feeling had already started to form in his lower stomach, lost in the feeling by this point. It gave him just enough to keep the blissful cries on his lips, but still just a bit out of reach of what he was after. It was frustrating but enjoyable at the same time.

Self-control had faded just a bit as his mind wrapped itself up and cut off most rational thoughts in his mind. The last few motions into and out of the boy were quite harder than the ones prior. He didn't really mean to cause the boy any more pain than he'd already received, but he wasn't aware just how rough he was being. All his mind was focusing on was that he was being pushed closer and closer to the pure bliss and ecstacy his body had been clawing at. He desperately needed that feeling of release. The feeling was phenomenal and now all he wanted was for this to be complete. He wanted to collapse breathlessly beside the boy and hold him close.

His hips pressed harder and harder against the boy's thighs, his knuckles white from the force of his grasp on rthe soft bed sheets. His chest fell and expanded rapidly as time after time, his length filled the boy and struck that sweet little spot inside of Nami time after time. The feeling was just pleasurably unbearable now, caught in the heat of the moment which left his breath in ragged gasps. He dropped his lips to the boy's lips again, demanding, quick kisses being placed on the other's lips. Not long after, his back arched slightly, his body going rigid. The younger boy's name was choked out, followed by a loud moan as he was pushed over the edge, finally finding his release inside the boy. He panted loudly after he'd spilled himself inside the boy, slumping over a bit to kiss the younger boy, his lips a little displaced. "Nami.. I l-love you.."

[Nami Amakura]

Nami's lips parted slightly as he tongue lashed out to lick across Alyxandyr's lips, a stream of drool leaking out of the corners of his mouth. Once the kiss was broken, Nami cried out in bliss as his arms fell from Alyxandyr's neck, onto the bed above him and he entangled his fingers in the sheets. Nami's eyes remained closed as moans continued to slip past his lips, his chest raising and falling with each shuddered breath. Tears that remained from the pain that had formed on his shoulder, now only aching, lightly clung to his cheeks and eyelashes as he rocked back and forth from the force of Alyxandyr's thrusts.

Nami's crys came short and with every newly forced thrust into him, the cries more made of ecstasy than pain. Nami's lower body started to twitch and shiver suddenly, a he felt his second release building deep inside of him. " Ahh...ahh....ahhh....ahhh....ahhhnn.." Nami moaned out, eyes opening partly as he watched the enraptured look on Alyxandyr's face. Nami's fingers curled around the bed sheet tightly, as he bit down on his bottom lip as he felt his now-claimed entrance quivering around Alyxandyr as he continued to thrust into him roughly. A cry came out of Nami was he felt his release.

Nami's second release came in direct timing with Alyxandyr's, the boy's body shuddering as he felt the man releasing inside of him. Nami's eyes glazed over as his seed splashed over his own and Alyxandyr's bodies, his back arching as he felt the hot substance sloshing around inside of him. He panted loudly now that the event was over, pressing exhausted kisses against Alyxandyr's own kisses when they came to him. " Ahh....ahh....I...love you too....Alyx...andyr..." Nami panted out, unlacing his fingers from the sheets to slide around Alyxandyr's neck to pull the man's head to his chest. He kissed the top of the man's head, holding him close as he bathed in the afterglow of their love making.

[Alyxandyr Demitrios]

A small grin found it's way to Alyxandyr's face as the boy pulled him down to hold him and place a kiss at the top of his head. He shifted and let himself slump down against the bed next to the boy on his side, an arm slung carefully over the boy's stomach. He tangled his legs with the other's affectionately, placing a few small kisses on the boy's chest. His cheek was pulled from it's resting place on the boy's chest, allowing himself to shift a bit to rest at eye-level with the other. His other arm supported his head, gently reaching out a bit to brush through Nami's hair. For a moment, he didn't have any idea what to say. He had been planning to tell Nami about the whole pregnancy deal, but he would wait a little while before that. Something did come to mind, though.

"I'm sorry, Nami. I didn't want to hurt you." He stated quietly, moving his fingers to gently brush over the marking on the boy's neck. Alyxandyr smiled a bit, mostly to himself, as he leaned in to run his tongue over it again, more out of instinct and concern than for the usual reasons. He knew the wound would be fine in a little while, but he didn't like the sight of the blood left at the boy's neck and knowing he caused it. "But it'll show you're mine. If I took you to Zerca without the marking, you'd be very much likely to be taken away from me after a while. Hell, you probably wouldn't have made it past the ship either. But at least now they'll think twice before trying to take you away from me."

He offered a small smile. Of course, the boy probably wouldn't understand the full extent and implications of the statement, but he didn't care to explain them. It wouldn't be an issue, anyway. No one would take away his Nami. The younger boy was claimed now and all his and no one could take him away. He would honestly try to best to kill anyone who even thought about touching the boy in any way past just casual touches. He would severely harm anyone that gave him the wrong looks. Alyxandyr had always been a little bit of the overprotective type, but his intentions were good.

"So, uh.. Nami.. Do you like kids?" He asked slowly, trying to sound as casual as he could. There was an implication with it and he desperately hoped the boy picked up on it and didn't murder him. Then again, for that very reason, he was hoping his simple question would get a simple, unknowing answer. That wouldn't be the responsible thing, though. He sighed a bit, adverting his gaze to look across the room. His next statement was quiet and as casual as he could state it, "Cause, we'll be having one in about three months now."

[shinta]

Shinta gasped when he felt the other’s hands on him. His eyes widened a little and his cheeks became redder. He felt flushed and when Lysander’s hands were on him, he felt like his whole body was on fire. The looks the man gave him, his touches, and his voice all made Shinta’s body go wild. This man was the only one that got reactions such as these out of the red head and somehow, Shinta was sure that this was the way things should be. If anyone else were to touch him, it’d feel wrong. He belonged to Lysander now. Only this person was allowed to touch him like this. Lysander was the only one that had the right to take his body. He wanted Lysander to be the only one inside him and he wanted this man to claim him. He wanted to hear more of the man’s sweet words and know what it felt like to be touched some more. Shinta felt like he had an addiction. If Lysander didn’t keep touching him, he was sure he’d go crazy. As the other removed his underwear, Shinta was able to feel more of Lysander. He cried out when Lysander rubbed up against a sensitive area. He wasn’t sure whether it was accidental or not, but he wanted the man to go it again. The boy tangled his fingers in the other’s hair and ground his hips against Lysander’s. The red head moaned into the kiss and pulled back when the need to breath became too great.

“Lysander, I fell like I’m going to explode,” mumbled Shinta. “Ly-san-der…ahhh....”

There was an odd feeling in the pit of his stomach. It felt like he was ready to explode and touching Lysander made it worse, but also made him feel good at the same time. Shinta wasn’t aware of the full extent of these feelings, but he wasn’t completely ignorant as to what they meant. The boy’s body felt very sensitive at the moment and it was like any sort of touch would make him scream. Right now, he just wanted Lysander to take his virginity because he knew he wasn’t going to last much longer like this. Somewhere in the back of his mind, a voice was protesting. It was telling him that doing this was a mistake. He had just met this person and he was already letting him get into his pants. This was unwise and for all he knew, Lysander could turn out to be a playboy. He’d get his heart broken and never see the man again. But as he tried to tell this to the other, all that came out was another moan. It seemed like his body was disagreeing with is mind and at the moment, it was winning too.

[Lysander Sotiros]

A quiet moan of sorts pushed past his lips as Shinta's hips made contact with his own, moving his hands from Shinta's backside and up to the boy's side, dragging the fingers along the skin on the path. He hadn't wanted the kiss to end and was halfway wanting to initiate it again when Shinta spoke. At first, he was slightly confused. However, he simply gave a small, quiet laugh. He pressed a small, quick kiss to Shinta's cheek, a smile on his lips, "I'm pretty sure that would mean I'm doing a good job, then."

It took a moment to realize that the internal bet with himself had been won. It had been close, though. For such a young, innocent boy, Shinta was undeniably sexy in doing just about everything. He would have to ask later where he'd gotten the pants-unbuttoning trick from just a few moments before. He was pretty sure that that was the first time he'd seen someone do that and he had liked it very much. He briefly wondered if the boy knew of any other things like such to do. That would've made him even more of a very happy man at that moment. He couldn't say he expected too much--the boy was was a virgin after all, so having high hopes for such things was preparing oneself for disappointment--but it would've definitely been nice.

Lysander was quite satisfied with the boy on top of him, of course, but feeling the need for a change of position, gently flipped the two of them so that he was straddling Shinta. His hands searched for Shinta's and, when they had been located, he took the boy's wrists in one of his hands and pinned them gently against the bed, just above the other's head. He placed a quick kiss at the boy's lips before moving down and past his chin, slowly working his way down Shinta's neck with a series of kisses and nibbles at the skin. His free hand traced long, flowing patterns down the boy's chest and stomach, finally falling even lower to gentle wrap his hand around a certain part of the boy's anatomy. He started at the base and slowly ran his hand up the boy's length and down again, repeating the moitions a few times as the picked out a certain spot at the crook of the boy's neck to pay special attention to, closing his eyes as he sucked gently at the skin.

[shinta]

As embarrassing as it was, Shinta owed all his experience to his cousin Rin-Rin. Every time she came over, it seemed she always had something to share with him. Even though all he wanted to do was forget what she’d tell him, Rin-Rin was a hard person to ignore or forget. She had mentioned the button thing before and somehow, he had gotten the idea to try it. The surprise was that Lysander seemed to have liked it. He liked a lot of things Rin-Rin had mentioned and he supposed she gave pretty good advice. Of course, he drew the line at reading perverted books or watching dirty yaoi. There was a limit to what he’d do and he wasn’t desperate enough for sex advice to read something like that. Shinta was glad Lysander knew what he was doing because he had never done this before. The man seemed to know exactly what he was feeling and that was a bit reassuring. He didn’t want this to be a disaster. He didn’t want to disappoint the man and he wanted this to be special. After all, your first time was the most important; at least that’s what Rin-Rin always said. She had also told him to never put out until at least the fifth date, but that had been shot to hell already.

Without warning, Shinta found himself being flipped over with Lysander on top. He didn’t mind this at all. In fact, he liked having the older man on top of him. He liked the feeling of being dominated by his doctor and having him touch him. His wrists were pinned, but he made no move to release them. Had anyone else pinned him, he would have screamed and struggled. With Lysander, things were different. He didn’t mind if the man wanted to pin him against the bed. After all, this was the person he loved the most and he’d do anything the man wanted him to do. The action was soon following by kisses that covered his whole body. Shinta moaned as the other’s hot mouth caressed his skin. The man’s hand trailed lower until it reached a certain area that made Shinta scream. The combination of the other’s hand and the tingling feeling the other was giving him in his neck was too much for the red head. He spilled his seed all over the doctor’s hand. The boy was left panting and flushed.

“Lysander…” he mumbled.

That had been the first time he’d ever experienced an orgasm. Of course, he’d heard…disturbing things from his cousin, but had never really experienced it himself. He knew it wasn’t over yet, though. Especially not when Lysander was still attacking his neck. That spot was the one place that could make Shinta melt. It was a weakness and Lysander had found it. The red head had always had a sensitive neck and what Lysander was doing wasn’t helping. The boy looked at the other in the eyes, waiting for his next move. He knew exactly what it was the other was after right now and he was more than willing to give it to him.

[Nami Amakura]

Nami smiled happily as he watched Alyxandyr lay down next to him, himself rolling gently as he scooted closer to Alyxandyr. Nami let out an exhausted sigh, feeling more comfortable on his side than on his back, due to a sort of stinging sensation in his backside. That would be uncomfortable for the rest of the day. Nami was drawn out of his thoughts as he felt a pair of lips against his skin, looking down to see Alyxandyr kissing his chest. He smiled up as Alyxadnyr came to eye-level, blushing gently as the man ran a hand through his hair. Nami's hands found a home on Alyxandyr's warm and built chest, hands rubbing the skin of the person who was now his practically-husband. He'd have to go live with Alyxandyr now.

Nami blinked as Alyxandyr started to explain, smiling joyfully that the man was being nice enough to explain. Nami giggled as Alyxandyr licked the already-healing wound, his arm wrapping around his neck briefly to hold him close and bathe in his warmth before returning the moved hand to his other on Alyxandyr's chest. Nami was glad that Alyxandyr was trying to protect him, and he snuggled closer to the man's chest to show he was glad. " Zerca, huh? Your really not from Earth, are you? Tell me what it's like. Where we're going to live? Is it like Earth? " Nami said happily, as he moved a hand to find one of Alyxandyr's and entangle his fingers in it.

Nami looked up at the rather sudden question came about, considering it for a moment. " Well, I suppose I do. I've always loved children, being the baby of my family. " He said, thinking more for a minute. Why would Alyxandyr be bringing up children? There was hidden text that Alyxandyr was hiding and Nami's thoughts were confirmed when Alyxandyr looked away. Nami's eyes went wide when Alyxandyr said they'd be having a baby. " W...What!? What do you mean we're going to have a baby?! We're both male, we don't have the female anatomy to reproduce..." Nami said, looking a bit panicked as he processed this through his head. He was rather quiet while he sorted this out.

Alyxandyr Demitrios stumbled into his life more than an hour ago, claiming they were meant to be. He then was brought up here to Nami's apartment and stolen away Nami's purity. Nami's eyes widend gently, realizing something. Alyxandyr wasn't from Earth, which meant he wasn't bound by Earth Anatomy. Nami looked up slowly at Alyxandyr, a shock smile on his face and tears in his eyes. " We're...we're going....to..have....a baby?" Nami stuttered out as he cried, his arms wrapping around his own waist to cradle the newly-inseminated child inside of him. He still didn't mostly understand, but with Alyxandyr not being from Earth it made it very possible he lay here pregnant. Nami threw Earth civilization and Science to the wind and cried in happiness at the life inside him.

[Lysander Sotiros]

The man gave a smile as Shinta hit his orgasm, leaned down to place another kiss on the boy's lips. The boy had screamed. Gods, he hoped no one had heard. It would be so hard to get himself out of this one. He couldn't get himself out of this one if they were caught, even. There was just no explanation for why the doctor and his patient are butt-naked and screaming each other's names on the bed. When he pulled back from the kiss, he lifted the hand Shinta had spilled himself on, running his tongue over a line of the white substance at his palm. When all was gone, he briefly ran his tongue over his bottom lip as he considered what to do next.

Well, in all actuality, it was obvious as to what they were going to do. How they were going to manage this without him hurting Shinta, though, was a different question completely. The answer was obvious--the needed some sort of lubricant. It would've been utterly cruel to take the boy without anything to make it easier on him. But, he doubted the boy owned any. Sure, he had his own, but that was currently at his own apartment in the nightstand drawer. His apartment being a few miles away, he couldn't foresee himself getting up now to go and get it. Saliva was an alternative, but in the end, was completely ineffective. In the end, it would hurt just as much as if he hadn't tried to prepare the boy for what was to come. He let his eyes wander around the room, finding nothing that would work immediately. This was a predicament, indeed.

He gave another small sigh, releasing the boy's wrists to let his hand drift over one of the boy's flushed cheeks and back to brush through Shinta's hair gently. He gave one last look around the room, a small look of puzzlement landing itself on his face. He finally just reached down to press a chaste kiss against the boy's lips, "Shinta, do you have any sort of lotion or oil or anything?"

[Alyxandyr Demitrios]

Alyxandyr kept quiet as Nami when temporarily hysteric. He'd just let the boy come to his own conclusions. Sure, they didn't have the female anatomy that let human girls from earth have kids, but he wasn't exactly human, so that had string of logic was useless. He looked a bit alarmed as the boy wrapped his arms around himself and began crying. He could tell they weren't tears of sadness, though. The two of them shared a bond of sorts, leaving their own emotions able to completely effect the other in the relationship. The boy was actually happy about it. That was another shocker. Nami had been full of surprises. He'd been told that if he'd found a mate on earth that'd he'd have one hell of time getting them to accept the face that he was their mate, he was from Zerca, and that after they were claimed, they were having children. Nami had gladly believed it all, apparently.

"Yeah. In about three months, we're have a little cub of our own." He smiled before catching his use of terminology. Oh, right. He hadn't explained about Zerca to the boy yet. It'd probably confused the boy to call their future child a 'cub'. He offered a small smile as he leaned in, kissing the top of the younger boy's cheeks to remove the tears. He ran a hand back through the boy's hair, just glad that Nami hadn't freaked out about anything yet. Sure, he'd been in a little bit of denail at first, but after the first five minutes, the two of them had already been in the elevator and scarring traditional earth family for life. There were a number of things that could've went wrong but they hadn't thankfully.

"Oh, so you ever doubted me when I said I wasn't from this planet? I'm hurt." He smirked, obviously playing. It would be a good time to give the boy a basic rundown of what Zerca was like. The place was, geographically, much like Earth but cleaner, but the two societies couldn't have been any more different. There were so many things different among the two groups of people. "Well, since you believe me now, I guess I could tell you about Zerca. The land itself isn't that much different from Earth, I guess. The biggest difference would be that we're definitely not as dirty as this planet is. But Zercans are a lot different. We're generally more civilized and polite than your average human and the vast majority of us are guys. Whereas people think it's utterly disgusting to have a couple of guys screwing each other here, I'd say it's pretty strange to see two people of opposite genders together."

He cut himself off before he continued, wondering if this next bit of information was going to merit an exhibiton for it to be believed. He wouldn't have minded, of course. But, getting any human to believe that--completely on a whim--he could just as easily turn from human form to leopard form would be rather difficult. He doubted, though, that he'd need to show Nami this. The boy practically believed anything he said, which was good. He didn't dare to lie to him, though, even if he had wanted to. It just made it easier for him to tell the truth when he wasn't being doubted all the time. "The biggest difference between Zercans and humans, though, is that we're not exactly 'human', I guess. We've all got our other, and I guess you could call them more natural, forms for ourselves as leopards."

[Nami Amakura]

Nami kept crying as he stared at his own stomach through blurred vision, there was a life growing inside of him. he could feel it, every time his stomach rolled in his body he knew what was going on. Three months wasn't enough to have an Earth baby, but since Alyxandyr wasn't from Earth it was probably going to be a rather eventful pregnancy. Nami's dream had come true, he was going to have a baby directly related to him rather than adoption. Nami just cried in happiness, his finger tips running over his stomach as he imagined how this was going to be to have a baby. He figured the baby would look like them both; which meant he'd be platinum blond due to Nami's blond hair and Alyxandyr's white hair.

Nami looked up at Alyxandyr spoke, sniffing gently as the word 'cub' rang in his ears. He smiled at the kissing on his cheeks to stop his tears, which actually worked as Nami regained his composure. He snuggled closer to the father of his child now, his arms tucking around Alyxandyr to hold him close. Nami looked up as the man spoke again a smile on his face as he laughed. " You'd doubt someone if they randomly came up to you on the street and started kissing you! Earth has laws that say life on other Planet's doesn't exist...yet here you are. So, I'm not that sad about leaving anymore.." Nami said happily, as Alyxandyr started his explanation of Zerca: he's future home. Nami smiled in relief as Zerca sounded like Earth, except better. Atleast it would feel like home. " So they have flowers on Zerca, right? "

Nami's eye brows perked up once at the deliverance of the new information. So Alyxandyr had an animal form as a leopard? Didn't surprise him one bit at this moment, and it explained some things. " So that's why when you were balancing yourself on one hand you didn't fall over! " Nami said, playfully punching Alyxandyr in his chest. So many mysteries this man had in his life, at least he was being honest and telling him. Nami let out a sigh of air, thinking back to the child inside of him. " Alyxandyr...can we...go to Zerca...tonight? " Nami said, looking back up at the man. He didn't feel comfortable being pregnant on Earth and he knew Alyxandyr wanted to go home. Mind as well give him what he wants.

[Alyxandyr Demitrios]

"Flowers? Of course. Zerca has flowers, too. There're probably have a lot more that you've never seen before. They're very pretty." The man nodded a bit, thinking back to Zerca. The planet was a great deal more beautiful than Earth. He'd never realized how pretty it was until he'd seen how dull this planet was. Other planets he'd been too had been beautiful as well, but through his own biased opinion, none had matched the beauty of his home. He couldn't think of anywhere as dull-looking and ugly as Earth. Wait. Yes. Yes he could. Jeskara was one, though he'd figured that could be correlated with his affinity for sunlight. Prasidon--the planet he hated with quite the passion--was the other. He'd never seen it. He never wanted to see it.

"Zerca, tonight? It's no overnight trip, love. It would take a while." Alyxandyr smiled slightly, running his hand back through the boy's hair before sliding over to rest on Nami's stomach. The corners of his lips twitched up into a smile as he thought about just how round the boy's stomach would be in the next few weeks. Now, he was more than just anxious for time to hurry and pass them. He wanted to see what their child would look like. He wondered if the cub would more closely resemble Nami or himself which made him even more anxious. He'd never gave anyone much of an impression that he'd ben interested in a family. Most of his past years in Zerca, he'd slept around and never stayed with one boy for too long before moving onto the next. He hadn't been happy then, but now he was past that. He had Nami, he had happiness, he soon would have a child, and his life would've never been better. He sighed slightly, though, as a realization hit him, "We can't leave tonight, though. I've got something I have to do first. Besides, shouldn't you give your family a good-bye, first? They'll miss you, won't they?"

He knew firsthand how it was to worry sick about people close to oneself. In fact, that was partly related to why he had to spend some more time on this planet. A tip off from a friend had said he'd seen a familiar face from such a long time ago in this city. Alyxandyr had been reluctant to believe what had been implied but regardless, he had to check it out. Supposedly, his brother was here and it was his duty to take him back to Zerca if he found him. It was a law to not remain on Earth. This was too cruel of a place and it had been made illegal for Zercans to reside on earth. Besides, certainly his brother would like it better if he knew he was going back home, right?

[shinta]

At first, Shinta had been worried about whether or not he had been heard. It was hard to be quiet when it felt like he had just exploded. He took it as a good sign that on one had stormed into his room yet. His mother was probably busy. By now she was either in her study making various calls, or was at her office yelling at people and making them wet their pants with fear. His brother’s whereabouts were a mystery and his father was probably already napping somewhere. The help had probably gone home for the day and he was sure his mother had forgotten Lysander was still here. If it wasn’t in her PDA, she didn’t bother with it. Shinta was sure that if someone had come in, he would have found himself shipped off to some boarding school and Lysander fired. Shinta didn’t want that. If he were to be separated from Lysander, he was sure he’d die. The red head watched the man lick off him semen. It couldn’t taste good, but he wanted to know what Lysander tasted like anyway. The boy was a bit confused as to why Lysander was looking around his room for. It seemed he was searching for something but couldn’t seem to find it. Lysander released his wrists and the action confused Shinta. Of course, he didn’t complain when the man caressed his cheek and hair. He leaned into the touch and smiled at the kiss the other gave him.

“Lotion? Oil?” Repeated the red head. “No, I don’t have any of that stuff…”

It had become clear why Lysander had been scanning his room the way he had. Shinta didn’t have those types of things, though. He wasn’t the type to use oil for anything and all lotions were kept in the hall bathroom. His skin never got dry or anything, so the red head didn’t kept lotions around in his room anyway. The boy knew why the other wanted the product right now, though. Rin-Rin had taken the liberty of explaining to him why lubricant was important, though he wished he hadn’t had to have heard it from her. There was just something very creepy about hearing sex tips from your female cousin. Of course, she had never bothered explaining to him what sex was like between a man and woman. Since they were children, she had insisted he’d become the bride of an older man, something no one had found amusing. This is why she’d always give him those kinds of tips. They were ‘steps to becoming the perfect uke’ as she called it. He knew he should have guessed she’d be right. Somehow, she was never wrong about those sorts of things.

“It’s okay, though Lysander,” Shinta assured the older man.

He didn’t mind if it hurt. He knew this was what Lysander wanted and he didn’t mind giving it to him. Besides, he didn’t want to stop now. If they stopped now, his mind would convince him this was wrong and he’d never have the courage to face Lysander again. His mind was his worst enemy. It’d make him believe Lysander didn’t love him and besides, he needed this. He needed Lysander right now. He wanted to feel wanted by this man more than anything else. Even though he hadn’t known him for long, Lysander had become important to him and if this man were to reject him, it’d really hurt. His mind and heart were battling. One wanted to be with this person and the other wanted to run away. Right now, his heart was winning, but if they were to stop now, his mind would beat his heart and he’d just end up running away. He was always running away. As much as he hated to admit it, he always ran away. He was a coward, but was trying very hard to be brave.

“Onegai…don’t stop now Lysander,” begged the boy that was currently under the doctor.

[Lysander Sotiros]

"Are you sure? It'll hurt like hell, you know." He was genuinely concerned for the boy. The last thing Lysander wanted to do was hurt Shinta. But, the boy did seem sure. Besides, what other alternative was there? Nothing. The younger of the two didn't want him to stop and he didn't want to stop either. They would just have to continue, then, and hoped that the boy didn't hurt too much in the process.

"Fine, I won't stop now. I'll try to be as gently as I possibly can, but even then, I can't make any promises.." He moved yet again so that he had a bit easier access to the boy and slid his right hand slowly over the boy's thigh. His hand slid downwards and fell between the boy's legs, seconds later finding the boy's entrance. He hesitated before slowly pushing the finger inside the boy, leaning up to place a few more gentle kisses at the boy's neck. Maybe he could at least draw some of the boy's attention away from the pain. The other seemed to like being kissed on the neck a lot, at least. At the very least, it was an attempt.

The first finger moved a bit to try and prepare the boy a little bit, but, on it's own it wouldn't do much but serve as a source of discomfort. Shortly after the first had found it's way inside Shinta, the second joined it. God, he wanted to get this over with fast. It couldn't have felt good at the moment in their current situation and it was killing him to know he was causing the boy pain. But, even if he had wanted to completely stop and save the boy one hell of an ache the next day, he knew he couldn't have. It was strange.. but, his body wouldn't have let him. It was a subconscious decision, sort of. His body longed for Shinta's and wouldn't have taken no for an answer unless it came directly from Shinta's mouth.

[shinta]

He was glad that Lysander had agreed to continue. He knew this would hurt, but he wanted to do it anyway. He couldn’t stop. He had already gone too far and he found that it would be impossible to stop now. Still, when he felt the other’s finger in him, he couldn’t help but cry out in pain. It hurt to have the other in him and this was only a finger. Surprisingly enough, his body didn’t feel as though it were being intruded. Shinta’s body told him that Lysander belonged inside of him. He knew the other wouldn’t purposely hurt him. Lysander would be gentle like he said. The pain and discomfort he felt from the finger were forgotten as the boy drew his attention to his neck. He felt the pain less when he concentrated on the pleasure he was receiving on his neck. It seems the other had figured out his weakness. He knew Lysander was doing his best not to hurt him and that thought itself made him happy. He liked being fretted over and having the other worry about his well being. No one else had really cared before. He knew that there was no turning back now. He had fallen too hard for this man. There was no way he’d be able to deny him anything now. It seems even his mind was agreeing with this now. The feelings he had weren’t as frightening as they were before.

“Lysander…” he gasped as his breathing became more ragged and hard.

He had that feeling in the pit of his stomach again. Now he understood what it meant, but it still made him a bit uncomfortable. He flinched when a second finger was added with the first. It was much more painful than the first and Shinta knew this was nothing compared to what was coming next. He was sure having Lysander fully in him was different than having two fingers inside him. He was excited to feel the other in him, but also hesitate because of the pain that was sure to come. If he were to tell the other to stop, he was sure Lysander would, but he didn’t say anything. He wanted to finish this. He knew he didn’t have to do this, but he wanted to anyway. This was something he wanted to share with Lysander.

“I’m fine…” he mumbled.

Tears were already forming in the corner of his eyes, but he refused to let them fall. He didn’t want Lysander to think he was in pain, though he was. Maybe he was just stubborn about letting others see his weaknesses, or he just wanted Lysander to think he was strong, but he didn’t want to seem weak just yet. He could handle this; he knew he could. Besides, it was alright to feel a bit of pain if it was for Lysander. His body felt as though it belonged to Lysander and that meant he’d let the other do as he wished. The pain seemed to gradually be fading as he become accustomed to the fingers in him. His face was no longer twisted in pain and he could breath more easily now. He gave the other a reassuring smile to prove he was fine.