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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 21:34:09 GMT -5
"Hn....?" came his soft reply, eyes opening part way to look up at him. He reached up and gently ran his fingers down the older's cheek. His touch was questioning at first, before it became a confident caress.
He sighed and moved forward to kiss him teasingly. He liked...no. He loved the way the other kissed him. And he wanted more of it. In fact, he knew that if he wanted, the other could make him feel whole, but that was something he'd never allow, even if it were in a dream.
"Maybe," he began. "Maybe when I wake up, I'll write a song for you...." He nibbled his neck. "And maybe you'll hear it sung someday..."
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 21:40:33 GMT -5
"I would like that," he shuddered as Tsing brushed over a sensitive spot, a weak spot. He wasn't sure how far the boy was willing to go, how much he would take before backing off. "You have such a beautiful voice, I love hearing you speak, hearing you moan," he punctuated his words with a kiss, deepening it for a second, hands roaming again, feeling across Tsings flat stomach.
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 21:43:58 GMT -5
He gasped and gave out a low moan.
"d..don't.."He swallowed. "No furhter..." his voice barely above a whisper. "Not even like this. I can't will myself any further." It was hard to admit, but it was the truth, no matter how much every inch of him demanded that Hanyo take him.
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 21:47:42 GMT -5
"It's okay," he was aching, his body demanding that he have the tiny human but he held back, settling back down and cuddling the boy, his hands stroking soothingly. "We don't have to do anything you don't want," he pressed one last kiss to Tsings forehead and lay his head on the pillow, sighing in content.
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 21:51:57 GMT -5
Tsing curled up against him, still clinging to his shirt. He breathed deeply and yawned, eyes drooping shut as he enjoyed the hands stroking him.
For once, he quickly fell into a comfortable sleep, and slept deeply enough that no real dreams could bother him.
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 21:55:36 GMT -5
Hanyo followed soon after, his heartbeat slowing, breath calming. His hands fell lightly behind Tsings back as his eyes drooped and he nuzzled his nose comfortably in the boys hair once again, dropping off. His sleep was peaceful, his body relaxing completely as the worries of the past week began to melt away. The rest of the night was dreamless, disturbed only by their soft breaths mingling in the quiet room.
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 21:59:22 GMT -5
When morning came, it took Tsing a moment to fully wake up. At first, all he knew was that someone was holding him, he was comfortable, and he felt pretty damn good.
And then, he realized who was holding him.
With a yelp, he scrambled out of the bed. "You fucking child molesting bastard!"
((<.<;; You KNEW it wasn't going to last. Hey...have you ever noticed that Tsing has never said Hanyo's name?? o.O; ))
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 22:04:37 GMT -5
((Haha, yesh, I knew he was gonna freak out sometime ^___^;; He hasn't? Wow, lol now that you mention it....))
Hanyo came to slowly, rubbing his eyes, the taste of Tsing still on his lips. "Wha?" He sat up even slower, wincing as pain throbbed through his nose. There was probably a bruise. It took him a moment to remember the events of last night, how he had held the boy so tight, how Tsing had seemed to melt in his arms. Eyes wide he now took in the accusing glance, the angered look on Tsings face.
Pain again...deep pain from the disgust scrawled on the boys face. "Tsing?" He question quietly, hands straightening his shirt, "w...what's wrong?"
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 22:08:22 GMT -5
"What do you mean, 'what's wrong'?!?! I wake up to find you fucking fondling me!!! I'm fucking 16, and a fucking guy you idiot!!! I thought I told you not to fucking touch me ever again!!" He seethed, his anger doing nothing but rising.
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 22:15:26 GMT -5
"B..but you came over here yourself...don't you remember?" He ran a hand through his hair, confused. Had he dreamed the whole thing? Had it been a twisted figment of his troubled imagination? Standing he pressed a hand to his lips, sure he hadn't been hallucinating. He walked over to the bed, leaning down, peeking underneath. Sure enough there was a bed laid out there, the bear he had bought discarded. He picked it up, smiling softly.
"Must be crazy," he whispered and tossed the bear at the boy," I got this for you last night, to say I was sorry. I thought you were going to write a song for me." Maybe it had been only a dream, a wish that he kept buried deep inside. If he had forseen the way the human was acting he wouldn't have done it, wouldn't have given into his desire. Clutching at his head he sat down. What was real? What had he dreamed up in some fantasy? He couldn't tell the difference anymore.
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 22:21:15 GMT -5
Tsing caught the doll in one hand, and glared at him, but froze when he heard about the song. He said that when he was dreaming. Right...?
Right?!?!?!
He dropped the stuffed doll and covered his mouth, eyes wide. "Oh god..." he mumbled. It hadn't been a dream. He had been out of his mind. He didn't know what he was doing. It was a mistake. A complete mistake. It had been awful. Horrible. He'd hated.
He was such a horrible LIAR. He'd enjoyed it. He'd wanted it, and he had wanted so much more than what was given to him. He made himself sick just thinking about how much he'd enjoyed it.
He rushed out of the room, but only made it a couple of feet down the hallway before he doubled over and began dry heaving.
((<.<;; At least he's not wretching all over the pretty metal ship))
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 22:26:35 GMT -5
((oi, thank goodness. Someone would have fun cleaning that up @__@))
Hanyo watched him go, eyes filming over. Hell! He was such an idiot. The boy must've been sleeping, and he'd gone and initiated something that wasn't meant to be. He rushed to his feet and followed Tsing, collapsing beside him, holding his hair back, careful not to touch any other part of him.
"I'm sorry....it's my fault.....I shouldn't have....i'm just a moron Tsing. Please stop...." he whimpered and leaned down, angling so he could see up into the boys face, every heave tearing at his heart. He should've just kept his damn mouth shut!
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 22:30:26 GMT -5
((Hmm...Maybe Sefora has some automatic cleaning supplies??))
He shrugged off his help. "Just, hurry and get us the fuck back to China." he croaked angrilly, before standing on wobbly legs and stumbling towards the bathroom.
He felt disgusted with himself. How could he let this happen?? He'd spent too much time alone with him, that's how. And now he regretted it...but did he really? It had felt so wonderful last night, as much as he hated to admit.
He shut and locked the door, and he wouldn't unlock it until they reached China.
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Post by Zadkiel on Feb 20, 2006 22:39:03 GMT -5
((Hmmm...maybe....why don't we ask? ^__^))
Hanyo struggled to his feet, using the wall as support. He was a horrible person. He shouldn't have taken advantage of Tsing in his sleep, the boy didn't want him, couldn't even stand to look at him. He was annoying, remember? Choking back tears he walked sedatedly to the cockpit, calling up Sefora with a croak. The blue haired boy appeared on screen, looking happy and well rested. Immediately his face changed, worry streaking across his features.
"Hanyo? you look horrible...what happened?" Hanyo merely waved off his question. He hated himself too much to answer.
"Get a message to my parents real quick. Tell them i'm sorry I can't stay longer, that i'm not going to get to celebrate Domini's birth at home. I have to make that run real quick." The blue haired boy glowered for a second before he did just that, sending off a quick message. Hanyo started up the ship himself, needing the distraction so he didn't go and do something drastic. He glanced dully out the screen, watching the ship rise above his home, watching how the sunrise glanced off an ocean in the distance. This was what he had wanted to show Tsing, but it was too late now. Slumping back in his chair he brought his hands up to cover his face, the breathless gasps starting worse than before.
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Post by Tsing Lu on Feb 20, 2006 22:43:11 GMT -5
Tsing breathed deeply as he felt the ship move. He waited a long while before he started up the shower, making sure the water was scalding hot before getting in and just standing there, forehead resting on the wall.
He stood there, thinking and thinking. He thought about random things, like all teens did. He thought about those random things until the water had become so cold, he began to get numb.
Finally, shutting off the water, he sat on the floor at the base of the sink, wrapped up in a towel, and falling asleep.
((Let's not bother to go back to the Earth thread, it'll probably just be a short visit anyway, lmao *pets Hanyo* No worries, I'm rooting for you =) ))
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