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Post by Raimi on Oct 7, 2007 10:32:59 GMT -5
No.
He had to push him away, it was happening again...
His body wasn't listening to him. His eyelashes fluttered against his cheeks, and his lips parted immediately, allowing the other access.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 18:32:13 GMT -5
He didn't even stop to consider. His mind was already gone. He cuppd a cheek and delved inside, his taste overtaking him.
He let loose a soft groan, not of arousal, yet, but of acute appreciation.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 18:33:17 GMT -5
He responded with a whimper, hands coming up to grip the other's wrists, head tilting slightly as he slowly began to respond, tongue timidly touching the vampire's.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 18:37:08 GMT -5
Another groan, this one of pleasure. His response, no matter how timid and seemingly shy, was welcome, and greatly liked.
He daringly angled his tongu with the others, drawin him deeper into the kiss, stealing his breath until they were both heaving against eachother. He was forced to end it, but did not pull back. He rested his lips against th others, their panting breaths mixing, the boys hands cool and soft upon his warm wrists.
"You're beautiful," he whispered, speaking without even knowing it as he ghosted kisses over cheeks, worshipping the rest of his face, though those petal soft lips were by far his favorite.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 18:41:25 GMT -5
His eyelids fluttered, and he sighed softly.
He felt....at peace. He'd never been touched, let alone caressed and blessed with butterfly kisses, or even told what he looked like.
He was in no way vain... Mirrors weren't used unless for scrying, and appearance was nothing to him. But hearing it coming from his mouth... He believed it.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 18:45:54 GMT -5
Rylton liked those sighs....he loved every sound that came from him, he came to realize. He pressed one last kiss to his forehead, before pulling back to look at him, his hands still cupping the boys face.
"Gods....this must be wha my parents felt when they met...you think? I know I don't feel this around Vicdra....not any life-bearer i've met. What do you suppose that means, little one?" He brought him foward, hugging him, content with holding him, his arms dropping to lay about shoulders.
He setled his chin atop his hair, completely forgetting that they were in the temple, that at any time someone could walk in. As far as he was concerned, they were in a different place, and the person he wanted was not an untouchable High Priest.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 18:49:52 GMT -5
He couldn't respond.
All he could do was stand there, feeling sick. Feeling dirty, and at the same time, somehow feeling as if everything were fine...
He was so confused.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 18:51:21 GMT -5
"Hey...." He leaned back some, brow furrowing at the look on his face. He looked as if he were about to throw up....
"What's wrong?" He asked, tilting his face up.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 18:52:22 GMT -5
"...please..." he whispered. "We can't...please just let me be...please..."
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 18:55:03 GMT -5
"Please what?" He dropped his hands, dropped is arms. Here they went again. He knew it was wrong to the other, but what was he suposed to do? Forget this...whatever it was and go off to be with Vicdra? Please.....
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 18:58:33 GMT -5
"Y---you have to leave..." His throat suddenly felt like a rock was in it, and he couldn't breathe, and he felt sick, and he just...he felt horrible, and sad, and..and...pitiful...and...
He had to stop thinking like this! It was selfish!!!
"I--I have to purify myself...please go...please..." his voice sounded funny, and his eyes stung and he couldn't see. He was trembling...
Oh Spirits...
This was it...this was...
They were punishing him! He was...he was dying. They were killing him. Killing him for all of his sins, for their greatness, for his impurities...!!
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 19:01:06 GMT -5
"P..purify yourself?" He scoffed a him. "How dirty do you think I am? I did take a shower you know," he said ignorantly, not understanding.
"Alyvyll...how can you just push me out? I mean...I don't understant you..." He shook his head, backing up to let the boy breath. He looked about ready to hypervenilate, or cry...he hoped he didn't cry....he would't know how to deal with that....
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 19:05:13 GMT -5
"I--I'm dirty..I've sinned too much..I--I--" He fell to his knees and hugged himself.
What was happening?!?! A loud, painful noise came from his throat, and once it started, it didn't stop.
His face was wet...
He was cold, and hot at the same time, his chest hurt, and his throat...
His head ached...
"Spirits...please...I'm sorry...I'm sorry...!!" he coughed and sobbed. "...please...forgive me..please...please...forgive me for my sins..please...please don't kill me..spirits...please...who would lead the people? Spirits please..I beg of you....I beg of you..."
Spirits!! Had he stooped so low as to grovel!?
His prayers stopped, when he found he couldn't speak without breathing, which he couldn't do at all right now.
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Post by Zadkiel on Oct 8, 2007 19:07:25 GMT -5
Rylton watched him in panic. He was crying..he was....freaking out! The vampire didn't know what to do...he was so lost he...
He moved forward and uncertaintly bent down. He tugged him against his strong chest, petting a back. "Calm down..hey..um...please don't cry?" He begged, rocking him.
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Post by Raimi on Oct 8, 2007 19:08:54 GMT -5
"You can't touch me...you can't...spirits..I'm dying..I am...they're punishing me for my sins..." he sobbed, suddenly clinging to the older man without noticing it.
He was so warm...So strong...
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