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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 6, 2006 23:28:01 GMT -5
Xemas felt.....it hurt. No one ever wanted him to associate with anyone because they were embarassed by him or....or they hated his guts. He looked down at the cake in his hand before holding that and the bag out to Ryle.
"W..well, if that's how you feel, um, that cake is for Ssitris. I don't know if he still wants it, but Celrie put alot of time into it. The clothes in the bag are M'lon's and the socks are for Ssitris." He looked away.
"I'll just go. No use in upsetting him anymore."
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Post by Raimi on Oct 6, 2006 23:30:21 GMT -5
"I never said I didn't want you to see him. I'm just saying that all of us are upset. Look, I really don't know the details of what happened, but I do know that Ssitris was really hurt. If he really is your friend, you owe it to him to go in there and say you're sorry yourself."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 6, 2006 23:34:50 GMT -5
The incubus looked up at the other before pulling his hands back. "A...alright. I'm...um......shit. See ya." He turned before he could make an idiot of himself again and quietly knocked on Ssitris' door before pushign it open. "Are you awake," he asked quietly into the semi-dark room, dropping the bag on the chair near the bed, staring down at the man on the bed.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 6, 2006 23:36:21 GMT -5
He was quiet for a long moment, debating wether or not to answer or let Xemas figure he was asleep and leave. But...he really wanted to talk to him. Well...he did, but he was still hurt from what he had done....
".....I'm awake..." he mumbled.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 6, 2006 23:41:41 GMT -5
"Good," he sighed. "I would've had to wait until you were awake...um..." Xemas stood awkwardly for a second before holding out the cake. "Celrie was having me drop this off. I uh...fell off the curb outside and dropped it. I don't know if you still want it or not..and..." He set it beside the man and reached in the bag to grab the socks.
"These...I brought these for you this morning but I.." Why was it so hard to say he was sorry? Because he...didn't really figure Ssitris would be angry about him feeding off of another, let alone that he would know about that...
"Damn it, i can't do this. What's wrong? You were doing fine today when you woke up. Everythign went downhill and i'm getting the brunt of it."
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Post by Raimi on Oct 6, 2006 23:47:49 GMT -5
He simply kept his back to him and shrugged further under the covers. "...." Finally he sat up, a bit too fast and winced because of it, but he looked at the boy angrilly, "Why do you think??? I was hurt and you didn't even care!! I was.....I was...and you just went off and when you came back you smelt like...and I couldn't stop thinking about what happened and when I could all I could do was see you with that stupid nurse or with someone else from that club having fun and doing things and enjoying it and laughing at me and you didn't even care you just went off with that guy when I was in here and needed your comfort because you were the only one who was there and you just ran off you don't care about anyone other than yourself do you? You hate me and I know you do and I don't know why I even tried to bother being your friend in the first place and when you came back it hurt so much and I didn't know why and I was angry and upset and it's not fair that you get over everything so fast and I'm stuck in this stupid hosital and I can't do anything and all I can do all day is sit here and watch everyone run around happy and you run off with some slut and I'm stuck here thinking about what happened don't you even care how I feel? You never even asked how I felt! You just ran off and I hate you because of that but I like you t6oo because you were nice to me and you helped me and took me in and I feel bad because I lost your apartment and got you into trouble with Celrie and Eravan and Ryle and M'lon and everyone else and now you really really hate me and you'll never talk to me again and---" he stopped to take a breath.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 6, 2006 23:55:53 GMT -5
Xemas blinked, trying to decipher the entire sentence completely. It took the incubus a minute, but he finally did and....Xemas bit his lip, looking away. It was true. He'd never asked how Ssitris was doing, nor if he was alright. He didn't even think of talking with the man about the club incident and....The man took a breath to go on and Xemas stepped forward, pressing his lips to the others, effectively stopping him.
"I'm..i'm sorry alright?" He murmured, embarassed. "You're right. I only thought of myself. I'm an incubus and...well you know. The nurse was available to feed my hunger, alright? He wasn't...it's not like that. You...I didn't want to take advantage of you when you were injured. I feel guilty enough as it is without everyone from all sides rubbing my face in it." He shoved his hands in his pockets, tapping his toe on the bed leg.
"So...so, i'm sorry..."
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Post by Raimi on Oct 6, 2006 23:59:34 GMT -5
His cheeks turned a light shade of pink and he stared in wide-eyed awe at him. "I----I don't understand..." he admitted.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 7, 2006 0:07:08 GMT -5
"What do you mean you don't understand??" Xemas skewed his hair, dejected. He'd tried telling the man and...and it...Jeskara! "I like you, alright? I mean...I think you're one of the most annoying people in all of Jeskara, but you...you grew on me alright. That nurse...he doesn't mean anything. I'm an incubus and we feed on sexual waves-that's how we're made. I was hungry this morning, border line on starving myself. I didn't want to hurt you."
He shrugged, trying not to fidget like a love-struck teenager. "You...you're Fuck," he moved forward and tilted the mans chin up, capturing his mouth, kissing him deeply. "Does...that clear your mind," he asked, searchign the others eyes.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 7, 2006 0:11:28 GMT -5
His cheeks tinged even darker, and his eyes were wide. "Um......maybe....not....that...clear?" he tried innocently. Hey, he wanted to make sure this was real. After all, it wasn't everyday his stomache had a horde of butterflies in it, and his heart pounded against his ribs almost painfully. He'd never been touched so....sweetly before except for that night with Xemas.
He tried to keep his eyes away from the marks lining the boy's neck, and instead kept his love-sick eyes on Xemas'. If Xemas really did like him, he hoped he wouldn't mind waiting... Well, if he was hungry, he'd try his best, yes, but...what if the incubus needed to go all the way? Would he really be ready for it so soon after that club manager???
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 7, 2006 0:17:46 GMT -5
Xemas smirked and gently stroked his jaw, stealing in again. "Well...we'll ratify that." This time he kissed him slowly, softly. His fingers stole to the mark he had made on the mans neck and he touched it gently. "I really do like you. I know you're going to be suspicious for awhile, and it's going to be hard....but...I um....i'd like for you to give me a chance." This was all new to him. He'd never invited anyone into his life for more than a night-except Celrie-and...never because he liked, liked them.
"Though, i do warn you, I have a swearing problem, and I can be quite cranky if I don't eat. I won't push that issue though." He'd just peaked sexual maturity when he'd hit eighteen. For the rest of his life he'd gone without feeding, despite urges. He could deal with it.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 7, 2006 7:21:59 GMT -5
He nodded dazidly. "O---o--okay...." He looked down at his lap shyly. "Um...it okay if you get cranky....and if you swear alot..I don't mind...." He ducked his head before looking back over at him and leaning in to initiatre another kiss.
The door burst open, causing Ssitris to turn beat red and nearly jump out of his skin. His mother scuttled into the room and was at his side in the blink of an eye, "Oh!! My precious little baby!! You're awake, are you feeling alright? Are they feeding you right?? Oh my little baby..." He hugged his son's head to his chest. "I was worried sick about you all night and I couldn't sleep!!! All I thought was if you were alright, if you were warm and comfortable!! You are comfortable right? Ugh, these sheets are too stiff anyway! And the mattress if so thin--of course you're not comfortable! I'll make sure they get you something nice, right away. Oh my baby!!"
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 7, 2006 12:24:10 GMT -5
Xemas smiled at the others words, glad someone would actually accept him with all of his flaws. He leaned to make it a little easier for Ssitris. The incubus didn’t jump but he did turn to glare at whoever had interrupted, expression disappearing when the mans mother was suddenly there. It wouldn’t do to get on Ssitris’ mothers bad side.
“Um…” he scratched his ear, grabbing up the socks. “I did bring these to keep his feet warm. Sometimes it gets a little cold in here…”
((It's short >_< Didn't know how to make him react ^_^''))
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Post by Raimi on Oct 7, 2006 18:28:08 GMT -5
((lmao))
His mother gave Xemas a suspicios glare and snatched the socks. "What'd you do? Steal them? HUMPH!" He snubbed him and immediatly sat bny Ssitris' side. "Anyway, Ssitris honey, that man I wanted you to meet before agreed that he'd love to take you out somewhere special after you're released. In fact, he suggusted a weekend on Sensafora at his second home there. Isn't that wonderful??? He even has servents there and everything, and it's like a private spa!!! You'll just love it! Now, your scars will be ugly, of course, but I'm sure you fan go around and wear arm warmers or thin, long sleved shirts. "Oh! It'll be perfect! I can already hear the little ones running around!"
Ssitris wasn't given a chance to say anything, and looked sadly at his lap. He wanted to spend time with Xemas when he got out...that was...if the boy wanted to... Not go off to another planet so soon after what happened!!
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 7, 2006 18:58:59 GMT -5
Xemas huffed and crossed his arms, angry that Ssitris' mother couldn't even be civil to him. What had he done to get on his bad side??? The incubus looked up when the man mentioned another that wanted to take Ssitris out. But...he....wait a minute!
"Um....sir? With all do respect, Ssitris shouldn't be taken off planet so soon after his accident and....he already has a previous engagement. With, um...me," he took a breath before darting his blue gaze at Ssitris' mother, willing to hold his ground for this.
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